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Sometimes, when i’m doing a hard run, I tell myself “okay, i’ll run to that tree” and then once i’m at that tree i’ll say that i’ll run to the next tree, and then on and on, I keep repeating, and at the end of that run, I feel accomplished because i’ve ran more than I said I would and I pushed through the difficulties. I know life probably seems not worth living right now, but it’s important to not get too wrapped up in that, and push through, I encourage you to try to keep setting times that you will go to, and then more, and more, I believe in you!
i think about it every day. all the time 24/7
Hi please don’t
I know it’s hard to believe but trust me it always gets better in the end even if you don’t think so yet, if you don’t mind me asking are you having therapy to help you?
You came on this app for a reason. You have to TRUST that shitty things like this are temporary. It took me time to see that, but EVERYTHING good takes time. My cousin killed himself 5 years ago and I would do fucking anything for anyone to try to help them get better. We’re humans and we’re capable of adapting to new or odd feeling situations. The transition from that to something else is always uncomfortable but we’re capable of SO MUCH CHANGE
I'm lowkey afraid that I might kill myself. Yesterday, I had really bad thoughts about different ways to kill myself to the point it was hard to concentrate on my studies. I have days where I don't want to kill myself and days that I deserve to die. I just feel very hopeless about the future.
TW/ I don't know what to do anymore 😔 Struggling with real event/false memory ocd is so hard. Last weekend, I was planning on committing suicide but I couldn't tell my siblings what was wrong cuz I feel like they wouldn't understand. I feel so underserved and unwanted sometimes and it would be better if I leave this earth. I would compare myself to people who done harmful things to other people, but deep down inside I'm none of these people AT ALL. Tbh, I will be surprised if I make out alive by the end of next year. I struggle with self-harm as well and there are times where I really I had to fight the urge to self-harm. This has been so horrible because I failed all my classes this semester and I'm not sure if I'm going to be back to school next semester. I just feel like a failure. I don't even remember being fully happy. At this point I just want to leave and never come back. I know my friends and family would be sad when I committ suicide, but I think they would live a better life when I'm not in it.
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