- Date posted
- 2y
Rudeness.
I’m getting urges to make fun of people. I also believe that something bad will happen if I do this. Like a karmic thing.
I’m getting urges to make fun of people. I also believe that something bad will happen if I do this. Like a karmic thing.
I have these thoughts too. They make me feel so guilty bcs it's my family they show up for mostly
I get urges to write sarcastic horrible replies on here, and feel awful for the intrusive thought, and think why hasn’t anyone else done it and I must be a worse person than the other people on here with ocd
@Mowgli I get that too. I just want to put cruel answers.
@CherryPieInTheSky No, I’m not annoyed, it’s just ocd, just like when I pick up a big knife I don’t actually want to hurt someone, it’s just ocd
Just trying to accept the uncertainty and move on.... I don't want to be bad.... I want to be a good person.... But I feel like a bad person sometimes I get horribly disgusting thoughts when I'm angry and think the most horrendous things
I’m thinking about doing erp but my ocd is so severe the thought of accepting my fears happening to me makes me sick to my stomach. I also believe in the power of my words and saying I accept this Bad thing will attract it into my life. I’m not sure what I should do🥲
I sit on a swivel chair sometimes and when people get too close to me I move the chair away from them cause I don’t wanna go crazy and move it towards their groin. But one time someone was super close to the swivel chair like they were making contact with it and I had a thought of what if I move it towards their body and I felt the need to move the chair an inch towards them and so I moved it quickly and without hesitation and idk why like I must be crazy tbh. There is also this vague sense of wrongness attached to the memory. It is present right before the movement. It almost feels like I remember thinking an evil thought or having bad intentions but just don’t really remember. I try to prevent stuff from happening but this time I snapped I guess. Also I wasn’t anxious at all until afterwards. I was in a good mood at the time. I know OCD can cause urges but it feels like I remember turning bad/evil before I did it. Idk anymore. I just can’t live like this anymore. I’m terrified of myself
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