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Damn you have struggled so much still made it to medical, Great 👏 I never had panic attack, maybe just once i had an anxiety attack People who have OCD pretty much get these i wonder why don't i ? Lol It's just This Brain Shutting Down feeling i can't explain lol Last time when i had an exam and crammed due to it, my brain felt like similar but more intensely i felt like i will pass out 😂😂 When it's less intense i don't feel i will pass out but just brain will crash feeling, it's like a Chemical mess type in the brain, not like a headache nor dizzy feeling, i can't explain... Don't know what it is, but it wasted the entire yesterday. 1 day is so precious for me now... It lasted the whole day but got fine at night... I'm fine now but didn't sleep less despite having piles of studies As it might come back if i sleep less But sleeping more is a disadvantage for me now... And No i never took any Medicine till now

Lockdown made it bad for everyone, even for those who don't have any conditions I had 1/2 triggers in childhood but ocd didn't Completely show up until 2019, i was confused then why I'm thinking and acting weird.. It came in full force in 2020 cause of the lockdown then in 2021 i got to know I had OCD I don't know if Lockdown wasn't there would i have ever known that i had OCD? As i had troubles in 2019 due to it but i could handle it without even knowing what it was in the first of 2020 during January & February when there wasnt lockdown Lockdown made it Stronger.

No lol i have said it there

Will get, but not now cause i cannot afford now...& My Parents don't know and i won't tell them lol Cause They won't understand

@Have Some Chocolate 🍫 Yea better talk to parents, they might not understand, tell them exam stress , tension etc etc ... Main thing about parents is that, when they hear us saying it instead going therapy they will send us to temple /mosque/ church / any other religious organization Many a times they make us believe it becoz of evil spirit etc etc weird things Iam telling becoz i wasted 2 yrs without knowing what I hav and not getting proper treatment. In India govt hospital therapy is absolutely free I too visited a govt hospital I don't know abt Bangladesh.

@osler the ocd fighter Yea can tell about that but not ocd lol Yeah i have no idea how they will react if i tell them about my disorders but one thing I'm sure they will not believe as they don't have clue Yeah lol This Indian Subcontinent is full of Superstitions 😆 Before knowing about ocd i saw Ppl they were saying intrusive thoughts were Satan's whispering 😂 i kinda even believed that 😭 that satan might be playing with my mind I didn't know that i had ocd Here People don't have clue about disorders most of the ppl unless they get it themselves and get to know what they actually have like me lol i too had no idea about disorders But i know now Here ppl only know about is depression and autism i mean this is what i feel seeing the mental health awareness condition here Doesn't matter if you're well educated or uneducated they just don't have clue about Mental illnesses here lol

@Have Some Chocolate 🍫 Try reading aloud while studying When i was in school i tried these and it was helpful Also write imp points or easy to forget points in a notebook

@osler the ocd fighter Thanks.