What should I do to make this stop? Should I just agree with the thoughts? I'm tired and disgusted

The thing, my anxiety is like a pinch. When an intrusive thought comes it's like I feel the beginning stage of anxiety but as soon as I stop it, it goes away. I just want to cry. I would literally do whatever to make this stop

Yeah, true because I'd still have my full boy attraction. Like a person can be bi and still not act on their same sex attraction but I don't want to be that way

Yeah, now even when I say boyfriend my mind goes girlfriend and if I see a pretty girl I get all kind of intrusive thoughts and even worse images

Yes and it's also pride month so I see pictures everyday and my mind forces me to see how it feels like in that situation and I don't get grossed out or anything, like my mind tells me I want that. Do you still have the same attraction about boys? Can you still think or daydream about them?

I haven't obsessed about nobody, but like the other day my friend posted this picture and my mind told me I wanted to be with her. Like I can't, I can't even go out because I don't wanna see women, and when I see a boy a like and I don't feel like I used to I get mad. I'm scared my ocd is linked in a way to my maladaptive daydreaming because when I try to daydream I don't feel like I used to before and my mind immediately gives me this gay images and I'm just tired. I can't even see two girls without thinking they're gay. I would always create these stories plot but now my tells me all the girls I wanted to be like I was actually attracted to me and I don't even want to daydream anymore

When I got the intrusive thoughts the first time I lowkey felt this way but I immediately shrugged them off now it's impossible and nobody gets this

I know, the more I try to accept the thoughts the more mind wants to accept the content of the thoughts, like it tells "being gay /bi is cool you have to do it" but thing is I've never had a problem with my sexuality and now it tells me to kiss every girl I see. I just wanna detach myself from the thoughts and go back to how I was. It feels like ages ago

I don't like bisexual, because I just don't want to be witha girls. Like I've tried to, I used to get intrusive thoughts about being bi and then when I imagined myself in a same sex relationship I'd get dizzy and just shrugged it off. It's just not me and I don't want it to be