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I have obsessive fear of a robber or murderer breaking into my house. I don’t see this theme talked about often, does it even have a name?
I have obsessive fear of a robber or murderer breaking into my house. I don’t see this theme talked about often, does it even have a name?
Themes don't always have names because theres not actually sub catagories for OCD. Its just easier when you're talking to someone who specializes in it so they can pin it down. Just because yours doesnt have a specific title though doesn't mean the treatment is going to be any more difficult. You can do this! You have to stop doing your compulsions and sit in the uncertainty. Maybe if you don't, say, lock your windows, someone will break in. But maybe they won't. You have to take those steps to stop being scared of your thoughts. That's how ERP works. You've got this! We're all fighting the same demon and we're all fighting together! Try therapy through NOCD, it genuinly helps.
I have multible themes and they change often, many of them not talked about. The thing is that it doesnt matter, what matters is to find out what kind of safety behaviours you are doing. What kind of things are you doing to protect yourself? Ruminating? Analyzing? Googling statistics? Checking? X-tra locks? Treatment is about breaking with those rituals and then your fear will calm down with time.
@Estrid Yep, same. I had this one for a while but I have lots of themes. You have to fight them all the same way. I went weeks with barely any sleep, put up cameras, learned how to shoot my husband’s gun because he travels a ton. Eventually I got tired of being so afraid and just sat with it. It’s easier said than done and when you get in that fear spiral, you can’t rationalize with yourself.
@OCDMM Well done! So true.
Thank you everyone 🙂
Not sure , have you talked to a therapist?
I think Scelerophobia would fit in this idk. Scelerophobia is the fear and avoidance of criminals, robbers and burglars.
idk why this is such a recurrent thing for me , I get so scared through the day when I’m not distracted when I think about psychosis. or being put in a mental hospital that it gives me bad anxiety, one time I had a panic attack at the thought of having it 💔 I can’t pin point if it’s intrusive thoughts because it’s a fear of mine .. or not. I think this is the worst thought / fear I have
One of my big ocd themes revolves around the fear of passing out. I have agoraphobia and panic disorder too bc of this. It started when I was 5 when a doctor gave me a shot, I passed out. After that any time I went in for a regular physical exam I would get so nervous I’d pass out, it then extended to other types of doctors. To as an adult everywhere I go, I have this extreme fear of passing out. It doesn’t help that I have some sort of validation behind the fear bc it has happened. Throughout my whole life I’ve passed out maybe 10-15 times so idk how to get over this. It rules every aspect of my life and I’m completely home bound bc of it. I also just feel really dramatic talking about it to people who don’t have anxiety, so I don’t talk about it and I keep it in and it’s not fair that whenever I have to do something I have to be brave. I don’t want to be brave, I want to feel comfortable
For the last year or so (10 months) I have had an obsession with developing schizophrenia after learning about prodrome from a Twitter comment section. I have a history of health OCD going back seven years with everything from balding, Lyme, MS, stroke, and rabies being themes. This obsession with schizophrenia has led me to have intrusive thoughts and compulsions around checking to see if I'm hallucinating, checking to see if I believe conspiracy theories, checking to see if I'm paranoid or mistrustful, and checking to see if I have memory issues/dissociation. Steadily with ERP many of these have been chipped away but I had to move recently and cease treatment for the time being until I can find a new therapist in my area. I'm now stuck in a loop trying to find out if I'm paranoid, checking in with my mind constantly to see if I'm afraid of being watched/tracked/etc.; I frequently get these intrusive thoughts now and I'm really scared that they mean I'm developing psychosis and I don't know what to do to deal with them. I've been able to do exposures for memory/dissociation/hallucinations and I don't really worry about those anymore, but this paranoia thing is so sticky I'm not sure what kind of exposures would work. I'm already on Zoloft 100mg and am not sure how to get this feeling to go away with ERP. Has anyone had experience with treating this theme? Thank you so much for your support
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