- Username
- PlzH3lpMe
- Date posted
- 2y ago
Tired
I’m tired of being me with this brain and body it’s so hard everyday
I’m tired of being me with this brain and body it’s so hard everyday
You are both amazing human beings and you are here and you are living and that takes a lot and I’m proud of you both. Take it one day at a time. One breath at a time, one moment at a time. Be patient with yourself
Thanks For Your Kind Words ❤️ Your Also a Beautiful Soul and Kind Human Being...... But tbh i literally think and convinced that im Terrible maybe cause iam lol....
Omg this makes me so sad. I feel this way sometimes too, I always said I hope I’m happy in the next life since I’m not destined to be in this one; but this line of thinking doesn’t help :’( we can still create a wonderful life despite all of the pain and trauma we’ve endured. It’s incredibly hard to live with OCD and the fact you all are still fighting is admirable. We share the same pain so we can overcome this together. It’s not easy by any means, but it’s totally possible ❤️
So thankful to have found a community like this. I wish I'd found it sooner.
Same 😔 i just want to be someone else..... If I can't be someone else then i just don't want to live this life.....
I've always wanted to be someone else. Not just because of the ocd, but the other issues in my life and just not liking my life or who I am.
@CaitlinNZ @CaitlinNZ yea same i also don't like myself 🤧 and my shitty life 😔
Always remember that all people struggle in their own way. You have the unique opportunity to be happy in a body and mind that are uniquely and beautifully yours. No one else's would ever fulfill you. You are not defined by your body or the illnesses it carries, but you are strengthened by them. Your struggles with OCD can make you stronger and kinder than you were before. Your scars make you beautiful and valuable. I know that the pain can be hard, but pleasure only exists in contrast to it. You can't escape pain in a human body, no matter whose it is. You are you, and the world is brighter because you are here.
Same. Same. Sometimes I worry why this is so common for a lot of people…then I think is this normal for so many people to constantly feel this way? Then I get sad…
Me too. Love you
Me too. Love you
*venting* I’m so tired of life. I just woke up, and I feel like going back to bed and sleep until this nightmare passes. This week has been one of the hardest of my life. I don’t think I can face another day of intrusive thoughts, fear, anxiety. I need some moments of relief, but there are none. I wanna have a life again. Anxiety and obsessive thoughts have killed my social life, my ambitions and desires, my happiness. I’ve been fighting for the past 6 months for nothing. I don’t see any improvement. I’m on day 3 of Lexapro and of course i can’t tell if it’s gonna work for me or not. I’m on the first stages of ERP therapy and I still haven’t got any assigned homework to work on, which I really need because I need to feel like I’m doing SOMETHING to help myself with ocd and Gad. I just hope someone could just take out whatever part of my brain isn’t working properly and replace it with a new piece. I don’t wanna feel like a burden to my family or boyfriend anymore. I can’t believe all the damage that I’m causing. I don’t know what to do with all this self hate. I don’t know where to turn to. I seem to have all the help that one could need - therapy, medication, support system. Yet I feel like I can’t spend another day living like this.
I’m so tired of my own head picking me to pieces.. it’s relentless the constant thoughts of disgust and hatred I have for myself. I just want to sleep
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