- Date posted
- 3y
RECOVERY UPDATE
I’ve been pushing through and accepting / disregarding my intrusive thoughts for a little over a week, and the first few days were so bad I didn’t even think it was worth tracking. June 16th was also bad, but I thought I’d just begin, to see how it goes, and here I am. When I started I thought I’d never use the colour green. This is to say — it may look like you’re not making any progress, but if you do what you’re told, live your life accepting the thoughts, exposing yourself to your fears, it’ll all pay off. I couldn’t believe how fast it hit me. I don’t wake up thinking of my thoughts anymore. It’s not the most important part of my day anymore. It truly feels like I’m healing, because I’m forgetting that I ever was sick. I know there will be setbacks, and I’m ready for them, I’ll welcome them as part of life. Right now, I’m just enjoying this life.