pluralines
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- 3y
pluralinespluralines
- Date posted
- 3y
i’ll be with who i want to be with and go towards what makes my heart happy 🤍 i no longer have room for whatever makes me anxious. i could even be lesbian, bisexual or other and it’s totally okay. i was never afraid of those things in the first place. i was afraid of being uncertain, but being wrong is not terrifying to me now. i see that that fear has kept me from being happy
Bng10160Bng10160
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- 3y
This is great!! I hope to get there some day. How old are you if you don’t mind me asking. I’m 28 and I’m just trying to see how many people are the same age as me haha
pluralinespluralines
- Date posted
- 3y
we can all get there 🤍 because we do deserve happiness. i’m 24!!
pluralinespluralines
- Date posted
- 3y
just wanna say that i’ve and this subset for 10+ years, so there is hope no matter what age or duration you’ve experienced this 🤍 i’m cheering for u
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- Therapist
- Date posted
- 3y
I love that attitude! OCD can so easily steal our joy, and you’re not letting it.
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