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Thanks for the advice . Thanks for listening and most of all thanks sharing🥺I will keep trying my best everydya and push myself more into trying . And I’m sorry you had to go thru all that with ur father :/ shir can suck being in such toxic environment while being stresssed enough as it is .
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No being able to drive doesn’t help 😭I’m getting depressed for this #1 reason believe it or not. Ik it may sound silly but I have intense levek of stress/anxiety seeing others deive meanwhile I can’t. I’m jealous
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Thank you! 🥺
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I know it’s not really the same but I’ve had a rocky relationship with my mom because my dad has not been in the picture all my life but there’s been days where I just wanna pack up my stuff and leave but I can’t not that I want to leave it’s just the arguments that we get into and the disagreements is hard But all of us will get over it at some point and you’re not alone in this I promise I’m almost 18 and my mom still treats me like a kid granted I kind of still am but she needs to start treating me like an adult. When I got my license she was still pretty strict I don’t know if this helps but basically what I’m trying to tell you is you’re not alone
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Thank you! Makes me feel better I’m not only one. Yea I def get treated like a kid still too :/
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For context, im going to college for 6 years (less than 2 years away to graduate college) to focus on fixing my GPA, volunteering, and MCAT studying... as well as graduating... My parents keep guilt tripping me and asking me questions like "did you know how much we've spent to keep you in college?" And telling me the amount they've spent on my college education... my mom keeps saying that "shes not trying to make me feel guilty, but it's a fact you have to accept..." I know they've spent a lot of money to help me... my mom claims she spent over 70k on me... and I know they're suffering... but them constantly telling me the same thing and saying things like I should drop out to focus on making money to save is honestly degrading my mental health... My mom is the only one who knows the full extent of how extremely horrible my extremely awful and terrible POCD real events when i was either 13 or 14 were... so it feels like im indebted to her for helping me throughout... but her constantly asking me these kinds of questions and then saying "im not trying to make you feel guilty" is counterintuitive... UPDATE: when I called my mom just now... crying about how much I l0athe myself every time she guilt trips me, she kept bringing up her own pain, and that I didnt keep my promises... to the point where I genuinely asked her if I delete myself, will she be happy... she at first compared me to other kids who graduated in four years, then asked if I thought I had suffered more than she has... and if i did, that I should "stop talking to her"... I genuinely cant take this anymore... I cant take this from her anymore... I cant take life anymore... she makes me feel like I shouldn't be here... I genuinely dont want to be here...
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