tetros
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tetrostetros
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Okay i love you?❤️
tetrostetros
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Keep pushing my friend❤️( and liking my comments and being beautiful?
tetrostetros
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I’m crazy catlady..I’m crazy shit driven by a devil
CatladyCatlady
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Yes, you can. Please believe me. No matter what you’re feeling, you are more important and your life is more precious❤️❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I have found that we’re never as alone as we think we are and when it feels like it never can get any better, that it always can❤️❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I look back on all those times I was in a dark place and I’m happy I didn’t end my life.
CatladyCatlady
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I am my friend❤️❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I’m going to check on you later.
CatladyCatlady
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You’d have to ask her. I know you’re afraid because of everything you’re going through, but the right girl will try to help you and will not judge you. Of course, she might not be interested in being in a relationship, but she may still want to be your friend. This is all up to you, but there is something else you may want to consider. It’s up to you, but you may want to give yourself some time to take care of yourself. Dating can make things harder for people who are already struggling with something else. A friendship may be good though. Again, it’s up to you, and I’m not trying to be a downer in any way. I only want what’s best for you❤️❤️
tetrostetros
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Goodnight catlady i wish you know you’re awesome
CatladyCatlady
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Thank you, that’s so nice. I’m still praying for you❤️❤️
tetrostetros
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Are you good and all things is okay?
CatladyCatlady
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Thank you, that’s so kind!❤️
CatladyCatlady
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You’re welcome. I hope your hand gets better soon. Remember that there is so much hope for you. I’m praying for you and I love you.
CatladyCatlady
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Someone just posted a link to an instagram page of inspirational quotes. One that really touched me was “Know that there will be an after”. As you know, I’ve been struggling with OCD for a while and I’ve felt hopeless many times before. I’m doing much better and I now know there’s never a reason to give up hope. But I still look forward to my after, when I’m completely through this. I know that you’re going through a hard time right now, but there will be an after for you too.
CatladyCatlady
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And I miss you too❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I’m here.
CatladyCatlady
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I believe it may help you to start saying “I can” instead of “I can’t”. Believing you’ll never make it or that you’ll never get through this will only harm you. I’m not saying you can’t feel upset, but I believe it would help you if you tried to stay positive. I also think you need to take care of yourself. Your mental and emotional health improve just by taking care of your physical needs. Make sure you get plenty of rest, eat well, drink enough water, and get some exercise.
CatladyCatlady
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Please remember that you’re not alone. Other people have struggled with the same thing you’re dealing with right now. I myself know pain and hopelessness, but I also know that no matter how hard it is, there is never a reason to give up hope❤️❤️
CatladyCatlady
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There’s no need to apologize. Take your time❤️❤️
tetrostetros
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Yes ..I’m happy soo happy i don’t know why or how I’m happy when I’m thinking of these things..but I’m happy and i danced a lot
tetrostetros
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An i love you catlady
CatladyCatlady
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No of course not. It’s not your sad circumstances that you’re happy with. You’re just happy and that is nothing to be ashamed of. It takes a lot to find joy in hard times and I’m happy if you have.
tetrostetros
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❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
tetrostetros
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And how are you doing my friend
CatladyCatlady
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Considering all I’ve been through, I’m doing pretty well. Thank you for asking ❤️
CatladyCatlady
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Thank you. Please keep pushing and being happy ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I really do love you.
tetrostetros
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I love you moreee❤️❤️❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I’m still keeping you in prayer, no matter what it is that is wrong❤️
tetrostetros
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Thank you i love you too thank you for everything you had done I really love you❤️
CatladyCatlady
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You’re very welcome❤️
CatladyCatlady
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Hi. I’m not sure if I remember all of why I asked you that, but I think I was afraid I’d offended you because you said you weren’t going to ask me anymore questions. However, I believe I misunderstood why you were saying it. I do love and accept you and it makes me happy to know that I’ve never upset you.
CatladyCatlady
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Yes. I might tell you I don’t feel comfortable answering it, but feel free to ask.
CatladyCatlady
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No, I said you could ask. I had to figure out if I was comfortable with answering the question and it took me a while. I’m 20.
CatladyCatlady
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You’re welcome❤️ Are you doing okay?
CatladyCatlady
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It’s okay. It doesn’t mean you like the thoughts. It means you aren’t letting them bother you. I have a lot of horrible thoughts too.
tetrostetros
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You are awesome i do really love you
CatladyCatlady
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I love you too.
tetrostetros
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Welcome❤️
CatladyCatlady
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No, I believe you still care about the thoughts. I think it’s just your brain working up a different type of the same thoughts you’ve been having.
tetrostetros
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Thanks for helping.❤️
CatladyCatlady
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You’re welcome❤️
CatladyCatlady
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You’re very welcome. I love you❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
CatladyCatlady
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Yes I still love you.
CatladyCatlady
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I’m sorry you’re crying my friend. I do love you and I don’t think there’s anything you could tell me that would change that.
CatladyCatlady
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You’re welcome my friend. I’ll keep praying for you❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I’m happy to know you too.
tetrostetros
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Do you understand that i think sexually of a dead body!! And he was my bestfriend
CatladyCatlady
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Yes
CatladyCatlady
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Yes
CatladyCatlady
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You’re very welcome. Please know that He loves you so much and that He is happy to forgive and help you.
CatladyCatlady
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I am my friend❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I’m still praying for you❤️
CatladyCatlady
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But please call me Catlady if you comment on any other thread but this one.
tetrostetros
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I love you
CatladyCatlady
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I love you too❤️
CatladyCatlady
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Life is beautiful now too❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I am praying for you and you’re very, very welcome❤️❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I love you too❤️ Yes I think there are.
CatladyCatlady
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Yes you are just like everyone else and you can love and be loved in return.
