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- 5y ago
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- 5y ago
Yes, there was a period of about 3 months where I got 0-5 hrs sleep on weekdays and then would completely crash on weekends bc I was up doing compulsions. It was terrible ? I wonder if I’m bipolar bc of that, too. But then again, think of the name - compulsions. We’re compelled to do them - not suggested to do them, not encouraged to do them - but compulsively driven. Rain or shine, sleep or no, we OCDers HAVE to do them OR ELSE we’re going to harm ourselves or others, going to have our sexual identity taken out from under us, going to become gravely ill or contaminate everyone we come in contact with, going to have panic attack after panic attack, etc. etc. It’s really only the nights where I can’t sleep (and don’t know why) which make me fear that maybe I’m bipolar.
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- 5y ago
As someone with bipolar disorder, it confuses me, too, which is great for the OCD, because damn will that shit latch onto whether or not I /really/ have bipolar disorder. It doesn't help that I also have ADHD, and GAD, as well as some hormone balance issues. It's a veritable feast for the OCD to dig into, but I have been working on gunning that down, granted it has been taking some time. I guess what I am saying is that I know EXACTLY what you mean, and it confuses me, as well. The stress that OCD can conjure up is probably enough to tip the scales, given a rather stressful spot in one's life outside of the OCD, to put one at the edge of an episode. That is my theory, though.
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- 5y ago
Yup
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- 5y ago
Bless you all, thanks for all the replies, love you guys, we aren't alone! Xx
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- 21w ago
That’s kinda my question. All my thoughts feel so realistic and so now I doubt if they are ocd and if I just can’t make my mind up about something and I’m using ocd as an excuse or something idc I feel like this post is word vomit.
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- 17w ago
I've never seen a therapist or been diagnosed, so I went surfing through to find this community. I've seen a lot of OCD symptoms written online. Here is what I experience that I feel may be OCD. If any of you guys agrees, please let me know. I have only ever been able to call my mom by her first name. I have never been able to not do that. She tried to make me call her mom once as a kid but it felt so wrong that I started crying. Everytime I see a wet floor sign, I say "piso mojado" out loud. I have plenty of harsh intrusive thoughts, such as committing acts of violence when I see people not using their turn signals, interrupting performers at a concert. I make myself re-press on my phone alarms 10-12 times each day in the same rythym until it feels fully set to go off. Light switches get flicked off and on, I can't stand not doing it. I have to double-check everything and make myself re-look through the same drawers at work for hours. I love to write, but I never get far because I need approval from others. My head is also always filled to the brim with thoughts which has made writing and things like memory a lot harder. I can't use spoons. I can only use forks for almost everything. I can't stand them. That's all I can think of for right now. Please let me know what you guys think. Thanks!
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- 10w ago
This list by ai gives a good summary of my symptoms. Does it resemble OCD or is it something else? 1. Compulsions (OCD-specific behaviors): • Feeling the need to flex or contract muscles an even number of times, equally on both sides of your body. • Needing to reverse actions (for example, if you roll your eyes or trace a line with your finger, you feel compelled to do it again in the exact opposite way). 2. Intrusive Thoughts (OCD-specific ruminations): • Daydreaming about people you care about getting hurt (e.g., school shooting, injury, or kidnapping). • Sometimes feeling like you might want something bad to happen to someone you find attractive—possibly because of a desire to help or save them, though it’s confusing. • These thoughts can sometimes provide a twisted sense of relief while remaining distressing and confusing. 3. Sexual Orientation OCD: • Experiencing confusion or doubt about your sexual orientation. 4. Contamination Thoughts: • Feeling like things are contaminated, especially after touching something gross. 5. Sensory Compulsions: • Feeling the need to smell your hand after touching areas like your ear or hair. 6. ADHD-like Symptoms / Additional Observations: • Fidgeting or moving your legs when standing or sitting.
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