- Username
- Anonymous
- Date posted
- 59d ago
4 years
I’ve had this for 4 yrs. For 4 years I’ve had thoughts about being a pedophile, being attracted to my mother and father, family members, thoughts about killing people, I do not know how I have lasted this long with this disorder. I take meds but the thoughts are still there and my fear of my mind never goes away. I’m stable though but there’s plenty of times this disorder made me think how I was gonna push through. I just had to vent and if anyone out there is struggling just hold on a bit longer and it’ll pass no matter how awful the thoughts are I promise