CatladyCatlady
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Yes
tetrostetros
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Thank you❤️
CatladyCatlady
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You’re welcome❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I miss you
CatladyCatlady
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Ok, but if it’s about the documentary I already know and I don’t see you any differently. I still love you and I’m still praying for you.
tetrostetros
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I love you
CatladyCatlady
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You’re more than welcome. It’s my pleasure to help you. I love you too.
tetrostetros
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❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I want to be one of those people who makes the most of everything they have and is grateful for all of it even if they don’t have much. It’s better than having a lot and not appreciating or being grateful for any of it. It’s easier said than done, but it’s who I want to be.
CatladyCatlady
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Thank you so much. Your words are so kind❤️ I have to trust God to get me through this. He has gotten me through so much Peter. When I come through terrible times, I see His hand working beauty through the pain. If I hadn’t suffered I wouldn’t be talking to you. It is why I tell you and so many others that there is always, always hope.
tetrostetros
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Ma he bless are your days and life Chelsea.❤️
CatladyCatlady
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Thank you. May He bless yours as well❤️
tetrostetros
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Your are pleasantly welcome all the time❤️
tetrostetros
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I love you
CatladyCatlady
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I love you too.
CatladyCatlady
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I love you too. I’m staying right here with you.
CatladyCatlady
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You are so special and so loved.
CatladyCatlady
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Your life has more meaning than you can imagine.
tetrostetros
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I’m soo better now I really love you and thankyou so much❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I’m so glad to hear that. You’re more than welcome and I love you too my friend❤️❤️
CatladyCatlady
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Thank you, that’s really nice. I understand if you don’t want to talk. Please get some rest. I will check on you later.
tetrostetros
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Thank you❤️
CatladyCatlady
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Hello my friend! Inspirational quotes have helped me before. Here’s some for you today “When God designed the plan for your life, it wasn’t dependent on you being perfect. Your mistakes are not a surprise for Him.” “I love when people who have been through hell walk out of the flames carrying buckets of water for those still consumed by the fire”—Stephanie Sparkles “My story isn’t over” The second one reminds me of myself trying to help you after all I’ve struggled with. I believe you can someday help someone else who is struggling like you. I felt God use the last one for me a few years ago when I was struggling. It touched me so much and helped me to know that God still had a plan for me even though I thought my future would be terrible. I eventually did come through that hard time and I found a bright future waiting for me. I hope this quote helps you too❤️❤️
tetrostetros
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That’s really helped and that’s really nice... thank you catlady you are soo beautiful❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I really like the song. She has a really nice voice and she’s right, it will be okay. Dark times come to all of us. I’ve had my fair share of them and I fully expect to have more. But it will be okay❤️
CatladyCatlady
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Lauren Daigle “Trust in You” was a song that I often went to when I was struggling a few years ago. She’s a Christian.
CatladyCatlady
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Okay. Take your time my friend❤️
tetrostetros
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Thank you❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I thought of another song for you. It’s “You Say” by Lauren Daigle.
CatladyCatlady
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Hi Peter. I found another quote for you “My story is filled with broken pieces, terrible choices, and ugly truths. It’s also filled with a major comeback, peace in my soul, and a grace that saved my life.”
CatladyCatlady
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That’s okay. I completely understand. I love you too Peter❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I am praying for you. I love you so, so much my friend❤️❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I love you too, but I’m not giving up on you❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I’m so sorry. I am sending you the biggest hug my dear friend❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I love you so much❤️
CatladyCatlady
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Thank you. You’ve been so kind to me❤️
tetrostetros
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You will be okay my dear friend❤️
CatladyCatlady
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Well, that was funny?
CatladyCatlady
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No you haven’t done anything. I love you too.
CatladyCatlady
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I still do❤️
CatladyCatlady
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Thank you. My stomach feels much better than it did earlier.
tetrostetros
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Tomorrow it will be soo soo good and fine❤️
CatladyCatlady
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Thank you❤️
CatladyCatlady
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Pretty well, thank you.
tetrostetros
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Good to hear that❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I’m sorry you’re sad. I’m really, really not mad at you❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I love you too and I’m happy to hear that I’ve made your life better. I’m really not upset with you❤️
tetrostetros
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Promise i will quite
tetrostetros
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Thank you catlady❤️
CatladyCatlady
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Glad to hear that you’re going?. Thank you and I do hope you have a good day❤️
tetrostetros
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You are soo beautiful just know that Thankyou my friend❤️
CatladyCatlady
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Thank you and you’re welcome❤️
tetrostetros
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I really love you
tetrostetros
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I love you
CatladyCatlady
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I am praying for you❤️
tetrostetros
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Thankyou❤️
CatladyCatlady
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You’re very welcome❤️
tetrostetros
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I love you catlady
CatladyCatlady
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I love you too.
CatladyCatlady
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I also believe it’s easier to empathize with people we can relate to more than people we can’t, but that doesn’t mean you mistreat or don’t appreciate them. Also, it doesn’t surprise me that you have these thoughts because you already struggle with other thoughts.
CatladyCatlady
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I don’t know either, but I wouldn’t rule out OCD. Also, even if they’re not OCD, it doesn’t mean they are who you are❤️
tetrostetros
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Thank you my dearest i wish you’re right
tetrostetros
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❤️
CatladyCatlady
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You’re welcome❤️
CatladyCatlady
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That’s funny?. How did you find that out? I’m sorry you’re sad. Do you want to talk about it?
CatladyCatlady
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When I would be depressed I’d start singing something positive. Many times it was Lauren Daigle “Trust in You”.
tetrostetros
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It’s very very good song. I love it and i love the singer
tetrostetros
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Thank you i love you too
CatladyCatlady
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Thank you, but I can’t forget about you❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I’m sorry you’re sad. Remember that I love you, I’m your friend, and I’m still here for you❤️
tetrostetros
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Thankyou i love you more❤️
tetrostetros
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❤️❤️
CatladyCatlady
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You’re welcome. Please, no matter what you feel about yourself, try what I’ve recommended. I love you❤️❤️
CatladyCatlady
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Also, remember that no matter how alone you feel you are not alone❤️❤️
tetrostetros
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I love you too.❤️
CatladyCatlady
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“You wake up every morning to fight the same demons that left you so tired the night before, and that, my friend, is bravery”
CatladyCatlady
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Thank you for saying I’m beautiful. I don’t know if I’m shy or not. I’d say I’m more shy than some people and less than others?
