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the jeff dahmer show
is this really triggering for anyone else? it had me stressingggg
is this really triggering for anyone else? it had me stressingggg
People post this exact thing over and over again. So you’re not alone.
@Nica for sure won’t be finishing it!!
Many people in the facebook groups I've been in have been triggered by it.
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@ChocolateBiscuit39 Same here! I’ve never had a harm related intrusive thought up until lately and now I’m sooo scared. I too am in a state of terror. And i would never want to snap or do anything wrong but my mind keeps telling me what if deep down you want to and i can’t take it anymore.
@ChocolateBiscuit39 This is me in this exact moment as we speak. I’m at home with my loved ones and my thoughts have doubled with intensity since i have walked in the door. And yes i don’t want to isolate myself so I’m trying to act like my normal self and it’s so hard :( it does make me feel a little better knowing that I’m not alone. But it’s still so scary
@ChocolateBiscuit39 this is exactly me. i’ve never had harm ocd and now all of a sudden i’m like “OMG DID I ENJOY THAT” it’s freaky
I went through the same stuff last year with horror movies and violent video games I stopped watching and playing them because I was terrified. That was my biggest mistake . Turn your TV on an start off slowly watching it. Don't let ocd do what it did to me last year I got faith on all of yall. Love you guys and wish you the best.
@andy1121 thank you so much
Yup, I refuse to watch it. Sets off my triggers
@Paul2001 it’s so hardddd
Yup agreed i refuse to watch because just seeing the way i react to pictures or memes about is triggering enough.
@Anon17 EXACTLY. i’m like wait.. did i secretly like that? it freaks me out
@allie05 I guess my worst fear in this specific moment is just turning out to be like him. Like it’s so scary. and it’s weird because stuff like that never used to bother me and now all of a sudden it’s like boom in your face. I keep question ing my sanity because I’m scared to end up like that. It’s soo bad.
@Anon17 EXACTLY
@allie05 Okay I’m so sorry you are struggling and I’m not trying to be rude but it makes me feel so much better knowing that I’m not the only one feeling this way. Like I’m not completely as ease but i feel like i can relax just a little bit more knowing I’m not the only one. It’s so scary and hearing stories that he was bipolar and stuff makes me terrified even though i am not bipolar but it’s the constant thought of you never know.
@Anon17 This exactly!
@Anon17 yes!! you’re totally fine- remember that we fear the things that we want the least 💞
Yes i am constantly worried about the what if i want these horrific things thought. And my other thing is what if i just snap and go crazy without even realizing it? I also sometimes have images of myself behind bars and that makes it even more scary to think of consequences because what if i actually want it. It’s so scary but i keep trying to tell myself that it’s ocd and that calms me down for a little bit but not long. ☹️
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@ChocolateBiscuit39 this helps me!!
@ChocolateBiscuit39 Yes, thank you so much for this conversation it really helped me a lot
What is Jeff Dahmer show?
Yes! I have PTSD from just watching the trailer and tik tok. My brain is exhausted. It’s a theme for a lot of us this week.
Hello, so I’m currently spiralling so so so bad and I want someone to help me and tell me what to do rn. I have dyslexia so there might be some misspelling 3 months ago I read a manga that triggered my POCD to start The manga was cute, I enjoyed it tbh, but it had pedophilic themes (idk why I continued on to read it?!) and in the end it got quite sexual. I was sick while reading it so sadly I don't have much memories. Anyways afterwards I read some comments about how this was smth only pedos like. And since then, intense POCD. Stopped eating, isolated nyself, tried to commit multiple of times and called 991 on myself too. I kept on going about and thinking if I wanted smth sexual to happen, I know I thought there would be a time jump. And thought that something sexual might have happened then. But I can't stop doubting myself or thinking "what if I liked it when it started to get sexual" and the memories of such feel so real that I can't ignore them. I've never ever enjoyed CP before, or manga with SA (honestly I don't enjoy smut much overall, but they're pretty common in romance mangas) but if it has sexual themes and the characters look like kids/are kids/a weird age gap ect. I drop it, but idk why I didn't drop this one. Then I realised that I had never been attracted to kids, and this scenario doesnt have to mean that I am a pedophile. I also have ALOT of trauma around pedophilia (CSA survivor, started making CP as a coping mechanism. It ruined my childhood and took loads of cptsd therapy to stop relapsing.) And I didn’t have a spiral for weeks, I did epr fully and thought I had finally figured out a way to ignore the intrusive thoughts. Nope lol, today I was insanely bored and decided to watch black mirror. “Shut up and dance” I knew that there was an episode that I had been warned about being triggering bht naive like I tend to be I watched it. And now I’m deeply spiralling again. I’m so tired T_T
does anyone else get really triggered when watching stuff to do with serial killers, p3dos, r@pists etc. I literally start to compare myself and check to see if i share any qualities with them. Ita really scary cause i really like this show Criminal minds, and i absolutely adore the characters, but its hard watching something i like cause of all the g0re and stuff. Not to mention all the thoughts that are convincing me i like the horrible stuff. Someone tell me if tou relate..
I watched the trailer for the movie “Am I Ok?” and got completely triggered. Basically a 32 yo woman discovers she’s a lesbian seemingly out of nowhere. I was triggers and did some research (bad idea) and apparently some people who are gay have never had romantic or sexual interest in people of the same sex until one spontaneous moment of discovery. Now I’m worried that this could be me!! I’ve never had a long term relationship, have had crushes and fantasies but back out when things get too close for me. I do prefer my little fantasy world guy but now I’m wondering if maybe I missed something and am in denial, even if I didn’t know it.
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