- Date posted
- 2y
Tocd
I’m female aged 15. I know I shouldn’t be writing on this but I’m so scared. I’ve felt euphoric in my female identity a few times. For example my dad was telling someone “this is my daughter” and I felt it. But I remember one time I got this feeling I was wearing a sports top that was tight around my arm and it looked like I had a muscle and it wasn’t euphoria but it was just a feeling, I’m so scared, does this mean I’m transgender. That was just an example there’s been a few other times but I’m so lost in this OCD loop. It’s been 2 and half years. I’m in the UK and not sure how to seek help as my mum won’t take me to the doctors.