- Date posted
- 2y
TW Sexsomnia
Hey trigger warning here because idk if this is considered assault. So I’m really freaking out- I just remembered that 3 years ago I was with my boyfriend sleeping in his bed. I guess I was having a dream about him sexually and then I wake up to me accidentally giving him a hand job (in my sleep) and he pushes my hand away (probably in his sleep too) I’m horrified by this now, although I hadn’t thought to be until now and idek what to think. He was my first real sexual attraction and it was all very new to me so I guess I didn’t realize that this could be serious. We haven’t even talked in 3 years and things ended badly so I don’t think there’s any way to apologize to him. But I’m feeling very guilty rn and don’t know what to do at all I would never want to do this to someone intentionally but I’m worried it could happen again especially because I do have sexual dreams still and experience pleasure in my dreams by myself. And I’m worried about him now if this could have been traumatic for him even if he was asleep too. This hurts