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- 6y ago
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- 6y ago
Thanks man, I’ve never posted before, but it really does help. I’ve just basically convinced myself I have it from every little thing I experience. I need to start getting in the mindset that if I were TRULY experiencing it I’d be alright, but it’s a lot easier said than done
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- 6y ago
like i said, it was only really an obsession for like a day or two, so i didn’t get too deep into it. it’s really hard to tell you what to do because of this as i just eventually decided that i wouldn’t know until it happens and i can’t worry about it. but some things i’d like u to know r: if u were schizophrenic, you wouldn’t be wondering if u were schizophrenic!! it is also a condition that often runs in families so if u don’t have a genetic connection to it then it’s not really worth thinking about, even though i know that doesn’t really help either way as ocd doesn’t care about logic !!! my #1 suggestion is to just accept the uncertainty !! after all, the worst case scenario is u have an illness that is (typically) highly treatable (while not ignoring it’s definitely hard!!) many people w schizophrenia can live a normal life, which i think really helped me let go of the obsession when i learned that.
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- 6y ago
but at the end of the day, if u have ocd then it’s likely just ocd!! u r smarter & stronger than ocd and even though it’s hard as hell, ur gonna get through this!! ??
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- 6y ago
Thanks Dee, this obsession is so irrational. I’m sure I’d be fine today if I never read about schizo. Just the word honestly scares me.
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- 6y ago
i’ve dealt with that obsession but it was never particularly strong.
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- 6y ago
This obsessions has literally ruined my life. I almost checked myself in today and they just kinda laughed at me over there. Any tips. I’m always thinking I’m hearing things, but I’m pretty sure it’s just sounds in my environment and every delusion ive ever read about (which was the worst mistake I could have made) keeps replaying in my mind.
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- 6y ago
Omie, if you were a schizophrenic you would seriously know that. That is a huge disability and their are harsh symptoms to that.
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- 6y ago
I had fear I was going crazy, worried about psychosis been worried about schiz. before too... basically just worried that I’m crazy and it’s not ocd.
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- 6y ago
However what I have tried to do is look at facts. Okay, why do I feel this way? Well because of this... okay, now is this fact based or a perception. Etc There are facts then there are the stories that we make up about what the facts might mean...
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- 6y ago
Also schizophrenia looks different than ocd. And it would make sense to get ocd were you are worried about it.. because that’s what we do well... we obsess and we dwell and we ruminate and run up a wall with it. And at the end of the day if you still aren’t sure you could get diagnosed again, if you wanted to. The facts come to the surface. I find the question- What’s the likelihood that this is a real issue or that this is my disorder on overdrive?
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- 6y ago
Idk if that’s helpful but I hope it is! Big hugs, I know it can suck but you can bust past the bs.
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- 6y ago
That’s the funny thing about ocd when we aren’t feeling anxious we are like wow that was really ridiculous.. but then we are anxious it feels so incredibly real. But because of those polar opposites must mean we are quite creative and intelligent so I vote we go paint something or write something and tell ocd it can kick our ass. We will use our creativity for fun for ourselves and not to torment ourselves. ? ??
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- 5y ago
How are you now? This is my current obsession
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- 17w ago
Anyone struggle with this with having ocd?
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- 14w ago
It started when I became an adult, and started receiving my mental health diagnosis. I hyper fixated on each and every action I did and how it could be related to my diagnosis’s. It then lead to fixation to my physical health — making appointments and seeing every specialist I can to rule out every possibility. I currently have been suffering with obstructive sleep. I woke up the past few days with severe pain from the lack of sleep whilst believing I was oversleeping. Luckily my fit watch tracks my sleep cycle and it turns out I am not receiving any sleep. I had an extreme panic attack — bursting into tears on the phone with my mom wondering what this case might be. She told me it could be sleep apnea and that a simple sleep study could figure this out. However, knowing my family history I made appointments to every specialist I can to make sure it is nothing serious. The unknown of health can be scary to me. Watching my mother suffer with her physical health chronically since I was a child lead me to be very conscious and aware of how my body is functioning. This morning was one of the worst moments of physical pain. I should just take one step at a time with the sleep doctor instead of taking measures to see every specialist that could pertain with this issue. However, that is very hard to me. I don’t want to ever wake up in the pain I was this morning. Does anyone else suffer with health-related OCD? And if so, how do you find a sense of ease during moments like I expressed?
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- 12w ago
I started dealing with OCD when I became fixated on health issues, particularly the fear of contracting a life-threatening disease. If I experienced any kind of medical symptom, no matter how small, that even remotely hinted at something potentially fatal, it would drive me crazy, and I couldn’t stop obsessing over it. Then one day, I started having intrusive thoughts about accidentally hitting someone with my car, and I would end up driving in circles to check if I had. Eventually, I found myself overwhelmed by a flood of new obsessive thoughts and compulsions. One day, while I was at the park, a squirrel came near me, and for some reason, I felt like it attacked me. I Googled it and learned that squirrels could carry rabies, which spiraled me into a deep fear of rabies. I became consumed with the thought I received a bite from a squirrel, raccoon, or bat any time I’m in areas that trigger me. It started off only being inside then transferred to even being in my own home. This made me obsess over every physical sensation in my body, compulsively checking to make sure nothing was wrong. One compulsion that I hated the most would to be putting rubbing alcohol on me to make sure that I had no open wounds. Every day feels like I’m walking around in a fog of anxiety, constantly worrying that I won’t even make it to old age. Sometimes, it gets so overwhelming that I just want it all to end. It stresses me so bad at times to where my brain feels like I’ve been studying all day.
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