CatladyCatlady
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I love you too❤️
CatladyCatlady
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Thanks❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I’m sorry you’re not feeling well, but I’m glad you have something to be happy about❤️
tetrostetros
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❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
CatladyCatlady
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What’s going on?
CatladyCatlady
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I’m sorry you’re going through a difficult time right now, but you’re not driven by a devil and you will come through whatever you’re dealing with❤️❤️
tetrostetros
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I will end this life, I’m not afraid
CatladyCatlady
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No! Please don’t!
CatladyCatlady
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I know how hard life can be, but I also know there has been hope every time. Please hold on.
tetrostetros
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I couldn’t do it
tetrostetros
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Pray for me
CatladyCatlady
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How are you doing?
tetrostetros
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Catlady
CatladyCatlady
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I’m here. Do you want to talk?❤️
tetrostetros
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Yes please
tetrostetros
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Can i love a girl?
tetrostetros
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A good girl she is soo pure
tetrostetros
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I want to love her and have a relationship with her
tetrostetros
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Can i?
tetrostetros
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She will leave.. i know
CatladyCatlady
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Why do you think that?
tetrostetros
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Because it’s soo clear .. imagine a man came to you and say i think of my mother and my dog aw god aw my grandma and ny father my sister a dead man sexually..i do the worst things that anyone could do in the church itself..can we have dinner sometime?
CatladyCatlady
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I understand, but I still think the right girl would sympathize especially because you don’t like any of this. Do you think starting out as friends would be better?
tetrostetros
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She will never accept me even as a friend
CatladyCatlady
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But I accepted you. Are you saying there’s something about her in particular that makes you think she won’t?
tetrostetros
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Maybe she haven’t i heart like yours Thank you for listening and trying i know that you tried to help i wish i know you❤️
CatladyCatlady
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Goodnight❤️
tetrostetros
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Catlady
tetrostetros
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My mom is soo sick..her temperature is 40 and she is jerking..she is in a very bad condition everyone is afraid.. and i think sexually of my sick mom in this condition and not feeling afraid
tetrostetros
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?????
CatladyCatlady
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I’m so sorry this is happening to you and your mother. Is she in the hospital?
tetrostetros
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Yes she’s in the hospital.can you tell me how I’m thinking this to my mother when she’s in the hospital, and how I’m not feeling anything..who am i
CatladyCatlady
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I believe you may not be feeling anything because you’re numb because you’ve been struggling lately. It also may be because sometimes people react differently to traumatic situations than they think they will. These thoughts may also be part of the anxiety you’re dealing with.
CatladyCatlady
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How are you and your mom doing now?
tetrostetros
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I’m so tired
tetrostetros
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I can’t accept me
tetrostetros
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No one can even you
tetrostetros
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You have been saying this to make me feel better
tetrostetros
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Whatttttt theee fuckkkk is thisssss
tetrostetros
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This is fake I don’t care but i care with noo feeling
CatladyCatlady
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No, my friend. I do accept you and I mean that❤️❤️
tetrostetros
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What should i do now
CatladyCatlady
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Don’t blame yourself for your anxiety. Just be with your mom. How is she?
tetrostetros
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She is better
tetrostetros
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I just want to talk a little about you
tetrostetros
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I can listen from you anytime
CatladyCatlady
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Relatively speaking, I’m doing pretty well. My OCD stresses me out and I’ve been dealing with emotional numbness, but my OCD isn’t as scary as it used to be.
CatladyCatlady
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I’m happy your mom is doing better❤️
tetrostetros
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And I’m happy that you are pretty well and I’m sure that you soon will feel all the feelings that you want and deserve❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I’m worried about you. Do you want to talk?
tetrostetros
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My hand hurts me soo bad But I’m thankful
tetrostetros
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Thank you catlady i wish i was like you abd have a heart like you
tetrostetros
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I miss you catlady
CatladyCatlady
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Hi. How is your hand?
CatladyCatlady
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How are you?
tetrostetros
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Not okay
tetrostetros
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We want to talk
tetrostetros
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I can’t live like this anymore and i cant do anything..soo what’s next
tetrostetros
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❤️
CatladyCatlady
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I read your other post. I’m so sorry you’re feeling sad. Do you want to talk about it?
tetrostetros
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Yes please
tetrostetros
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Catlady i swear I don’t deserve your acceptance or love or respect or forgiveness
tetrostetros
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Today all i think of is my dead bestfriend i think of him sexually
tetrostetros
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Ands i feel turned on!!!!!!
tetrostetros
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- 6y
I don’t know how
tetrostetros
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He is an angel
tetrostetros
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- 6y
He loves me and he is my only bestfriend!!!!! Alllllll people loves him and respect him and still sad and remembering him as an angel!!!!!!
tetrostetros
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- 6y
I can’t imagine this..his brother loves mee and he always say to meee ..micheal loved you from all of his heart andd i love you because of that and you are my brother!!!.... what if he knowsss that i think this of his brother..he loved me as his brother..micheal loved mee..
tetrostetros
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- 6y
And after all of that i feel numb I don’t really feel sad or guilty...i fake it
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
I’m sorry you’re struggling with this, my friend. And I believe in loving people no matter what. I don’t believe you’re faking this. I believe that if you didn’t care at all that you wouldn’t be reaching out for help. I’m also dealing with emotional numbness, so I understand. I don’t believe these thoughts are part of you. Just because you think of something horrible it doesn’t mean it has anything to do with who you are. I can tell that you’re repulsed by these thoughts so I don’t believe that they are who you really are❤️❤️
tetrostetros
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Do you love me?
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Do you think that I’m not a good person?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Think of all the thingss i’ve told you and the things i have done in the chirch and the thoughts
tetrostetros
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Please do not answer in a way to make me feel better answer the truth
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Do you think that I’m like all the people?! Who are loving caring respecting..have not done these things that i have done?
