- Date posted
- 2y
lonliness
i want to apologize in advance because this is not specific to ocd and i would hate to feel as though im abusing this community but i just need a safe place to talk rn. basically any friend groups that ive had in the past have fallen apart and i feel like im left with very few friends. i have a loving bf, a bsf, and a great roommate but i go to college out of state so i dont get to see my bsf or my bf as often as id like. my roommate and i are close but she has other friends so shes not always available. i have a few other friends but they all either make loose plans, live far away, or we arent close enough to hang out. my bf and bsf see me as someone who is easy to get along with and funny and kind, all that good stuff so i wonder why my friend group at home and at college fell apart and why i cant bounce back from it. my bf has a friend group and my bsf even has some ppl she hangs out with often so why dont i? i didnt even know who to invite to my bday last year so i just spent the day with my bf which was amazing dont get me wrong, but at the start i was trying to plan a bigger gathering. its just rly hard sometimes and i just needed to vent a little. though i cant help but wonder if im the problem somehow. :(