[T/W] ( Suicidal )

Hi hiy, Sorry to hear this! If you’re at serious risk of hurting yourself, or in an emergency, Google “suicide hotline” to get immediate help. I would do your best to see a therapist… Or at least talk to your family doctor about it. At the very least, perhaps you can find resources on iocdf.org? They have a lot of resources like articles and books that you could look into. I’m not sure exactly what you’re dealing with but… Sometimes, when I’m dealing with difficult questions, I find it helpful to read books on the topic I struggle with. It’s almost like having someone else to bounce ideas off of; you get to know what someone else thinks of things and it can help inform you.

You're in pain and that's distorting your judgement; hurting yourself is not the answer. Call a hotline. It will be okay. <3

I am going to include the hotline number. Is there a school counselor or social worker you could talk to who could talk with your parents or someone that can act as a mediator between you and them and help you to explain your feelings in a way that makes sense? The important thing is that you talk to someone and that you are okay. Please Please know that you will not always feel the way that you are feeling in this minute. It can get so much better. There are so many people who have been able to manage mental health and live amazing and wonderful lives. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (1-800-273-8255) The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is a national network of local crisis centers that provides free and confidential emotional support to people in suicidal crisis or emotional distress 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. National Crisis Text Line Text "HOME" from anywhere in the U.S. to 741741 for free, 24/7 crisis support from a trained Crisis Counselor.

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 Aw that really sucks I don't get why some parents are so against like therapy and shit it's ridiculous 🤬 but please please don't kill yourself cuz if I've learned anything from having suicidal friends and being suicidal at times myself, if you just hang in there just for even a bit more, things WILL start to turn around. Somehow I don't know how but this pattern keeps happening in my life and others. I feel you about the constant pain though🙃I'm laying on the couch in my PJs in the middle of the day feeling so sad and hopeless because my soul cannot handle the pain of life anymore. Even tho I'm so low I'm holding onto hope that I'll be lifted up soon...somehow...anyway I'd be down to dm on Instagram if u want, my ig is : hipsteryetti I really hope it gets better soon❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

Hello, it sounds like you might be a minor from the way you phrased your post. 1. You won't be under your mom's thumb forever. It's rough and it sucks and it can be isolating when they don't get it and won't try to help. 2. Take it one minute at a time. Literally. Just focus on sticking around in the now. 3. When you are calmer, try looking into resources near you. Depending if you are in the US, UK, or elsewhere will effect your options. School and churches might be places to check (even if you aren't religious). 4. I have somehow made it to 27. That felt impossible when I was 17. Then i made it to 21, and wondered at how I could get any further. I kept going even when I didn't see the point. Sometimes I still get bad feelings, but I know now that they pass. I've seen and experienced so many things that I would have missed out on, had I not kept going. 5. It's ok if the replies seem like lies. I thought that too when people said life got better. When your brain is a mean liar who makes you anxious and sad, why believe in something that's too good to be true? I reached a point where hope didn't sound silly anymore. I can't promise when that moment is, but know it's in your future and waiting for you. 6. Thank you for posting here. Keep posting as much as you need too. Your pain is real and we see it. I see it. You deserve help.