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
Of course I love you. I believe you’re no different from other people. We’ve all done bad things. It’s part of being human. What matters is that you care when you do wrong and you don’t like these thoughts or your current inability to feel. Some people do and think these things and they don’t feel bad about it. I think it shows that you’re a caring person because you do feel bad about it.
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
How are you?
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Catlady I’m soo sad help me
tetrostetros
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But I don’t feel bad about it
tetrostetros
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But i have new kind of thoughts that I have never had before
tetrostetros
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And very bad thoughs
CatladyCatlady
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I’m here. You can talk to me about it. I’m not going to judge you.
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
I’m so sorry you’re struggling with this. I also have a lot of thoughts that I don’t like and they change a lot too. I know it’s hard, but let them pass and try not to react to them. It may take some time, but they should eventually start getting weaker❤️❤️
tetrostetros
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Catlady sorry that I’m not replying fast but there is so many problems in my home..i will write you a very important message after a while..❤️❤️
CatladyCatlady
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Are you doing alright?
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
That makes me so happy! ? And I love you too.
tetrostetros
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But if it a bad thing to be happy even all of this exists?
tetrostetros
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You are strong and beautiful..please keep pushing and being happy❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Oh I’m sad again
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
What’s going on, my friend?
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Catlady I’m a terrible crazy person..do you remember my bestfriend who was an angel! Who died and i felt nothing and think sexually about him.. yesterday some people were talking soo good about him.. i felt jealous because he is sooo loved!!!!!!!.... I’m a fucking mad
tetrostetros
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And I’m numb
CatladyCatlady
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I remember. Please don’t blame yourself for not feeling when you’re numb. Not feeling is exactly what being numb is. I too have struggled with it. A few months ago someone I love died too and I didn’t feel nearly as sad as I wanted to. It’s not your fault and I understand❤️
tetrostetros
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And why i felt jealous?
CatladyCatlady
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Maybe you feel like you’re not as loved as he is. I think sometimes when we a loved one dies we tend to act like we love them more than those who are still alive because we suddenly realize we don’t have them anymore. But it really doesn’t mean that they love you less. They just really miss him❤️
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Do you really love me or to just help you say so
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Ohh I’m living in hell
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
Just breathe. It’ll pass. What were you thinking about that made you happy the other day?
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Catlady please help me
tetrostetros
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I’m really sad and tired please
tetrostetros
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- 6y
I hate yhis lifeereeee
CatladyCatlady
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I’m so sorry. No matter how hard it is, you can get through this. I know you’re sad and I know you’re tired. My life was absolutely terrible a year ago. In fact, I was going through the worst thing that had ever happened to me. I really thought it was the end of all my joy. There are no words to describe how horrible I felt. But my life is so much better now. Please, please hold on and trust that things will get better❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
tetrostetros
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I’m sorry that I reminded you of this bad time ..but please do not remember it just remember that you are stronger than anything and you get through it and you should be proud of who you are and how strong and successful you are ..i really love and appreciate you.
CatladyCatlady
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Please don’t apologize! It’s on my mind anyway because it’s right around the one-year anniversary. I was trying to give you hope that you can come through this and enjoy a happier life just like I have.
tetrostetros
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My best friend’s brother called me and told me that we are going to my friend’s rest place because tomorrow his remembering day ..all people called me and said very loving words ... the horrible things that I don’t want to go to his rest place and for no reason!! Because I’m lazy and want to sleep!!!! Everyone is waiting and willing to goo and I felt that I don’t want to go..every one praying to him and remembering him and they thought that I’m the most one that doing this But I’m a devil
tetrostetros
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And again I think sexually of him!.i don’t want to go and visit him because i want to sleep or I’m lazy!! And everyone want to go and visit him and talk about him...what kind of human i am ..they talk to me as a good friend and say kind words to mw if how he loved me
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
I’m sorry if I’m confused. Are you saying you feel bad that you don’t want to go?
tetrostetros
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Yes don’t want to go and people think of me in a way that I’m totally different from it ...like all people say to Me you have a good heart you loved him and he loved you..and that’s not true ..everyone makes sure to go and want to go ..I don’t want to go and think sexually about him
CatladyCatlady
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I admit I don’t know exactly how to help you, but I’ll try. I completely understand you don’t want to have sexual thoughts about your friend. I wouldn’t either. I do think it’d be respectful to your friend if you went. But I won’t tell you what to do. I’m sorry if I’m not being as helpful as you’d hoped, but I really am doing my best.
tetrostetros
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Catlady can we please talk
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
Yes, I’m here.
tetrostetros
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First of all
tetrostetros
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Did i cause you any kind of anxiety or stress ?
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
No
tetrostetros
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- 6y
did you give up on me or don’t want to listen to these things again?
tetrostetros
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- 6y
You don’t have to I swear
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
Neither. I don’t give up on you and I can listen again if you want me to.
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Thank you really soo much..I will go to his rest place but when i felt that I don’t want to go and everyone does want and they take all the care to go that makes me feel that I didn’t really loved him or there’s something wrong..beside the sexual thoughts..everyone is the opposite,and everyone thought that I’m a perfect friend to him and came and told me kind words !
tetrostetros
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- 6y
That makes me feel unconditional..please don’t make it better ..there’s something wrong
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Uncomfortable **
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Did you Know any explanation to this ..is this makes not good person?
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
No matter what it is, you’re still in my prayers❤️
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Tell me the truth
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
I wouldn’t say that. I don’t know everything you’re going through so I don’t always have an explanation, but I think it says a lot about your character that you care when things aren’t right. Cold-hearted people don’t care.
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Am i good person in your eyes or what.do you still love me or i changed in your opinion
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Tell me the truth
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I think you’re a good person and, even if you’re not, you’re trying to be one and that is so good. And yes, I still love you.
