- Username
- Emma M
- Date posted
- 2y ago
Ugh
This is so frustrating. I wish I was like most of the population who doesn’t have to deal with this torment. I hate it so much, I just wanna be normal. Why me? What did I do to deserve this?
This is so frustrating. I wish I was like most of the population who doesn’t have to deal with this torment. I hate it so much, I just wanna be normal. Why me? What did I do to deserve this?
Feeling very similar at the moment. Unfortunately I haven’t found a remedy for this feeling yet—it just kind of sucks. I know everyone is dealing with something and I don’t wanna bring anyone down. I just wanna watch some movies or go for a drive without having an attack. I don’t know, knowing other people are feeling the same makes me feel a little bit better I guess. I hope you feel better soon !
@Anonymous Thank you
Hi! I think the same thing why do things happen to people? Why me? But don’t forget how many other people are going through the same thing. EVERYONE on this app is experiencing the same thing as you. You shouldn’t wonder the question “why me” there is not reason why this is happening to you it just is. And yes it sucks but you know what you’re going to get through this and figure ways to help yourself!!! I believe in you and you got this! You’re doing wonderful! Keep going ❤️❤️❤️
@dreaminofyouhs Thank you so much
What helps me is hearing stories from people who say their lives now are better than “normal” because they know how to face uncertainty. That encourages me.
I feel this. Everytime im triggered, thats the first thing that comes to my mind. Why me?... But we hang in there! 💙
I feel like I'm failing at life. The friends I do have left are already living their lives, going to college, getting good jobs. All I do is sit at home overthink constantly horrible things. I have a hard time suriving working at a small retail job. And I don't really have any passion for a career. I wish more than anything I thought normally so I could have a decent t least life....why did I have to be like this? I'm sorry for the random rant
Another vent I’m so sorry! I just come to realize that I feel like I’m the only one struggling and doing this to myself. It sucks because I look at the people around and I wish I could be like them. I don’t want to be obsessive. I don’t want these thoughts and worries. Realizing this is forever sucks. I’m crying again. I’m always crying because I’m such an emotional person. I hate it. It’s so funny because everytime I always feel like I’m doing better like no crying and stuff but it only last a couple weeks or days. I just don’t know if I can live a fulfilling life.
I see people living their lives and just enjoying themselves. Not taking things too seriously and not overly stressing. And then there’s me. Who stresses at the slightest thing. Whose OCD has taken massive chunks of my life that I’ll never get back. It feels like I’m going through life just terrified of my own f*cking shadow… Any small thing I have to deal with that to anyone else might just cause slight inconvenience or nervousness, causes me to have an almost complete and utter breakdown. WHY CANT I HANDLE LIFE. I am so ashamed of who I am. I want to be someone who is brave and courageous and who does things and lives life anyway, regardless of fear. But no. I avoid living because of it. Why am I even here if this is how my life is? What is the point? I’m going through it today, friends 😭
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