- Date posted
- 2y
The WORST compulsion…
Ugh this compulsion is the worst. I hate it and am so guilty of it. I have HOCD and at times I’ll go look up an adult website to make sure im still attracted to girls. The worst thing about this is OBVIOUSLY AS A MAN. I get aroused seeing the women like this. But also, I am a man who believes adult websites are TERRIBLE and have never struggled with them thank goodness. I’m just putting this out there bc i feel weak and alone at times. I know i have to hold back compulsions but geez 3+hrs of my mind just going on and on and on is so obnoxious. Still that is just an excuse.