- Date posted
- 2y ago
Tired
I’m tired of being me with this brain and body it’s so hard everyday
I’m tired of being me with this brain and body it’s so hard everyday
You are both amazing human beings and you are here and you are living and that takes a lot and I’m proud of you both. Take it one day at a time. One breath at a time, one moment at a time. Be patient with yourself
Thanks For Your Kind Words ❤️ Your Also a Beautiful Soul and Kind Human Being...... But tbh i literally think and convinced that im Terrible maybe cause iam lol....
Omg this makes me so sad. I feel this way sometimes too, I always said I hope I’m happy in the next life since I’m not destined to be in this one; but this line of thinking doesn’t help :’( we can still create a wonderful life despite all of the pain and trauma we’ve endured. It’s incredibly hard to live with OCD and the fact you all are still fighting is admirable. We share the same pain so we can overcome this together. It’s not easy by any means, but it’s totally possible ❤️
So thankful to have found a community like this. I wish I'd found it sooner.
Same 😔 i just want to be someone else..... If I can't be someone else then i just don't want to live this life.....
I've always wanted to be someone else. Not just because of the ocd, but the other issues in my life and just not liking my life or who I am.
@CaitlinNZ @CaitlinNZ yea same i also don't like myself 🤧 and my shitty life 😔
Always remember that all people struggle in their own way. You have the unique opportunity to be happy in a body and mind that are uniquely and beautifully yours. No one else's would ever fulfill you. You are not defined by your body or the illnesses it carries, but you are strengthened by them. Your struggles with OCD can make you stronger and kinder than you were before. Your scars make you beautiful and valuable. I know that the pain can be hard, but pleasure only exists in contrast to it. You can't escape pain in a human body, no matter whose it is. You are you, and the world is brighter because you are here.
Same. Same. Sometimes I worry why this is so common for a lot of people…then I think is this normal for so many people to constantly feel this way? Then I get sad…
Me too. Love you
Me too. Love you
One of the hardest parts of my day is seeing all the people around me doing all the things I can’t with ease. I hope they know how lucky they are.
I’ve been feeling so disconnected lately, like I’m not even living my own life. It’s like I’m being controlled by someone else, and I have no say in what’s happening. It’s hard to put this feeling into words, but it’s like I’m here physically, but mentally, I’m just... not. Every day feels like a struggle. I wake up afraid of what’s coming next, almost like I’m bracing myself for the next bad thing to happen. Sometimes, I don’t even want to get out of bed because it feels pointless, like I’m stuck in this loop of fear and doubt. I keep questioning everything, life, my purpose, my choices, and it’s exhausting. I just want to feel like myself again, to feel like I have control, like I’m really here.
Just feeling down. I feel uncomfortable in my own skin and sad about trauma I went through, also about mistakes I’ve made. I just feel so sad and I want to cry. I just want to talk to God so bad.. or my younger self. I have so many questions:( .. I don’t want to victimize myself, but it hurts. Nobody talks about how gross and disgusting you feel after going through seggsual trauma as a kid, and how it messes up your brain sortve .. I will make something of myself no matter what. I think I will just light some sage and rest.. this isn’t the end. I love this world, it’s such a blessing to be here. No matter the good or bad.. I just need to keep that in mind
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