- Username
- godihatemondays
- Date posted
- 2d ago
Oh life you’ve ruined me
Today marks the day I realise I’ve got manhole trust issues that mix terribly with my OCD. I always new I had a bit of trust issues, but I’ve put too much energy on a guy I like and now I’ve realised I am incapable of letting anyone in out of fear of getting broken again. I can’t hurt again. I’m so scared. This overthinking is making me so weak and so stressed out! Just because a guy didn’t message me. I also invited him over to watch the game to which he said he couldn’t because of specific reason. Then when I brought those reason up asking how they were he acted confused, so idk if I’m putting too much thought into it thinking he’s lying (because the last guy I let in did lie to me) that now I’m sat here just thinking and thinking! And I can’t stop! I want him to like me, I like him a lot and know the universe knows that I’m trying not to care! Just fed up