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- 3y ago
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- 3y ago
Sometimes, when i’m doing a hard run, I tell myself “okay, i’ll run to that tree” and then once i’m at that tree i’ll say that i’ll run to the next tree, and then on and on, I keep repeating, and at the end of that run, I feel accomplished because i’ve ran more than I said I would and I pushed through the difficulties. I know life probably seems not worth living right now, but it’s important to not get too wrapped up in that, and push through, I encourage you to try to keep setting times that you will go to, and then more, and more, I believe in you!
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- 3y ago
You came on this app for a reason. You have to TRUST that shitty things like this are temporary. It took me time to see that, but EVERYTHING good takes time. My cousin killed himself 5 years ago and I would do fucking anything for anyone to try to help them get better. We’re humans and we’re capable of adapting to new or odd feeling situations. The transition from that to something else is always uncomfortable but we’re capable of SO MUCH CHANGE
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- 3y ago
i think about it every day. all the time 24/7
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- 3y ago
Hi please don’t
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- 3y ago
I know it’s hard to believe but trust me it always gets better in the end even if you don’t think so yet, if you don’t mind me asking are you having therapy to help you?
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- 24w ago
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- 20w ago
I haven't been officially diagnosed with OCD but when I learned more about it, I never related to anything more. A little back story: when I was younger, there were a couple of youth suicides in my area and the schools felt the need to have someone come in and talk about suicide. Well the person they had come in did a horrible job teaching it and basically made it seem like the smallest negative emotion or feeling or change in behavior made you suicidal. This ended up scaring me so much that I got horrid anxiety. Fast forward to now, Everytime I feel anxiety and panic, I fear I'm going to kill myself. Everytime I feel down and depressed, I fear I'll end it all. I'm scared to be around anything sharp because the "What if" I hurt myself comes into my mind. There are always intrusive thoughts at almost every point of the day. And it's not only for me. Everytime I hear someone being negative, I fear they will be suicidal. I know in my heart that none of this is true but it's terrifying me that it's stuck around so much that it makes me scared that maybe it is true. I've had a lot of death in my family in the past year and a half and a lot of other family drama that I'd never had before that is now also bringing up existential intrusive thoughts. And I'd never questioned anything about life before but now I get the "why is life like this?" and "does anything we do matter?" and I hate it. I don't want to think like that. I just want to go through life being able to handle things normally again. It terrifies me even right now going "what if you give up?"
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