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@User5555 i wish i still had this mentality. i’ve really been struggling with hope recently, i thought things would get better but now i see no way out the tunnel.

@Roccoxx555 thankyou for ur kind words though, have a great day!

@Roccoxx555 Look times are hard i have passed times thinking that will be no exit it will be hard i will not be able to escape and my life will be terrible But all of those are just some of the OCD crisis you have.There is hope somewhere you haven't discovered yet,you need to search for smth you really like or you really wish to do in your life to find hope and then everything will change trust me yesterday i had no hope and i was desperate with my OCD but i took 10minutes of meditation and mind cleaning,now everything seems good I hope i helped you write down of this comment how did you find what i writed and i think you will be fine since you have recognised the problem!

@User5555 Okay, do you mean like a job or a hobby? I haven’t really figured out what i want to do with my life yet… My family is my hope i gues. I wish i didn’t listen to this one thought so much last week, it rlly sent me spiralling and i don’t know what’s true or not anymore. I felt like I was doing better and it all went down the drain. The comment is inspiring, thankyou so much! It is hard but ik there are people who go through this lot longer than i have and maybe i can keep pushing.

@Roccoxx555 I know there are times you think life goes better and then you fall down i have passed this things and passing them now too.The meaning is your thoughts become more happy or more give you hope for life.If i were you i would try to understand why is this happening and what can i do to change it.OCD is on mind so it might get you stuck but don't give up fight till you find a purpose to win this battle with OCD.

@User5555 this is sweet, that’s such a good way to put it. i’ll defiantly work on finding out my meaning. thankyou for the encouragement, i’ve been so low

@Roccoxx555 I am so happy i helped you i hope and you will get better because life goes like this i think you will pass and please text me if you want someone to talk i would be very happy to help you in the future Have a great day and try to push away the bad thoughts nothing bad will happen you are going to recover and think that those bad thoughts is OCD and OCD is treatable!

@User5555 thankyou so much,i will, i needed this, i feel hope again!

@Roccoxx555 I am so happy hearing you are better

@Roccoxx555 How are you today? You will not believe it but this day is one of my worst OCD days i think i am trapped and i will not be able to do nothing but i think that tomorrow will be a better day How is your day?

@User5555 i feel abit better today. the past week was my worst experience with ocd so far too but remember u got through what u thought was the worst before this!time can help, remember what u said to me: have hope and push past the bad thoughts, you’re gonna be 👍

@Roccoxx555 How are you today are you better?

@User5555 i feel even more better today, i find time makes things different and more manageable, are you ok?

@Roccoxx555 I am ok sorry i am late but the last day was very hard because i say by mistake some gore video and my urges really made my day difficult

@User5555 ocd urges/ feelings are horrible ik, i hate when i get triggered it feels like a big set back, but in the long term it makes u stronger 👍

@User5555 Are you better today?

@User5555 hi! sorry i’ve had really bad couple days with ocd and wasn’t on the app, i’m planning on going to the doctors, thanks for asking, are u feeling any better now?

@Roccoxx555 Yes i am better thank you What happened are you ok? Because i remember you were better

@User5555 i’ve been going through some rlly difficult intrusive feelings that i don’t like and felt very real, i’ve never been through an ocd experience that feel extremely real so i wasn’t coping well at all, i’m kinda gaining more clarity on it, it’s just hard and i wasn’t feeling great about myself

@Roccoxx555 i’m glad you feel better

@Roccoxx555 Thank you Today was a terrible day for my country 40 are dead by a train accident and now my OCD says me that is my fault because I didn't gave up to my complusions It is so difficult for me today

@User5555 no, that’s so sad it’s not your fault… I hate this disease, makes good people feel guilty and horrible

@Roccoxx555 Hello again can i ask you smth? I have a problem because i watched some gore videos a few days before and there are some killers in a photo i had seen and it terrified me because it had and a d3*d body inside. My mind since yesterday tries to remember the face of the killers and when i remember it i forget it after while.My mind keeps on thinking it constantly Is this happening to you regularly when you are afraid of something

@777Q Thanks. This app is helping me a lot

@ingriddddd yeh! no one in my life knows the extent of it, i told my friend abit about it but not the depth of how horrible it rlly is, how it’s every single day constantly. how it ruins everything. how my self esteem is so low because i honestly can’t stand myself

@toniven does it get easier, i’ve only been dealing with this at a severe level for around 1 year and less servere for 2

@Roccoxx555 It does!! You eventually learn how to deal with it and learn how not to believe it! God has been amazing and helped me through. There is hope ✨

@Roccoxx555 I dealt with it alone for 7 years before I found out that other people dealt with it too. I’m surprised I didn’t go crazy because up until then I thought I was the only one in the world dealing with it because it’s a secret illness. Sadly we are too embarrassed to share about it.

@toniven im so sorry u had to go through 7 years of that, i did lots of research one time after having constant intrusive thoughts for months and came across ocd and it added up, thankyou for the encouragement and i’m glad you’re in a better place then u were, i hope this gets easier for me too