Let me go

All OCD is the same in that it makes us afraid. It makes us believe we’ve done or will do something that we never would. Sometimes it’s so good at making us believe this that we actually have urges or attractions. It also makes us doubt what we have and haven’t done. There’s no way I could ever have hit someone while driving and not noticed, yet still OCD used to make me doubt. Whatever your OCD is making you feel, even if it’s a sexual attraction, it isn’t real and it isn’t you.

My dear friend, please don’t give up. I know things are hard right now, but there is hope.

I’ve felt hopeless many times before but I’ve come through it every time and when I do, I’m happy I didn’t give up.

We are only what we know, and I wished to be so much more than I was, sorely.

Pray for me

I am my friend❤️

Thank you. That’s very kind. Don’t worry about me though, my OCD has been doing better❤️

No I don’t believe I would.

You’re welcome and you are enough❤️

I love you catlady

The right people will always stay with you and try to help you.

You’re very welcome. I’m happy I’ve been able to be here for you❤️

I’m glad you’re doing better and of course you can live like anyone else!

What’s going on my friend?

I failed to be a human also i failed to due

Die

I really want to die

Why it’s bad to die I’m really tired

What kind of ocd did you have ?

Contamination, checking, hit and run, magical thinking, and potentially religious scrupulosity. I also used to get scared I’d stolen something while I was shopping even though I’d never steal. I’ll also get urges to do things I’d never want to do like drop my phone over the edge of a building. I’m sure I’d remember more if I thought hard enough.

I’ve also had depression and anxiety and I recently found out that I may have dermatillomania.

You’re a great person.believe me.

Thank you, but please know I’ve made mistakes too.

Not as mine sorely

I wish i made mistakes like all people

I wish I’m like all people

You are just like everyone else. We’ve all made mistakes, even if they’re different ones.

Catlady every time i see a picture of him i think sexually of him i cant handle this

I’m sorry you’re having a really hard time right now. Remember that these thoughts aren’t you. That has been one of the biggest things that has helped me with my OCD. It gives me permission to stop reacting to my thoughts. By not reacting, the thoughts eventually have less and less power. I know this isn’t going to be easy at first, but it reqlly helps. Please try it. You can do this❤️

Catlady I swear i dont care .. remember my thoughts and who am i thinking of .. how can I think that and doesn’t care

I know it feels like your thoughts, but OCD isn’t you. It’s a bully and you’re it’s victim. You can stand and fight it. I can tell that even though you feel like you don’t care you really do. If you didn’t care, you wouldn’t be asking for help.

My bestfriend ..he said to me that he loves me soo Much and he thanked me for being beside him.. he said that I’m a good person ..he hugged me and promised me that he will always my bestfriend..that hurts me ...if he knows what I’m thinking of his father ..and that i feel nothing ..ohh I feel that I’m cheating

And fake and don’t deserve his love ..he is an angel

I understand. But you were still there for him. I know you care no matter what you’re feeling because you’re troubled by this. I also know that sometimes people react to traumatic situations differently than they expect. Sadness isn’t always the first reaction to loss. I believe this may be part of why you’re not feeling much.

But I think sexually of his dad! And ye loves me

I don’t deserve his love or friendship..he knows someone else not me

Love and friendship aren’t based on what we do or don’t deserve. We all have inappropriate thoughts. I believe that he does know you well and that you’re just having a really hard time right now with OCD and losing his father. I know you said you don’t feel anything, but grief doesn’t always start with sadness.

I think you should do something to clear your head a little. I don’t know how much time you’re spending with your friend right now and I don’t want to take you away from him. But maybe when you have a chance you should go for a walk or read a book. Take care of yourself too and get some rest. You’ve been through a lot lately.

Am i a bad friend to him and should go away for him?

Why should i leave him

But I don’t want to

Oh god

In don’t deserve his love or him soo i should go away .. did i been wrong to him?

No, I believe that you’re a good friend and that you should definitely stay with him.

So why should i walk away?

If me leaving is good for him so i will leave, I don’t want to hurt him or reject him,so i will leave if it’s better for him,so please tell me the truth

Fuck this i also was thinking of my girl friend’s parents .. if she know what the fuck she will doo fuckkkkk

Oh I’m sorry, I can see I wasn’t clear earlier. I was trying to say that I think you should take care of yourself because you’ve been through a lot lately. You have been a good friend and I see no reason to stop being friends with him. I never intended for you to feel that you needed to stop being friends with him. I’m very sorry if I made you feel like that.

I now that this is out of context but i really appreciate all your help ..i really respect you i wish i could help you and see you all right

That makes me happy. Wish you all the best and love that you deserve❤️

Can we talk?

Yeah, what’s up?

If you are my girlfriend and you know that i think sexually about anything my mom and dad w brother w dog w baby my dead bestfriend even your dad or any of your family member.. if you know that i did the worst things that anyone can do.. if you know that i feel numb in situations that it’s not a normal thing to feel this way .. what if you know that I can’t love what if you know all of that that i think of my grandmother she is 96 years old sexually..and you are the most beautiful girl that love and respect all people and her family and trying not to do anything wrong and love god and a very religious girl..what will you do ..please tell me the truth..and if i didn’t tell you of all of these ..did i make something wring to you or am i a lier ?

I’m not really sure because I’ve never been in that situation, but I’ll try to answer your question. Given that I understand how hard OCD is, my heart would go out to you about your intrusive thoughts and I would really try to help you. I would also completely understand what it’s like to be numb. I know that it’s different from being uncaring. I’ve been numb and I know it’s really hard. As for doing horrible things, I think a lot of it would depend on what it was. I may feel like you held back a part of yourself from me. I may have a hard time trusting you. I would have to look at who you are today and go from there. But no matter what, I would still care about you. I don’t believe in holding a person’s past mistakes against them. I believe in love, forgiveness, and second chances. I would want what’s best for you and hope that you’d make a new and better life for yourself.

Will you be sad of me for thinking this about your family dad and mom and sisiter?

Or mad at me

I don’t think so. I think I’d feel sorry for you if I knew they were from your OCD or if I knew you just didn’t like those thoughts.

Soo. Will you leave me or not be like before?

Sorry, I think I’m not understanding your question. Are you asking if I’d leave you if I was your girlfriend?

Yes or my friend

Thanks for listening and answering❤️..i wish i was good enough not to make you or any of my friends think if they leave or no.

Based on what you’ve asked me, it sounds like you’re thinking about telling someone what you’re going through. If that’s what you decide to do, I would just recommend telling this person that these sexual thoughts are a part of your OCD. OCD is widely misunderstood and most people don’t think intrusive sexual thoughts are part of it.

I love you too.

How are you doing?

Scared ..alone missing to feel happy

What are you afraid of?

Of who i’m, afraid of what the people if they know who i am, afraid to hurt myself

You’re afraid people will leave you if they knew about certain things you’d done?

Yes,not just done or think or my mind or personality ...me in general they don’t know me

I think you are this right person?❤️

No one listened to me and tried to help me like you did so thankyou again❤️

You were having a hard time earlier. How are you doing now?

Better.. just want to live like my anyone