š¦
- Date posted
- 3y
Jess425Jess425
- Date posted
- 3y
Sometimes, when iām doing a hard run, I tell myself āokay, iāll run to that treeā and then once iām at that tree iāll say that iāll run to the next tree, and then on and on, I keep repeating, and at the end of that run, I feel accomplished because iāve ran more than I said I would and I pushed through the difficulties. I know life probably seems not worth living right now, but itās important to not get too wrapped up in that, and push through, I encourage you to try to keep setting times that you will go to, and then more, and more, I believe in you!
Gumm2Gumm2
- Date posted
- 3y
You came on this app for a reason. You have to TRUST that shitty things like this are temporary. It took me time to see that, but EVERYTHING good takes time. My cousin killed himself 5 years ago and I would do fucking anything for anyone to try to help them get better. Weāre humans and weāre capable of adapting to new or odd feeling situations. The transition from that to something else is always uncomfortable but weāre capable of SO MUCH CHANGE
š¦š¦
- Date posted
- 3y
i think about it every day. all the time 24/7
Faizahali1Faizahali1
- Date posted
- 3y
Hi please donāt
Faizahali1Faizahali1
- Date posted
- 3y
I know itās hard to believe but trust me it always gets better in the end even if you donāt think so yet, if you donāt mind me asking are you having therapy to help you?
Related posts
moon0270
- Date posted
- 23w
Conflicted
TW// suicidal ideation There are things I want to do like i have an interview tomorrow for an exciting internship, but i also feel like I kinda don't wanna be here anymore. I'm not actively trying to do things to end my life, but I'm getting more and more tired of the same shit every day and i don't think I even want to come to terms with it and live for the next 40 or 50 years. maybe my constitution just sucks but idk if that's something I want. I don't want to accept OCD. im exhausted and frustrated. I don't want this in my life. But I'm not sure I want a life anymore anyways.
BeeBarf
- Date posted
- 19w
OCD as a teen TW suicide
WHY is it so bad?? who was gonna tell me 16 was just DREAD, my ocd has flared up worse than ever and i canāt go to therapy weekly anymore. im getting worse and i canāt do it. I just want to give up.
liyah1787g
- Date posted
- 16w
Anyone else?
TW: SEWERSLIDE WARNING Iām scared to continue living because I donāt want the worst to happen. The worst being me discovering Iām a sociopath, pedophile, ephebophile etcā¦ I have people I donāt want to disappoint. I keep looking for an excuse/something wrong with me so that I can decide whether I want to continue living or just end my life and save myself from the embarrassment of my loved ones finding out. At the same time Iām afraid to die. I feel like Iām not making a lot of progress in therapy. The only thing keeping me going right now is the thought that maybe one day I will find out that Iām not a creep, a sociopath &/or an ephebophile. At the same time living everyday is hard with all this looming over me. Some days I feel like I can continue no &ās ifs or buts. Other days I feel like im my own cheerleader & i am actually this bad person i think i am. I am so confused. Yesterday this thing came up where i suddenly find myself thinking a 17 yr old actor is attractive mind you im 21 yrs old.. idk if this is arousal nonconcordance or what it is honestly..Iām just afraid that it says something about who I am.. maybe thatās why I like guys my age with smaller bodies because it reminds me of a younger person??? Idk
Be a part of the largest OCD Community
Share your thoughts so the Community can respond