I'm trying not to see suicide as a solution to my problems but things keep getting worse and worse. I decided last year that if I wasn't better by my birthday (next month), I would kms. it was just an excuse to have a reason to keep going, but now i think my time has come

Sometimes, when i’m doing a hard run, I tell myself “okay, i’ll run to that tree” and then once i’m at that tree i’ll say that i’ll run to the next tree, and then on and on, I keep repeating, and at the end of that run, I feel accomplished because i’ve ran more than I said I would and I pushed through the difficulties. I know life probably seems not worth living right now, but it’s important to not get too wrapped up in that, and push through, I encourage you to try to keep setting times that you will go to, and then more, and more, I believe in you!

You came on this app for a reason. You have to TRUST that shitty things like this are temporary. It took me time to see that, but EVERYTHING good takes time. My cousin killed himself 5 years ago and I would do fucking anything for anyone to try to help them get better. We’re humans and we’re capable of adapting to new or odd feeling situations. The transition from that to something else is always uncomfortable but we’re capable of SO MUCH CHANGE

i think about it every day. all the time 24/7

I know it’s hard to believe but trust me it always gets better in the end even if you don’t think so yet, if you don’t mind me asking are you having therapy to help you?