Kids4Christ
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 3y
redmuse22redmuse22
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 3y
Relationship and harm ocd for a two for one win here đ My thoughts tend to revolve around violence and neglect. Or just being a bad spouse/parent overall.
toriqueso4toriqueso4
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- 3y
Yes! I struggle with postpartum OCD itâs horrible. Just know youâre not the only one đȘ
Mamaof4Mamaof4
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- 3y
Yes! Itâs like the only thing my ocd cares about. Itâs so irritating, Esp since mine showed up 9 years after I had my first child and I have been an excellent mother. But now itâs like I am questioning my entire identity. I am having my fourth. Praying for you! I know the pain! đđ
Kids4ChristKids4Christ
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 3y
Before all of this my life couldnât be better. This all started about 4 months ago. Found out we were having another boy and moved into our new house. Itâs went away over the 4 month period and I started worrying about other stuff but now itâs recently just resurfaced and I hate it đȘđȘ
Mamaof4Mamaof4
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- 3y
@Anonymous I know exactly what you mean, I know for me it felt like it came from no where but it kinda just switched themes. Because I was really nervous about Covid for like two years and then I made a decision to just stop being worried about Covid and I ended up getting the vaccine. And then seriously like two days later I started having all these harm OCD thoughts about my kids and family and pretty much have ever since February. I go a week or two where I am fine and it doesnât even bother me but then I will have a nightmare about it or something will really trigger me and it feels like day one again. But I am thankful to know I have ocd now and I am trying to learn to live uncertain and just accept I have anxiety. If you ever want to chat we can do a group fb chat or something :) let me know! It really is better with others. I have met a few ppl on the fb app and they are good friends now.
Kids4ChristKids4Christ
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 3y
@Mamaof4 mine started with covid too! I had my first panic attack and it just triggered something in me. I eventually got over it too & then I went through a little bit of health ocd I had a lump in my throat and swore it was cancer lol đ ended up being nothing and I went a whole year feeling fine and then all of this started. But I agree itâs nice knowing youâre not alone and other people are going through a lot of similarities
Mamaof4Mamaof4
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- 3y
There is a parent support group on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I have only gone once but it was helpful!
Kids4ChristKids4Christ
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 3y
Has this made you depressed at all?
Mamaof4Mamaof4
- Date posted
- 3y
@Anonymous It definitely makes me more sad for sure. But I just try to live my values and do what I have always done. Some days are better then others. I do therapy two times a week and I listen to a lot of podcasts and stuff. I am super afraid of becoming depressed and fearful to try meds and stuff so that is a theme for me also. I know what I need to do to be here for my babies and I will never not do it but I am definitely not as happy as before.
Kids4ChristKids4Christ
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 3y
@Mamaof4 Iâve went into a depression and felt hopeless and got on meds. I was super against it at first but I felt I needed to.. God heals all though. Through prayer and faith we will get through this!
Mamaof4Mamaof4
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- 3y
@Anonymous Yes! 100 percent!đ
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