Cat_attack
- Date posted
- 6y
bloop123bloop123
- Date posted
- 6y
With animals and family members, it gave me horrible horrible anxiety for so many hears and I still struggle with it. It’s still so strange
bloop123bloop123
- Date posted
- 6y
I used to!
Cat_attack Cat_attack
- Date posted
- 6y
It’s the worst ocd I’ve ever had. I actually think I rubbed against my dog at one point. Or was it just the couch because they moved. Idk I did it because I reached a point where I thought okay I’m either going to kill myself or do this and find out if I’m into animals. This was 5 years ago maybe and I think about it every day of my life thinking I’m going to go to hell. I can’t remember exactly what happened I don’t know if part of it was a false memory or what. I’ll never know and a lot of times I wish I wasn’t alive because I can’t deal with the guilt and disgust in myself
Angel4uAngel4u
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes I get sexual thoughts about animals, especially my dogs. I also get sexual thoughts about Religious figures like Jesus Christ, and God. I try not to watch wildlife programmes or videos , especially of animals mating. Cuz it triggers off sexual thoughts about it. And imagine I am the one who is with that animal at the time. I suffer alot of physical harmful thoughts to myself to yes. I am often curious of how it would feel if I put a metal knife down a live toaster, or to touch a hot ring on the oven with the metal knife. My family try to keep me away from any electrical items now, just to try to keep me safe.
Bekah JoyBekah Joy
- Date posted
- 6y
I have harm OCD so I totally understand.
bloop123bloop123
- Date posted
- 6y
It’s definitely an uncomfortable feeling I understand ? But you are most definitely not alone! I used to feel alone and disgusted with myself and I times I do, but I remember that this is what ocd does to us. You have to remember you are bigger than that!
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