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- 2y
I made a mistake
So last night I got very drunk, I haven’t been this drunk in a long time. I started making out with this guy who I’ve known for a while, genuinely my drink scale was insane. Basically then I started talking to these people, I knew the one guy but was talking to the other people. They were 18 and I’m 21. So me and this one guy started kissing, he was very cute, then this other boy he started kissing me as well, I at this point new he has a girlfriend but because I was so drunk it didn’t really comprehend wtf was going on. I blame myself entirely for what happens next. Basically he says he’ll drop us off, me and this one other guy in the back. So we start making out, and the other guy is getting slightly jealous so drunk me kissing him on the cheek. When we get to this other guys house he gets our days goodnight and I get into the front. Now this is where it takes a turn I wasn’t expecting. I can’t remember who made the first move but we started making out, he stopped driving at this point and pulled over into a lay-by, he gets heated very soon and basically we end up having sex. He has a girlfriend and I’m sat here sobering up a bit now hating myself Fillmore than anything. I can’t tell my friends but I seriously don’t know what to do. He said not to tell anyone because it won’t happen again, I’m sober and it won’t happen again. Not while he has a girlfriend. But I feel like such a slut. I was always scared the guy I was seeing was seeing other people, turns out he was, but now here I am and I’m that’s girl. I have to completely blame how drunk I was, but now I have to go get the morning after pill from my local pharmacy and hope nobody recognises me! I’m shitting it and I feel so bad