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Haircut
I was hoping my impulsive shower haircut wouldnt be that bad but it looks horrible i wanna cry
I was hoping my impulsive shower haircut wouldnt be that bad but it looks horrible i wanna cry
Breathe. I’ve had bad haircuts from hair stylists. You could wear a hat or try hair clips or pins. You could see if a salon can fix it. Or you could do what I did when my hair did not recover from my attempt to cut it during the pandemic stay at home
@Erin P I told people I should never cut my hair and what a mistake it was.
@Erin P So i should just stay at home? My family will make fun of me i look so ridiculous
@Solaris Will they make fun of you if you say it makes you sad that you cut your hair poorly? Or will they give you a hug and tell you they love you anyway? I ask because your decision to stay home or not could be different depending on how you will be perceived. If you have ocd around how you look going out of your house might be a really good exposure if you frame it as such.
@Erin P I dont know i feel like i might be obsessing about that
@Erin P I just keep getting thoughts like "everyone will make fun of you, your family sucks, etc" it is so distressing
Oh, dear. I am so sorry!!!! Maybe put a cap on and find a hairdresser to correct it. You could tell them you felt like trying to cut it yourself, because you wanted to experiment and see if you could. When you saw it was too difficult, you were just trying to correct the damage by cutting it some more... I know excuses and lying are no answers, but not everyone needs to know everything about you. Are you getting any help for your ocd? I too have cut my hair on my own. In January I went to a professional hairdresser. She did a bad job. I hated it so much, that one morning I just took the scissors and I tried to correct it. I do look quite silly now. As if I did it with my eyes closed. 😜😂. But I don't care. I am happier with it than before when it was cut symmetrically, but not stylish. Maybe I will start a new trend in hairdos. 😁. Maybe we both will. Imagine people liking it so much everyone ends up looking as cool as we do!😀 The difference is, that you cut it because of the Ocd telling you to, but I did it just because of disliking the hairdresser's work. But the end result is similar. For once my ocd was not guilty. Chin up. You can get it fixed if you feel like it. But do make sure you talk to someone who can help you manage the Ocd to the point it doesn't cause you such trouble again. Big hug. I am sure you look just cool! 🤗🤗🤗🍀
I was feeling overwhelmed and it wasnt a completely impulsive decision as i have wanted to cut it for a long time. I just had a horrible day and i was feeling bad. Now im getting thoughts saying my family will make fun of me and that they suck. Its just a never ending loop. I am on a lost to get a psych eval and get therapy but its taking some timee. Im trying to do exposures on my own tho. Im just terrified of feeling like that tomorrow and forever. What if i never stop feeling like that? What if everday is a horrible challenge
@Solaris So sorry you have been having such a bad day. Remember you have ocd so your thoughts may be from ocd. Here’s a tool I use that you can try even before having an erp therapist: https://www.shalanicely.com/aha-moments/erp-scripting-for-ocd/ you could do this with maybe they will make fun of you maybe not No reassurance means you don’t let ocd fill your mind with just maybe they won’t be unkind because - you feel and accept the doubt of not knowing. It’s counterintuitive but thats what works with ocd. Wishing you luck and sending you strength and compassion.
@Erin P ErinP. Wow! Thanks for the link. I've just signed up at shalanicely. What a treasure chest to open and read! You give great advice.
@Solaris Every day is a challenge for all people. People with ocd just have more trouble dealing with it. Remember, ocd is a drama queen and a spoiled narcissistic brat. We don't need to directly attack ocd, we just need to learn to accept the anxiety, discomfort and panic that come with ocd. I don't know what your family is like. Do they know about your ocd? Are they supportive? Maybe they will surprise you by a loving reaction. You'll never know unless you give them a chance. I'd they do make fun of you, try to accept it as a primitive part of human nature. They are not mean. Just emotionally not very intelligent. No offense intended. They still love you. In any case you will learn to deal with ocd as you go along. Day by day. Slowly. As you see, no one here has it all figured out, but we are looking for solutions and support. Do not isolate yourself. Do not stay inside just cause you feel bad. That's what ocd wants you to do. Stay away from everyone and you'll be safe. Liar! I've had ocd for over 30yrs. There have been ups and downs. But you go on. One step at a time. There will always be people to lift you up. If not in person, here at the NOCD. Yesterday I was having a terrible day. I was feeling totally down. I asked for support, but didn't get any. It made me sad. Today is a new day. The weather has changed. The birds are singing. I woke up, wished my ocd good morning and started a day with much more will to live. Life is hard but beautiful. You have to decide on which of the 2 sides of the life coin you will focus more. It's up to us. Ocd or not. You will have bad days. But there will be great ones too.
@NODA You’re welcome. Shala’s blogs help me a lot. 🫶
Maybe go to a hairdresser & see if they can fix it up :) If not, as Erin mentioned, there’s clips, hats, other stuff. Maybe tell your family it’s a sensitive subject and that you would appreciate them not making fun of you.
👍😁. Bravo! Good for you. My hair is short now. I just mess it up a bit, like it's supposed to be that way. Nobody's made fun of me or even noticed. I think people just see it as a part of my quirky personality. 😂. I used to work with kids as well and they loved it. They thought I was cool for doing all that to myself. 🤣. The weirder my haircut and colour, the more they liked it.
In a way it took the focus off my hair and put on in the category of mistakes some people make. Others have made mistakes too. It’s part of being human.
Good advice.
Trust me dude I got the Velma haircut one time it sucked ass and don’t worry about it
I am STRUGGLING. Ugh why did I allow this to happen
I feel really anxious since i decided that i will go get a blood test. Today i went to get a haircut and the whole time i felt like i will faint, vomit, i dont feel good and it was horrible. I came home and started to read about how to deal with emotions. I found a really good article, and I started doing the work. I thought that im avoiding my emotions and I dont now what i actually feel so I went inside and after some time a thought and a feeling came up that said "i wish i could tell this to someone who would listen to me and nurture me" and i felt so good thinking about this. But then I started thinking maybe i should go to therapy cause noone will listen me here, and i started to feel sad and it got worse and worse. Its been hours now and my mind keeps thinking about "noone listens to me" and it keeps me feeling sad and depressed. This is is why i dont like to think about my emotions. Now I dont know should i act on this strong emotion, should i run and talk to someone? That feels like a compulsion. I felt this before,alot of times when i struggle i feel like i wish i could tell this to someone, and alot of times i do,but i dont get the reaction what i want. I dont like that we should act on every deep feelings we feel. If i feel this than the only answer to heal this feeling is to run to somebody and talk about my feelings. I dont like it that now nonstop i feel this and think about this and i cant move on.
Hi guys I know I keep posting but I having real bad anxiety rn. My bathroom sink was plugged and my dad came and fixed it but he put the drain stopper on the top of my bathroom counter which got me frustrated. Mind you it was dirty water with like black particles on my COUNTER!!! I tried to keep my composure and told my dad that I appreciate him doing this and I know he has a way of doing things , but told him to not do that. He kinda got annoyed but I told him it really bothered me. He finally unclogged the drain and everything’s fine now. During him fixing it, I was there watching him closely n I watched as he put the drain stopper on top of my counter it got on the side of my gel that I use for my hair. Now I’m having false memory that the water splashed on my skin care products. Like what if the bacteria got inside my cleanser? I don’t even wanna wash my face. I thought about cloroxing each item but it seems like no matter how much I wash them, nothing helps and I keep wanted to buy more and more Clorox . I don’t wanna buy another cleanser bc 1.) it’s 11:23pm and 2.) it will make things worse. I’m scared but I’m gonna cleanse my face with it anyways . 😞 please any advice would help
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