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Thank you catlady
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
You’re welcome❤️
tetrostetros
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- 6y
But you deep inside don’t think that I’m good. I’m sure
tetrostetros
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- 6y
But i really don’t know why I’m this person that i never wished to be
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
You can’t be sure of that. I myself have so many things wrong with me. Every human does and I believe you’re just like the rest of us. You care about being good and that is VERY good.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I deserve to be loved like a man how does not think what I thought done what i did ,feel what I didn’t feel or didn’t feel the wrong things i felt... I deserve it from a normal good ,great person?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
My dear friend, love doesn’t work based on what we do or don’t deserve.
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
It’s to be given freely no matter what you’ve done.
tetrostetros
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- 6y
But i wished to Love and to be loved ..i wish to have a girlfriend that i feel I deserve . I wish i have friends that see me like a good person..i wish i was a good friend..i wish i was i good son..i wish i was a good boyfriend ..i wish I had a normal life like the people i know i wish to be anyone else ..i swear if i was anyone else i would be a wonderful person and make great thinks and have a joyful life full of dance and playing and all things that i see now and wish to make it freely..i wish I disappear
tetrostetros
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I don’t want to be the man who is loved for the sake of love ..i want to be the man who is loved because who he are
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Who he is
CatladyCatlady
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I understand, but you’re more beautiful than you realize. I still say that it makes someone a better person when they care that they’re messed up. I know you may not believe it makes a difference, but believe me it does.
tetrostetros
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- 6y
I just returned from the rest place it was miserable..i think sexually about and his mom and every girl in the place while the memorial prayer at his place i think sexually of his mom while she holds my hand and saying how he loves me soo Much.. she was talking about the miracles that he did to people and she holds my hand and hugged me and cried in my arms and i think that !! I’ really cold and miserable and crazy and worst than anything
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
I’m sorry things were so hard for you. You are not cold, miserable, crazy, and worst than anything. You’re beautiful and much loved.
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Catlady
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
Yes
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
What’s going on?
tetrostetros
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- 6y
This is the last thing i will ask you but please i beg you do not say anything you don’t feel to make the situation better ... i’m sorry if i will say things that i said before but I can’t stay silent. Im my past i had sex with my gender .. many many times and i felt no guilt about it ! One day i had sex in the church itself and i felt no guilt about it.. once i was sleeping with my aunt and I think sexually about her an i wanted that not an intrusive thing and I didn’t feel bad about it .. I stopped all of that... my best friend’s died and he was the most beautiful person anyone could imagine or have ..he make miracles now and i felt numb and not sad for his death ..I didn’t feel that i missed him or want to see him...after a had a sexual dream about my mom and after that endless thoughts came to my head sexually about anything anytime in any situation ... not just sexual thoughts..any kind of horrible , ridiculous, evil, abnormal thoughts...and I don’t feel anything about it .. sometimes i bring it..all my community and the people that I know are really beautiful they love and really I can’t explain how beautiful and good people they are..being around them is soo hard it’s like being soooo uglyyyy and miserable between angels..I don’t know why ..if I’m bad person why am i bad ..why I’m not just like all of these people.. i don’t know it just really bad
CatladyCatlady
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Sometimes we don’t feel bad about things we’ve done until after we’ve done them. Sometimes we want to do bad things too. What matters is who you are now and it’s clear to me that you feel bad about it now. Dreams don’t always portray who we really are. I’ve dreamt about doing twisted stuff in that I’d never do. It’s okay to feel numb when someone dies. It doesn’t mean you don’t care about that person. I lost someone earlier this year that I loved and I didn’t feel grief the way I wanted to. You don’t have to stop asking me questions and you don’t have to apologize for saying things you’ve said before❤️❤️
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
Even after everything you’ve told me I still do love you❤️
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Have I done anything to upset you? Please tell me the truth.
tetrostetros
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- 6y
No you have never done anything to upset me catlady❤️.. why are you asking this?
tetrostetros
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If you love me and accept me as i am why would i be upset from you ..you are awesome and I’m blessed to know you..and it’s soo okay to tell me that there’s something wrong with me or even that I’m a person at least you love and accept a bad person❤️
tetrostetros
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And ugly person?.. my friends sometimes say that I look like devils ..and that scares me and i think that not just look like a devil but think and act like a one?
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Catlady hello
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Can i ask a personal question?
tetrostetros
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- 6y
How old are you
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Did the question upset you?
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Thanks for answering❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Yess,I’m happy today and I don’t know why!..but it’s okay I don’t care anymore i think
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
That’s awesome! Do you mean you don’t care about the thoughts?
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Unfortunately yes..today by accident i saw my father naked and that make me though horrible thoughts but i let them pass with feeling guilt and i thought about my best friend ..i had soo many thoughts today but I’m feeling okay and that is not good
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
How you are doing?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m doing okay. Two days ago was the one year anniversary of a really hard time in my life and I felt horrible. But I’m doing better now.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m sorry you felt that. Just remember that you are really strong and awesome.❤️
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
Thank you ❤️
tetrostetros
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- 6y
There’s something I want to tell you but I don’t know how to explain it..but i have horrible thoughts that came to my head in the form of a joke ..like in the funeral his mom came was walking fast from the door soo a thought came to my head that why she’s coming soo fast as if he waked from the dead and with her or something like that..or my dad stay long time in the bathroom soo a thought came to my head that he is watching porn as a joke..I don’t remember exactly but things like that..and that make me afraid that these thoughts are from me and from my personality and the way i joke and think
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
I think that they’re all a part of the bad thoughts you’ve been having. I’d just try to ignore them like how you did the other thoughts and see what happens.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
But do you think they are different or because i dont care?
