- Ce Ce Jones
- Date posted
I’m trying so hard to love myself but ocd makes it so hard. I hate that I have pocd and sexual intrusive thoughts . Everywhere I go and see kids I get anxiety that I touched them inappropriately ( today I walked by a little girl at my appointment and I’m obsessing if I touched her or not ) and I sometimes wonder if my sexual thoughts are real . I just want to be my normal self again but I’ve grown to just hate being me now I do t even care about much anymore.