Anxiety is through the roof today.

Im leaving my house in about an hour to go to an event and the only time im really comfortable going somewhere is to work because im so used to it and there are nurses there in the event of an emergency. I’ve been freaking out about leaving my house all day at work today because i hate being in public when you dont really know the outcome. Also sickness is running through my household right now (not sure if it is Covid we all got tested but still you never know). So i really am not feeling well. Ive had a slight headache for like 2 days and i feel like im weak and having chills and hot flashes. However i feel like im bringing it upon myself and im not actually sick. Im just so worried about sickness all the time that its just upon me. Also i dropped a big can on my hand earlier and now im freaking out about a popped vein even though it clearly isn’t popped. I just want to go to bed. 😔 i Cant stand the thought of leaving my house right now and knowing that i have to drive 😭