I was on YouTube and accidentally pushed the create button and I got paranoid I recorded myself doing something bad and posted it I know I didn’t but I can’t stop searching YouTube to make double , triple , sure . I keep checking every five minutes it’s driving me crazy . I don’t have anything bad saved in my camera roll so I don’t know why I’m so paranoid 

Does anyone know if YouTube Saves your content automatically when you post from create option ?

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Getting Paranoid | Obsessing Over Recording Something Bad In Youtube

I have obsessive thoughts about this fear sometimes too, but it has gotten better over time. To answer your question, I think if you go to the settings and “my channel”, you would see anything you posted there. However, what has helped me is not checking or if I do check just doing it one single time and nothing more if I absolutely cannot resist the compulsion. I know it is super scary and I’m so sorry you’re experiencing this fear. 