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- 2y ago
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I’m so paranoid about everything that’s been going on in the world and I keep seeing it everywhere and I have a deep Fear of everything going wrong in the world getting crazy.
I’m so paranoid about everything that’s been going on in the world and I keep seeing it everywhere and I have a deep Fear of everything going wrong in the world getting crazy.
I went through this when covid started and the world looked so scary. I started digging into conspiracy theories, at first just for fun, but the more you read the more you almost start getting convinced that everything is a conspiracy. I think that conspiracies are an awful idea for people with ocd to get into. I know that i started thinking that all the crazy stuff I was reading could really happen. I’d suggest taking a break from social media for awhile. That definitely helped me.
@Anonymous Thankyou.
@Will86 Agree. It’s poison
What helps me with this type of fear is remembering that this fear has existed for decades. There were people in the ‘50s and ‘60s and so on who were afraid of all these crazy government things and we turned out okay. Don’t worry
@feelslikeionlygobackwards Thankyou for that
I’ve dealt with the same thing, especially with the topic of evangelical Christian conspiracy theories regarding the end of the world and people claiming the end time is upon us. But what worked for me personally was deleting most social media like instagram and tik tok where I was seeing these things. Seeing the world through my own eyes instead of through the lenses of other people online who purposely tweak information and sometimes outright ignore or embellish certain facts eventually made me realize that it’s okay.
🤦🏻♂️ok summary of my post cause i play to close to water with my phone. I quit social media almost 2 years ago and learning German in it's place and I don't miss the chaos. 100% agree it's posion! Esp for obsessive brains.
What are you afraid of happening?
@Brooklyn_99 they’re talking about shutting down all social media , and possibly having chips in us within the next decade and just complete control over us .
@justsomone1 They’ll never have complete control over us - so clear our brains are a mystery so it will be a long time of ever before control would actually work. Social media is a propaganda tool for all and any sides it won’t be shut down. The world was like this in the past just different technology- the 50’s gave rise to the 6”’s - the pendulum will swing back. So can you control all this - no - can you use ERP to manage your thoughts so you can have a life - not easily but yes.
You might find these helpful: https://www.shalanicely.com/fredtalks/positive-news-the-opposite-of-ocd/ https://www.positive.news/
PLEASE do not argue over political stances in this post that is not what this is for at all. For context I consider myself someone with mixed views (politically homeless) and I am connected with people of all stripes and beliefs and stances. After the inauguration in the USA this weekend there has been an overwhelming response from the populace especially online. I feel like I’m completely surrounded by people (on every “side”) who are making very intense and unyielding statements about other people’s morals and values and “good-“ or “bad-ness” based on their beliefs, opinions, responses or non responses to all the different things going on politically. I feel like it’s driving me insane. My head has been spinning constantly and I can’t stop crying. I feel like I’m drowning and cornered and under a police interrogation light. I’m so terrified of saying or doing or thinking or not thinking the “wrong” thing, I’m feeling my heart being torn in so many directions and I’m struggling to stop ruminating and spiraling over feeling like I don’t belong anywhere and no matter what I’m always going to be evil to someone. This is not me taking a side or revealing what I think, or trying to make an implied judgment or comment on ANY political figure, policy, etc….My point is: the issue I’m having is with the way people are talking about these issues and about other people in the midst of these issues, so black and white, so moralistic, and my OCD is having a field day. Just looking for camaraderie and to know I’m not alone in this. I please ask again do not bring up specific political issues or take stances in the comments. Thank you.
Today I've let myself go down a huge rabbit hole regarding this phrase and it's stressing me out. Sometimes, yes, it is that deep. But other times, it really isn't. I keep finding myself torn between these two ideals. I've been seeing all these videos regarding the rise of anti-intellectualism and the anti-woke mob, all that. These videos make me extremely worried about cancel culture and moral guilt, and they had me rethinking every morally wrong, gross, questionable thing or thought I ever had. I saw many comments saying that yes everything is that deep and it feels like my mind is on constant security and asking myself "what would the internet think about the things I've thought of or may have done?" On one hand, I feel like if I say "it's not that deep", I feel like a hypocrite or a bad person or an idiot. But on the other hand if I say "it is that deep", my OCD begins to spiral and analyze everything about myself. It's not healthy to overanalyze everything but it's also not healthy to ignore bad things. It's very stressful Does anyone relate to this?
I look back at various past events in my life where I said or did things that I feel really guilty, disgusted, and ashamed about. I replay them in my head for hours. I feel anxious about crossing paths with people that I've hurt or upset in the past or who perceive me badly, to the point that I will avoid going out in public as much as possible. I go out for work, errands, appointments, and occasionally to eat (even though those all give me a lot of anxiety), but I avoid community events where people might recognize me and I tend to isolate myself. The only people I see regularly are my boyfriend, my parents, and my coworkers. I live in a small community and I'm worried about people confronting me publicly and proving what a bad person I must be.
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