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Guilty thoughts about having kids
Dose anyone else feel guilty, like it’s unfair to bring an amazing child in this world when there’s a risk that they may also suffer from OCD anxiety and depression..
Dose anyone else feel guilty, like it’s unfair to bring an amazing child in this world when there’s a risk that they may also suffer from OCD anxiety and depression..
i don't feel guilt since i don't ever plan on having kids but trust me, atleast your kids will have loving, supporting parents who acknowledge their mental health.
@Anonymous - As it stands, the human population is nowhere near its estimated carrying capacity of ten to twelve billion. At the moment, overpopulation is a myth. In coming decades, our population is expected to grow by two billion, peaking somewhere around 10 billion before plateauing. This is because as birth control becomes more available to women and rates of infant mortality drop, mothers increasingly have fewer children...it is easier for them to choose when to have kids, and they have less of them because parents are more confident that their children will survive to adulthood. So the human population is not going to keep growing out of control - it is about to begin slowing to a halt. An argument made in response to this is that a population of 10 billion is not sustainable. This is false - we grow enough grain to feed 10 - 12 billion people. We also have enough clean water for the whole world. Famines and droughts are a problem not of resource availability, but of infrastructure and poverty. In poorer areas that have less advanced technology and transportation networks, food may rot before it ever reaches market shelves. Even when rations do make it to their destination, there is no guarantee that customers can afford to eat. A similar problem applies to water - in many cases, we do not have the transportation networks to easily give it to those who need it the most. This is a reality that changes as technology advances and developing countries gain wealth, meaning that our carrying capacity as a species continues to rise; it is likely at this point that we will never hit it. While I realize that this response may have seemed a bit defensive, understand that your claim has a problematic history; it has often been used to blame third world countries...who are responsible for much of the world's population growth...for a problem primarily created by the developed world, and it has also been the rationalization for human rights abuses hiding under the guise of aggressive population-control laws. As it stands, overconsumption is a much more serious complication than population is; even if there were only 500 million people alive on Earth today, we would still be facing serious environmental issues if all of those 500 million people consumed as much as Americans, which is why pushing for infrastructural change is important. To Tsm95...edenmn and Uugggghhhhh are right. There are always risks around bringing a child into the world; however, even if they do end up having to deal with psychological disorders, you can support and help them through it. Even with the mental health problems that I have, I am glad to be here; I imagine many others like myself feel similarly.
Thanks for your thoughtful response! It’s hard to have a productive conversation online, so I’ll just leave you with a few rebuttals and we can agree to dissagree. Are you familiar with I=(PAT)? It’s an equation used to describe the impact that humans have on the planet. Impact = Population x Affluence x Technology. So I whole heartedly agree that affluence and excessive consumption by first world countries is equally as big of a problem. But population makes whatever problem we’re facing exponentially worse. I am familiar and educated on the human overpopulation movement, and am aware of the concerns you bring up in the past it was used to brush the problem off on third world countries. I dissagree with the people who would do that, and many in the modern day overpopulation movement feel the same as I do. Overpopulation in third world countries sadly has a bigger impact on individuals lives that it does here in the U.S. it contributes to shortages of food, water, fuel, and makes health/safety issues more severe. Large families also make it more difficult for women to pursue education and careers. I’m a proponent of every person across the planet limiting their biological children to 2, and preferably having 0 or 1. The best way to do this is through non-coercive methods like increasing access to birth control and abortion, increasing access to education, and engaging and providing sex education to cultures where having 6+ children is considered the norm. Human overpopulation hurts both the planet as well as individuals and families. To touch on one of your other points, I have no doubt that through advances in technology, the planet could host a much higher population of humans. But at what cost? Loss of biological diversity? Loss of wilderness? Decreased quality of life? Increased poverty and suffering for those who are already on the bottom rung? I have no wish to live in a society where all bits of the planet are covered with houses, agriculture, livestock, or energy production. For me the price of the human population rising further is to high, and it rising provides very little reward to humanity and the planet.
the bright side is that if they do have those things, they’ll have an understanding parent that’s able to catch it easier and get them help. There’s a risk with bringing any child into the world and unfortunately we can’t prevent everything, but we can do our best to make it easier for them
You could adopt, of course it won’t look like you but oh well. In all seriousness regardless of OCD the human population keeps going up and is a huge component of many of the environmental and societal issues we face. I don’t want to be a part of that so I’m choosing to not have kids. If you’re dead set on having kids, only having 1 or 2 is also a good compromise:) Just my 0.02!
Totally relate. I'm going through a divorce right now that, in a large part, triggered by my mental health. Along with that, my kids struggle with ocd and other mental health issues. I can't help but think I caused their issues and hurt my ex wife with my mental health.
Struggling. My mind/OCD told me I had already abused my child by breathing when they were laying across me and that I might as well do something else to hurt them. I had to think for a second, but the only thing that came to mind was to move my elbow towards their groin area to cause a "feeling". Well I did just that, and I ended up grazing their groinal area and it caused a disgusting unwanted feeling. I IMMEDIATELY wanted to throw up and panicked. I also asked my child to move off of me immediately. It went against my morals, beliefs, and values as an individual and mother. I can't stop thinking about it and it's very debilitating. I didn't enjoy a single moment of it. But my question to you guys is am the monster that I've always been scared of being? Do I belong in the ground? Do I deserve to have a wonderful life and wonderful, perfect child?
I woke up very late today because my son kept me up all night because he is teething so I didn’t fully wake up until 6am. These past months have been crippling because of my ocd, depression and anxiety. So crippling to the point I have been terrified to leave my bed. Because I haven’t been leaving the room often I am starting to come off as lazy to my mother in law and I have been slacking on helping around the house. My mother in law has surgery on Tuesday and needs us to help out more. I got up to do the dishes the other day and had to stop because I was having a flare up and felt like I was going to over heat from anxiety. I laid down and never finished the dishes. Today she came home really mad at my husband and I because we haven’t been helping and the guilt is eating me alive. I want to apologize but I don’t want to bring up how I have been feeling because I don’t want it to come off as an excuse. I don’t want this to lead to a point where I’m suffering because of it and I don’t want it to ruin her perception of me. I just feel awful that I’m letting this take over my life. Moments like this make me feel useless and I lose hope of ever getting better. what if I never get better. She does so much for me and I’m letting her down💔
So I’ve just found out I’m pregnant and I’m freaking out rn I’ve been getting thoughts like “I’ll be a bad mum” and overthinking everything & my OCD is convincing me that I’ll act on my thoughts because of my hormones and stuff. I’ve also got a fear of being sick & I’m stressing over that too. Anyone else who has harm OCD pregnant or a Mum can give me some advice pls😭
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