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
Don’t care about what?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
The thoughts..and make funny by thinking bad thoughts
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
I’m here.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m tired ,soo sooooo tired
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
When it will end
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m really sad I’m really really exhausted
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m sorry you’re so sad and exhausted my friend. I don’t know when it will end, but I know there is always hope and that hope is always worth the wait.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Are you taking care of yourself? Are you making sure you get plenty of rest?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I know it doesn’t seem important with what you’re struggling with, but it is.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I don’t Take care of myself i feel that I don’t deserve to be cared of or to be loved... I’m tired catlady
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I can’t stop thinking of committing suicide
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I know you don’t feel like you deserve it, but please take care of yourself. It may actually help you with what you’re struggling with.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Please don’t commit suicide. You are so special. Please, please don’t do it.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady the truth and the reality is that I don’t deserve
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I don’t deserve anything either, but I know I can’t give up when I’m struggling.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
We don’t deserve to be loved?..i don’t want to he this horrible person but I’m
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Please, just listen to me. You have to keep going. You have to keep living. Is there a suicide helpline you can call?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
No there isn’t in my country
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady.. just i want it to end.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I love you
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
No matter what do you think of me .. I swear I don’t want this or i have some good inside
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I love you too. Please stay. There is hope. There has to be help for people struggling like you no matter where you are even if there isn’t a number you can call.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Please get more help. No matter what you feel you deserve, you are more loved and more important and you can come out of this and live a better life. Please believe me.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Is there a church you can go to ask for help?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Why you want me to stay
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m tired i want to rest I don’t want this anymore
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Because however flawed you may be it doesn’t ever take away from how special you are. I am no more special than you.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Oh god I’m laughing
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
What’s going on?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Please talk to me.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I hurt myself
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Why?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Are you okay?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m not okay
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Tell me anything
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Did you love me?,am i a bad person .who am i why is this happening to me whyyyyy Does god exist and see me and doesn’thelp me
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I love you. God does exist and He loves you very much.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
You see me as bad
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I see you as someone who is struggling and needs help.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I see you as everyone else.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
No you tell methis to make me feel good and than you anyway i love you
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I love you too and I do mean what I said.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Did you hurt yourself badly?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m worried about you.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
They took me again
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I will be fine don’t worry i love you
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I love you too. Who took you?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I went to the hospital and they took me because they know that i hurted mu self
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Can we talk?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes we can talk. I’m glad you were able to get help.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Listen catlady you do know alot of things about me ..can i have friends?..i know someone called sara..i love her .. i care about her. In these times i think of no one but her ..she is an angel..what do you think?!..should i be soo close to her and be her bestfriend even of all of this thing is in me even if I’m a devil and she is an angel ..is I’m lying and cheating about her and she didn’t know anything about this what should i do i feel that I didn’t deserve her or her love
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Of course you can be friends with her! We all have our struggles, but that doesn’t mean we can’t be friends with other people. If you don’t know each other that well it’s definitely not lying or cheating to not tell her all this right off.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I know her!! .. i know her for almost 4 years
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Is I’m lying
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I know her ..i should tell her all of these or i will be a liar?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I suppose you could tell her. You know her better than I do, but she may want to help you rather than judge you. Also, if you decide to tell her you wouldn’t have to tell her everything all at once.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
But if i dont tell her am i lying to her or i should tell?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Are you really close? There’s some people I’ve known my whole life that I’m not close to.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
We are sooo sooo close really close
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Maybe you should tell her. I don’t know her, but my guess is that if she cares about you, she’ll probably want to help you.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
If I’m afraid to tell her ..is this not a good thing?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I think it’s normal to feel afraid.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
But why i should tell her?..
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Because it’s something you’re really struggling with. I can’t imagine what my life would be like if some of the people I love didn’t know about my OCD.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Okay i Love you anyway?❤️
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I love you too❤️. Also, you wouldn’t have to tell her everything at once. You could just tell her there’s some things you’ve been struggling with and tell her a little bit about them.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Promise i will try..i wish you alll the best i wish to see you the happiest because you deserve to be the happiest ..thank you catlady❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady I watch porn.. and it gets me crazy.. sometimes i think of my dead bestfriend of things in the video anda lot of shit
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Can we talk?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady i sick of thinking if my dead friend like that!!!!!!... i watched porn and nothing in my mind expect him
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m sorry it gave you thoughts about him. Do you watch porn a lot?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I only ask because I think it might be causing your sexual thoughts.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Not alot but when I’m watching it makes my thoughts soo wild
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Do you still love me?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady i dont feel bad about it
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Of course I still love you❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m tired really tired..i think of him i Imagine him in shit I don’t kmow how ..i will lose my Mind
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m so sorry. Do you think it would help if you tried to think about something else when these thoughts come? Something good and happy?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Today a girl talk to me in an sexual way and i imagine myself having sex with her and when i did that i Imagine myself having sex with him!!catlady I don’t know how!!!!! How am i ...catladyyyy that is not normal..howwwwww if anyone knows that he will never ever even look to my face again
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Whattt
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Why you didn’t answer
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I don’t know how either, but I do believe you should try to think of good things when this comes up.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I was trying to figure out how to answer, but I was not judging you❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
You are mad of me or think that I’m bad?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
You still love me?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
No of course not.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I swear that i don’t want this
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
And i do more thank you * with tears*
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Thank you ❤️❤️❤️pray for me❤️❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes, my friend.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m soo bored..can we talk?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Well first I’m soo happy that i made some friends on this app..
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m studying business..in cairo egypt
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
What are you studying?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m not really studying much right now, but I may go to medical school.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
That’s interesting..i also play drums.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Nice. I’ve never really played any musical instruments.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m soo glad to know you
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Hell
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Are you alright?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Noooooooooooooooooooo
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady do you remember the things that i have done do you remember in the Church and when i was youmg my numbness my thoughts
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Do you remember that i had sex with my gender a lot of times and once in the church itself
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Do you remember that i feel no guilt
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Do you remember the thoughts about anything in every horrible way
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes I remember
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Why why why why i want a life
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I wnat to feel that I deserve
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
How can you accept me
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I can’t accept me..I can’t understand how I’m this person
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I accept you because I know it’s wrong for me to judge and that it’s right for me to try to help you. I know that you’re more loved and important than you know.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Ppease tell Me do you really love me ..can i be loved by someone and can i Make friends and can i be loved and get married by a good person
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes of course you can.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
really?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
But how will love me with all of this over the rest of the people
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
No one is perfect and love isn’t measured by how much wrong you’ve done.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Who
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Do you forgive me?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
It’s not for me to forgive you, you’ve never wronged me. I don’t hold anything against you. The right person will love you.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m sorry if I’m repeating.but you love me right?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes I love you.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Well we are friends.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I have a question. You’ve mentioned church and you’ve asked me to pray before. Do you believe in God?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I do..but I don’t believe he will forgive me
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
There’s more than one religion in Egypt. Do you believe in Jesus?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes I’m Christian
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
It makes me so happy to hear you say that!?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m a Christian too and believe me, God will forgive you.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
You feel god in your life?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
You have a pure heart. Thanks for everything
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Pray for me❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
My name is Peter
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Hi
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m sad today i was happy and a think how could i be happy when I’m think about my friend by this way ..and i said fuck my friend..
