I’m watching the bachelorette with my brother and I’m looking at all the cute boys and I can tell their cute, but my mind is constantly messing with me. It makes me think my feelings are fake ughhh they aren’t. I know they aren’t because these boys are reallyyyyy cute??

I know you don’t mean it in a bad way, I understand what you mean! It’s all confusing right now. But I do feel like I’m getting better. I’ve actually deleted the app multiple times but I always feel this urge to get it again. That might be because I get reassurance from it??‍♀️ Idk. Thank you thought for caring I might delete it tonight and try my hardest not to get the app back. Because I think it might just be what’s making me stay in ocd.

If it makes you feel better I was on the show lol

Hi, I know you are in a backdoor spike, I would really recommend you to try to stay away from this app. So you can keep going to recovery. Really, we all want you to get bettee

I’m trying to get better I just wanted to put my feelings on here. I know it’s not true I was just stating what I was feeling in the situation. I didn’t want any reassurance I was just putting it on here just for myself

Yea I know. But we all want you to get better! I love finding People I can relate to here. But since you are almost in recovery, I feel like it would be best for you to just go full on with it! You are almost there, and I know you don’t want reassurance. That’s great! But try not taking every single thought and single it out, thoughts are just thoughts. I’ve been there before, and I actually got worse. We really want you to get better! I really don’t want this to come off the wrong way ❤️

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Thats great! Keep going! We at wall rooting for you to get better!

Thank you very much!!!

Seriously?!!??

Oh dang that’s so cool!!

I love that showwww