My birthday is coming up & all I want to do is die. I'm to the point where trying to get better is pointless. It never gets better in my many years of experience with this illness. I want to note that I'm not suicidal, just feel like I'd be better off not living. Life is hell.

Hey I think there will be moments where being alive is worth it!!

These people aren’t giving you false hope, you really can make it through. It might not feel like it but trust me you can.❤️

I felt like that few days ago...just pure hopelessness and despair...I'm just so sad for all of us. We feel like we are all some terrible people when in reality people with OCD are just gentle souls, I heard people with OCD are actually too good. I'm sure 100 % you are good person too. And it does get better, there are a lot of people who recovered completely. Don't let OCD win. What type of OCD you have?

Don’t kill your self just because of OCD look in the mirror and tell it.” IM TAKING MY FUCKING LIFE BACK SO YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF OCD”

You can get through this. Take it day by day, minute by minute. I've felt that way before, not suicidal but just wanting it all to stop. Life gets so much better. You'll find the way to get past this

There has been no evidence of it ever getting better. After seeking treatment, it has only gotten worse. I feel like my brain could explode any second. I'm tired of people telling me to hang in there, or that it won't last forever. So tired of it. I'm tired of the optimism.

There actually is evidence. The evidence are people who are now OCD specialists online like Ali Greymond, Mark Freeman and Rober Bray. They all suffered from OCD and they all don't have OCD anymore. Mark Freeman just said few days ago he beat OCD not 100% but 110%! So, it can be done definitely. Don't get me wrong, I don't want to offend you in any way but you're doing something wrong or your therapist isn't good. Maybe the exposures are too hard for you.

I can relate to you, living with OCD is too hard

To give someone false hope is the cruelest.

When I first tried treatment I had the same. I realised that, for me, we had started to difficult. We were trying to work through one of my really big obsessions that were giving me the most anxiety. Once we started exposure on the smaller things it built up my confidence and encouraged me that recovery was possible