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m sorry today has been hard for you. Please remember it’s okay to be happy while you’re struggling with something. It doesn’t mean you’re happy with the thoughts.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
But i said fuck him! I said i don’t and let me think as I’m thinking
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Maybe you were just frustrated or maybe you made a mistake. Either way, it doesn’t mean that’s really what you want to think about your friend.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
How are you doing Peter?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m really tired
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m crazy just insane
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
You don’t know what’s going on in my head.. a devil is playing with my brain .. you don’t know or can’t imagine what’s going on nobody can because it’s wired soo weird
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady what what the hell I should do know
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
You’re not insane, you’re struggling. I know you believe you can’t be forgiven, but you can. Please go to God and tell Him everything. Ask Him to forgive and help you and believe that He will. Keep your eyes on Him. He has helped me through so much hardship. It’s times like this that we grow in Him. No matter how hard it is, turn to Him and don’t leave Him.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady . Believe me just believe me i’m not like anybody that you know Even after i have told you everything You can’t imagine how horrible i am
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Believe me i don’t deserve to talk to you or your help
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
You don’t know
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Jesus’s love and forgiveness is still deeper.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I don’t have to know to want to help.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
But i want to live.. life is with people
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Help who
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
You’re helping a devil
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
You can live
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I swear I’m not overacting..it’s a real devil
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
No, I’m helping one of God’s beloved people.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
God can help you with devils too. It’s not too big for Him.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
God has helped me with so much. He has healed made so many. He made everything. He made the beautiful stars and He cares for you.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady..this is probably the last thing you will hear from me ..you are soo kind and beautiful person. You have a heart that no one else has.. just please I’m now thinking that I an oppressor to talk to you and i should never let someone like me talk to someone like you. I dont want to hurt you. Please just know yiu are awesome I’m not the kind of guy that you could talk to or help Thank you
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Thank you for your kind words and you’re more than welcome for my help. Please stay, you can’t hurt me❤️
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
You’re not oppressing me.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Please don’t shut me out because you believe you don’t deserve it.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I believe that I don’t deserve it. Please the power that you’re loosing it for me .somebody else deserves it more Leave me if I’m a devil just i willl be a one.unless i have known who am i
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
You’re not a devil and I’m not losing anything by helping you.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
My name is Chelsea.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
If I was you i will be so proud if who Am i
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Why bad people are bad. How can we blame hitler of being himself
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
He chose to be bad and he didn’t regret it. He didn’t care. You do care and that’s what matters.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I do not.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I can be happy now
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
He chose to believe those terrible things and kill all those people. But you’re worried about hurting people. That is a HUGE difference!
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
But feel nothing
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
If you really didn’t care, you never would have reached out.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
You don’t have to feel anything.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
But. What makes him choose to believe those things.his nature!! His nature that makes him do things and feel and think
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I have reached out because i know there’s something wrong
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Hitler didn’t care that there was anything wrong.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
It’s not fair.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
What isn’t fair?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
It’s not fair that he have this nature and mother teresa have her nature!
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
How can i blame anyone of being himself...
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
We all flawed, but some of us care about it and some of us don’t. That’s the difference.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Okay..the ones Who dont care..what is their fault ?.they don’t care because they simply don’t care.hee don’t care!! What could he do he don’t care he feels like he don’t care!..
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Hitler saw no problem with his actions, but you don’t want to be this way. This is what God does, He offers forgiveness and mercy for people who come to Him because they know how flawed they are and they want Him to change their hearts. Believe me, He changed mine.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Not caring is their fault because they turned away God’s truth that they are wrong.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Why life is soo complicated
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Jesus spoke to many people. Some cared and turned to Him and others didn’t care and turned away. But He wants them all to come to Him because He loves us all.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I don’t know why it’s complicated, but we just have to seek God and He can help us. He delights in helping us with all this complicated stuff and He makes it simple.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
How can i go to god
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Simply because He loves you and wants you to.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Just pray to Him❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I did .he just never responded
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
My friend, it’s not always soon, but it always comes.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
But I believe forgiveness is immediate.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Pray to Him every day. Work on having a true, deep relationship with Him. Ask Him for wisdom. He is the source of my hope.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I can’t
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Oh please you’re loosing time
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Of course you can.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m not losing time❤️
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Why do you think you can’t?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I can’t.because I can’t feel that i want him from all of mu heart ..I’m faking it ..and i just can’t want him from my heart..he said ask me with your heart I can’t do this I’m faking it ..I’m faking my regret about the bad things i’ve made I’m faking the suffer from my thoughts i fake it all
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
No you’re not. Please just go to Him. I’ve felt like I haven’t had the heart either, but I go to Him because I want the heart.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m soo sorry
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
You know, you kind of remind me of myself.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Oh please don’t say this about yourself
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
You don’t know how much evil i am
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I don’t know why my parents are not like this or anybody i know
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
That doesn’t matter. Sometimes I struggle with feeling sorry and I don’t like it. I want to do the right thing. I’m seeking God for His help in this because I know I should feel differently.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
When I said that doesn’t matter, I meant it doesn’t matter how much wrong you’ve done.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Nit just have done..what I’m doing every day..what I’m thinking my nature .my personality..just Me
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Just give up on me lol
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I have bad thoughts too.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I can’t give up on you❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Oh that’s so sad
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Life would be so beautiful if things were different
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Pray for me.thank you❤️
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Please read about Jesus. I know you’ve probably done it already, but read them again. Please read His kind, forgiving words.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Do you know .. i said what i did to a friend of mine ..and he accepted me ..i felt that if anyone one said this to me i will not accept him! And i did those thing! Can you ! I will not accept the one whi accepted me if he done what me myself had done That make me laugh!
