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Help to change thinking
How do I go about changing my thoughts about covid I want to think of it as any other viruses but my ocd is just taking it into catastrophizing mode
How do I go about changing my thoughts about covid I want to think of it as any other viruses but my ocd is just taking it into catastrophizing mode
I am having the same problem! I have almost zero social life because I got Long COVID and now I'm so scared of getting it again. I also feel weird because I see almost everyone just moving on, not wearing masks, and thinking I'm the odd one for caring so much! I think just taking proper precautions should be a start like you can wear a mask in public places and around a lot of people, wash your hands when you've been out touching things, etc. I know in ERP therapy a lot of my exposures are trying to get back out there slowly and facing what I'm scared of. Maybe this therapy can also be helpful for you! I know it's difficult, so don't give up!
I want to first off say that my therapy did help with my fear of Covid. But mostly I want to say…of course it’s different. Have you had to live through a pandemic of any other disease that has changed life as we know it? Sure, most non-ocd-ERs dealt with it better, but did anyone REALLY just chill through 2020? Hell no. However, Covid alpha was a much more destructive disease than omicron. We have moved forward. The disease has mutated into a different disease essentially. A friend who works in the ER says that she now sees more flu than Covid. The fact is that you could still have an awful outcome from Covid. But your chances now vs in 2020 are SO MUCH better. So update your level of fear just like we have updated our treatments, knowledge, and hell, even the virus has updated itself! Try to think of it as “ omicron” and not “Covid” and it’ll help.
@Anonymous Thank you this was helpful!
I wish I had an answer for you. I don't. But I saw your message and assume you're struggling today. I'm struggling today too. I sincerely hope your day gets better.
Dotty, NOT ALONE! The pandemic is OCD’s field day for us with Health themes! I am holding onto my victories of 2022 getting out there and living! Was it with masks? Yes, but the victory was not avoiding life. We still mask because I am struggling in that space too and still living restricted activities compared to pre COVID life, but you are not alone and we can only take one step at a time. Lots of grace and self compassion just know YOU ARE NOT ALONE in these thoughts and thinking ❤️🌻
Thanks everyone for ur comments i really appreciate them. I've been doing alot of work to get myself out more during 2022 and it's definitely helping it's more when I or my parents who I live with have had covid and its in the house that i start to lose all control like I shut myself away in my room until I or they test negative (which has been 11 days before) I won't us the plates, cups or cutlery (I use disposable)I won't touch anything in the house without gloves and then there is the giant clean up after we get the negative result it takes hours and hours I clean everything and rewash all the plates, cups and cutlery to make sure no covid is on them but even after that I still don't feel the house is clean enough and I think someone is going to come into the house and touch something and get covid. I'm not like this with any other virus I normally just carry on nd hope I don't get whatever they have but I can't ever imagine sitting with my parents knowing they have covid and I don't know how to change my thinking
My ocd is going off the hinges. I can’t stop thinking God is angry at me and hates me and it’s weird. And can’t stop thinking everyone hates me. I can’t stop thinking that no matter what I try I’ll never get better. This sucks
I started dealing with OCD when I became fixated on health issues, particularly the fear of contracting a life-threatening disease. If I experienced any kind of medical symptom, no matter how small, that even remotely hinted at something potentially fatal, it would drive me crazy, and I couldn’t stop obsessing over it. Then one day, I started having intrusive thoughts about accidentally hitting someone with my car, and I would end up driving in circles to check if I had. Eventually, I found myself overwhelmed by a flood of new obsessive thoughts and compulsions. One day, while I was at the park, a squirrel came near me, and for some reason, I felt like it attacked me. I Googled it and learned that squirrels could carry rabies, which spiraled me into a deep fear of rabies. I became consumed with the thought I received a bite from a squirrel, raccoon, or bat any time I’m in areas that trigger me. It started off only being inside then transferred to even being in my own home. This made me obsess over every physical sensation in my body, compulsively checking to make sure nothing was wrong. One compulsion that I hated the most would to be putting rubbing alcohol on me to make sure that I had no open wounds. Every day feels like I’m walking around in a fog of anxiety, constantly worrying that I won’t even make it to old age. Sometimes, it gets so overwhelming that I just want it all to end. It stresses me so bad at times to where my brain feels like I’ve been studying all day.
I’ve been thinking a lot about how OCD changes the way we see ourselves, but I recently realized that I am not my thoughts. Just because a thought pops up doesn’t mean it’s true or that it defines me. I’ve started learning how to see OCD for what it is—just a disorder trying to trick me—and I’ve become stronger in dealing with it. Has anyone else here had a similar realization? How do you handle these thoughts when they show up?
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