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- 2y ago
Sometimes, when iām doing a hard run, I tell myself āokay, iāll run to that treeā and then once iām at that tree iāll say that iāll run to the next tree, and then on and on, I keep repeating, and at the end of that run, I feel accomplished because iāve ran more than I said I would and I pushed through the difficulties. I know life probably seems not worth living right now, but itās important to not get too wrapped up in that, and push through, I encourage you to try to keep setting times that you will go to, and then more, and more, I believe in you!
i think about it every day. all the time 24/7
Hi please donāt
I know itās hard to believe but trust me it always gets better in the end even if you donāt think so yet, if you donāt mind me asking are you having therapy to help you?
You came on this app for a reason. You have to TRUST that shitty things like this are temporary. It took me time to see that, but EVERYTHING good takes time. My cousin killed himself 5 years ago and I would do fucking anything for anyone to try to help them get better. Weāre humans and weāre capable of adapting to new or odd feeling situations. The transition from that to something else is always uncomfortable but weāre capable of SO MUCH CHANGE
My birthday is coming up & all I want to do is die. I'm to the point where trying to get better is pointless. It never gets better in my many years of experience with this illness. I want to note that I'm not suicidal, just feel like I'd be better off not living. Life is hell.
Iām having a really hard time resisting my suicidal thoughts right now. I keep declining more and more and I just want to be put out of my misery at this point. Iām feeling like thereās no hope for my future, and I also canāt even make it through the present. I donāt know what to do because I donāt WANT to die but I feel like itās the only thing that can make things better
Things really won't get better, I keep getting new fears to obsess over. My newest one is that everybody is pretending I'm normal while they secretly think I belong in prison. It's destroying me, I feel like a fraud who doesn't deserve anything. I can't keep living like this! If nothing changes by April of next year I'm scared I might kill myself
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