Hey

Thank you for validating my feelings without saying “I know exactly what you are going through”

@Forest13 (They/she) Your very welcome, I don’t like it either when people say they know exactly how I feel cause they’re not me.

I’ve been trying to distract myself by watching streams of video games

Thank you I appreciate that

Hey :)

@Forest13 (They/she) Are you comfortable talking on here?

Not good, are you up to hearing about depressing stuff?

@Forest13 (They/she) Yeah that’s okay

Thanks, it’s a really horrible feeling when it’s like I don’t know myself anymore but I hang on cause I know (even though I can’t always see it) that I deserve to live a good life and be happy.

@Emmasalishnioux You do. I struggle to see what I deserve a lot, I honestly don’t think I deserve happiness at the moment.

Because I don’t have anywhere to go

@Forest13 (They/she) Wow that’s sounds really hard, is there anyone you know that might be able to help you with this.

@Emmasalishnioux I’m really just relying on myself at the moment, I have a case worker but they are pretty useless to be honest

@Emmasalishnioux I was connecting with kids helpline a lot but the person I was talking to there kind of ruined things, and it’s very hard to start talking to someone new because I’ve gone through so much and explaining it is so exhausting

@Forest13 (They/she) That’s too bad, but you sound really strong and I’m sure you’ll find your way trough this somehow.

@Emmasalishnioux I don’t think anyone should have to be “strong” strength really shouldn’t be how much suffering you can go through, strength should come from healing, I appreciate you saying that though

@Forest13 (They/she) Yeah I know, there’s a lot of things I haven’t told anyone in my life cause I’m really scared they wouldnt understand, (but I’m not gonna sit on any high horse now, cause I’m still working on following my own advice) but the more I do that the harder it gets to open up to people cause I’ve sat alone with these feelings for so long that it feels wrong to open up about them, but sometimes you have to take that risk even if you might get hurt again because one day the person you tell your story too won’t hurt you but they’ll help you get trough it and opening up will be so worth it.

@Forest13 (They/she) You’re very right.

@Emmasalishnioux Yea I’m jsut really sick of people being garbage humans, 90% of people are garbage in my life right now

@Emmasalishnioux It feels like good people don’t exist

@Forest13 (They/she) They do, it might be far from one to another but there is good people, sometimes they’re just really hard to find.

No problem☺️

Not great but it’s been okay.

@Emmasalishnioux I’m glad it’s been okay rather than worse, please respect your energy and emotional needs, I find myself texting people on here when I should really be taking care of myself, if you resonate with that I’d definitely be okay with leaving it here for today, I’d love to chat another day if you’d be comfortable with that though

I’d be great to talk another day, thanks.

@Emmasalishnioux Cool :) you want to do it over text?

@Forest13 (They/she) I don’t live in the states so I’m not sure that’ll work but is there any messaging apps we can use?

@Emmasalishnioux Do you have Pinterest?

@Forest13 (They/she) Yeah I do

@Emmasalishnioux We could chat on there if you were comfortable my thingy is @Forest3947 I’m the one with the mushroom for the profile picture

@Emmasalishnioux You should be able to message me once I follow you back I think?

@Forest13 (They/she) I added you

@Emmasalishnioux I send you a message

@Emmasalishnioux Hey no worries if you aren’t up to it but I sent you a message if you want to chat tonight :)