I keep obsessing that I'm picking the wrong career. I've had some bad luck and I want a career change. I've been out of college for 3 years now and I spent hours researching myself and what I want and it's driving me crazy that I can't be with a job that's stable and long term. I Google and question often if I picked a bad major since I can't seem to get my foot in the door. I'm just afraid I'll waste money if I learn new/wrong since I'm already in debt. Any advice? I feel like my whole life is work and stability focused and I can't really do what I enjoy because it seems like I'm headed for such an inconsistent job life if I continue with customer service and design. Not to mention, I am very sensitive in jobs and desperate to find a company that will work with me and not use me as a temporary or seasonal fix after I worked long hours and overtime in the office.

Thanks for the kind advice! It just so happens that I've been trying to get into digital marketing lol. I hear that marketing high stress but for some reason I think there's creativity in digital marketing so I pursue it. Maybe I'm wrong. I was a graphic design major with some coding background but I've been taking these administrative jobs since those are the most common jobs in my area. Unfortunately I worked for some small employers that have been using me seasonally even though they hired me full time and I guess I'm frustrated from it.

I get laid off because the employer decided there was a lack of work or he needed something else instead of design or customer service. I've worked temp jobs and then I got two full time jobs that laid me off because they were exploring department changes or lack of work. I tried to research ratings and the BBB but the small companies seem to be unstable. Thanks again for all of your advice. I will definitely consider it