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Acceptance is awesome. And last year a cbt therapist shared with me that it's worth looking at words like Always Never Done Quit Forever And considering whether there might be a chance that it's "for now" or "until things change". Because there's only one thing that's certain in my life: things will change!

I talked to someone on here over voice chat while playing a game and they said something that I think makes sense to me. Basically she said that right now we might not be ready for a relationship while we are struggling with this disorder. It wouldn’t be fair to the other person or us. So I’m gonna work on getting my OCD and my life under control before I try for a relationship. Basically what I’m saying is don’t give up. Someday we’ll be ready:)