- Date posted
- 2y
How could he still cross my mind
It’s been years and I mean YEARS since me and emotionally unavailable/emotionally abusive ex broke up yet everytime or here and there at least he crosses my mind when I meet someone new or just at random. Is this a trauma response? It even has me wondering if I was in the wrong. I don’t think it’s me wanting to be with him because the thought of him actually repulses me yet won’t go away and it’s making me think I’m to blame for being without him. I met a really nice guy but I nitpick guys and look for perfection when there’s no such thing and the emotionally abusive person was never perfect and was actually a bum so idk if that has anything to do with It either