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- Drepet123
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- 5y ago
I was really afraid at first too. my therapist kept coaxing me and said don't read the black box warning and try to resist googling but I only remembered hearing about bad side effects. she was treating me for a while before she recommended medication because I wasn't making much progress. I was still scared but my OCD was so bad that I became willing to try about anything. much improved after facing my fears.
if you feel that you're improving well enough with other methods then that's fantastic! I still have most of my bottle of clonazepam which I take rarely as needed.
I am dealing with the same fear. Everyone is different when it comes to how medication works on them. It could go any way for you or myself. Anything could happen, and that includes feeling better. I want to take the chance to have a bit of relief, but I am terrified of the effects too. Mostly psychosis, or losing control. I’m not afraid of becoming “numb” or “zoned” or “have no libido” because I already have all those things anyway. Lol.
I had to exact opposite. I begged for tranquilizers because I was terrified I'd kill myself without them.
In the beginning I was in so much distress I wanted to be sedated 24/7.
that's the point when I was willing to try. in bed all the time and becoming suicidal, I didn't think it could get much worse, especially since I was already convinced I had schizophrenia.
Mine isn’t really that as much as the side effects scare me. Mine is more the anxiety that surrounds the med because I already have so much anxiety as is. I hope you have a good recovery. Welcome to the community!!!
Yeah I too was afraid of having something much worse or if I took a med it would cause some sort of a psychotic snap or episode. Which I know is a ridiculous fear. I’m doing great during the day overall it’s just some nights I wake up out of a dead sleep all panicked and those are the times it would be nice to feel comfortable taking a med if needed because in the middle of the night it’s hard to remember the breathing techniques etc
I’m having a terrible night. I’ve been in a panicked state for a couple of hours. I’ve been prescribed a medication for when I’m extremely anxious, but I’m reluctant to use it because I’m worried I’m going to become addicted or something ? (even though my doctor assured me I can’t become addicted!) Can anyone offer some advice/experiences? Thank you! d a i s y
How can I accept that I may need medication for the rest of my life? Some background: I have several family members with OCD, my paternal grandmother and one of my cousins on my dad's side. I had anxiety issues from really early on as a kid, particularly around health related stuff. I would clean little cuts frequently, small things like that. Other than that, I never felt majorly affected. That changed when I was 19, a few months after I gave birth to my son. I started having obsessions rooted in hypochondria, like that I might have some disease, or that myself and/or those I love would get some horrible illness and die. I was diagnosed and started taking Prozac at 21 years old. I'm now 27. Medication works incredibly well for me. I have no side effects, I function totally normal when medicated. But I've gone off medication like 5 or 6 times just to see if I'm finally okay, and without fail, I relapse (which is happening to me right now, and yes, I've restarted my meds.) My OCD thoughts don't want to accept this though, and I'm being thrown all kinds of thoughts like what if someday the world falls apart and I don't have access to medicine? Or what if I take it for years and years, just to someday find out that it gave me brain cancer or insertdiseasehere? Does anyone have any tips for accepting medication as a necessary part of my life?
My therapist recently suggested beginning medication for my GAD/OCD. I am curious and open to the idea, but I think I’m more concerned about what will happen to me negatively. I have this thought that I have no ‘self’, and if I were to take medication, I feel that I’m going to change drastically. Can anyone speak to how medication has impacted them? I don’t know anyone who has used medication (that I know of) and this is the once place I feel comfortable asking for stories. Thank you.
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