Ugh
This is so frustrating. I wish I was like most of the population who doesn’t have to deal with this torment. I hate it so much, I just wanna be normal. Why me? What did I do to deserve this?
Feeling very similar at the moment. Unfortunately I haven’t found a remedy for this feeling yet—it just kind of sucks. I know everyone is dealing with something and I don’t wanna bring anyone down. I just wanna watch some movies or go for a drive without having an attack. I don’t know, knowing other people are feeling the same makes me feel a little bit better I guess. I hope you feel better soon !
@Anonymous Thank you
Hi! I think the same thing why do things happen to people? Why me? But don’t forget how many other people are going through the same thing. EVERYONE on this app is experiencing the same thing as you. You shouldn’t wonder the question “why me” there is not reason why this is happening to you it just is. And yes it sucks but you know what you’re going to get through this and figure ways to help yourself!!! I believe in you and you got this! You’re doing wonderful! Keep going ❤️❤️❤️
@dreaminofyouhs Thank you so much
What helps me is hearing stories from people who say their lives now are better than “normal” because they know how to face uncertainty. That encourages me.
I feel this. Everytime im triggered, thats the first thing that comes to my mind. Why me?... But we hang in there! 💙
Why is this all happening to me,why cant i just be normal like the other teens,why do i always feel confused about everything,why do i always feel worthless and sick,with mental illness,why did God choose me,us,to do this,to go through all this shit,He knows that im not able to make it,he knows that i just want to grow up,to marry a guy and be happy,my intentions are pure,i never wanted to hurt someone like my mind says,i just dont want to,i cant stop it,i cant stop the disorted thinking and everything else that goes through my mind.I feel so worthless so desperate and cursed.I know i keep asking for ur positive talks but i juet cant ask it from anyone else.Its 9 pm here,i need to study but i cant,i feel so stressed,i just want to kill myself.
I want to be normal.. i dont want to have arguments with my mind.. i want to be a normal 12 year old.. i found out that i first started showing signs like 5 years ago maybe more but why does everyone else look so normal and act so normal and i dont? What did i do? Why do i deserve this? I just want to meet my friends and act normal ive planned when im older for me and my friend to get a tatoo and have late night drives and go to starbucks snd get nails done but that'll never happen you see people on instagram and they do all of these things but i wont be normal enough to do things like that and i really want ocd to go away im suck of crying all the time and not being able to tell people why i hate hate HATE IT god if there is one must have chose favourites
Another vent I’m so sorry! I just come to realize that I feel like I’m the only one struggling and doing this to myself. It sucks because I look at the people around and I wish I could be like them. I don’t want to be obsessive. I don’t want these thoughts and worries. Realizing this is forever sucks. I’m crying again. I’m always crying because I’m such an emotional person. I hate it. It’s so funny because everytime I always feel like I’m doing better like no crying and stuff but it only last a couple weeks or days. I just don’t know if I can live a fulfilling life.
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