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
That made me laugh too?. You accepted both of us without even knowing it.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
What??
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Maybe I’m not understanding. Are you saying you have a friend who did the same things and you accepted him anyway?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Noo. I told him about the things that i’ve done and he accepted me and haven’t left me After that I thought if i were him and he told me the same things that i’ve done i will not accept! Even if i dome those things too i will not be able to accept him That’s soo weird that I’m the one who did all of that and he did nothing and accepted me But i think if i was him i will not accept him for making these things that i myself have done!
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I see. I still think you would accept him though. Sometimes we react differently than we think we will.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I love you?❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Do you think there’s a lot of people like me out there?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
can i ask you a question i have asked you millions of times before?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
After all of this after I’m telling you that you don’t know who really i am and what is inside me and because it’s unimaginable or I can’t describe it but I’m telling you it’s far worth than you think ..afrer all of this do you see me like all the people?!..not worth or less than them!..do you really see that it’s okay to love an angel true angel and make her love me and be soo close to her even all of this exists? I will believe that you will tell me the truth no matter what is it.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
From your heart?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
How are you doing Peter?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I miss you too❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m sad this days
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
How are you doing
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Hurry yo come And talk to mee i miss you tooo❤️❤️❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Up*
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m doing okay. I’m sorry you’re sad. Do you want to talk about it?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Not really want to because I’m happy that you missed me and I won’t to make you afraid or mad of me soo i will be gentle good man?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
It’s soo good to here that you’re okay
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
It’s about it.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
It’s soo wierd
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
But I’m sure that i I won’t hurt anyone i hate hurting anyone and i will not do it
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Please anytime you can talk to me about anything..even i have soo many bad things..I’m good in listening people and trying to make them better..even if. I can’t love I can’t hate..and i will mot judge i will always see you as an unique hearted person
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I know you won’t hurt anyone and thank you for offering me to talk to you.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Noo you deserve to be thanked for being here. I wish to see you the happiest I really love you
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Can i ask a weird question?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m soo paranoid about the once i care for ..and i care for you and i thinking that you reply fast soo you are opening this app all the time soo your ocd isn’t going well and you are sad..these thoughts come to My head ..so i want to ask you does anything is going well and you are happy and everything is going as you wish?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
My OCD does bother me every day and it really does scare me. Sometimes it’s living in stress and fear until my attention is on something else. It can make even the simplest things in my life really hard. I do come on here a lot, but it’s usually for other people and not myself. Also I have my phone set so that I can receive notifications without opening the app. Of course, if I’m sleeping or at work or just busy I may not see the alert right off. I appreciate that you care about me, but please don’t be paranoid for me.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Please know that my life has gotten much better in the past year. My OCD used to debilitate me so much I could barely get off my couch, but life is better now. I deal with my OCD a lot, but its hold on me is not as controlling nearly as often as it used to be.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I just want to tell you that it will pass and you will be awesome and you i wish that you know how lucky you are to have this heart that accepts anyone and the mind that makes excuses to anybody..these things are enough to Make you a great person that whatever what she dealing with she is awesome and deserves the best and that not only word that is reality..please be proud of who you are and see that you will make a great person for yourself for me You are great but i wish you feel happy all the time and be proud of yourself..it wiill be better i promise many people love and care for you because you deserve more more than you imagine
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
You are a one ..even if you feel that you cannot fo this but you are trying and that’s make you a one❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Hello
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Hi
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Can we talk about a thing?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
From few years ago before all of this i made many friends,they loved me and saw me as a cool and funny person, in this time i was always comparing myself to others always..but i was seeing myself as good person that people love ..but after these things i became sad and can’t talk like before or laugh or have good time with them they began to see me as a silent person and that’s new for them because i was soo active and talking and having fun soo their love began to decrease and i became when i compare myself to other i loose in having fun in being funny like before plus all the bad stuff that you know And thats make me sad
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
They love the old me
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
The funny cool one
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m sorry. Do they know you’re suffering? Do you think they may be confused by how you’ve been lately?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes they don’t know why I’ve changed very much..but you know i wished they still love me even after I changed ..they loved me because i was funny and yada yada not because of me
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
And you know I’m very silent now and don’t do anything..
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m sorry. I’ve had friends get upset because I don’t play sports and I’m not on social media. I sometimes wonder if there was a deeper meaning, but it’s awful and I’m so sorry.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Don’t be sorry sweetheart❤️ It’s okay they are not bad they just don’t get it
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Do you think talking to them about it would help or are you uncomfortable opening up to them about this?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
They are not caring as much..they will not take it seriously
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Then I wouldn’t share it with them either.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Soo sad
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m sorry. What’s going on?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Can’t live anymore
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Of course you can! You’re going to get through this. You’re just having a really hard time right now.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’ve been through so many terrible things that I thought were the end for me but they weren’t. Don’t give up.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Please talk to me. I’m worried about you.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m sorry my friend
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
But life have no meaning for me
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes it does. Please stay. There is so much hope for you. So, so much.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
If I gave up when I felt hopeless I would have died a long time ago. But I’m here and I know there is hope no matter what I go through and I don’t give up. My life is so much better now. I want so badly for you to have that.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
You are loved by so many people. They would be heartbroken if you weren’t here anymore.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I love you so much please don’t leave me
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
How are you?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m sad.i’m thinking sexually of my friend my dead friend i imagine him woth people i imagine shit even l make jokes about it
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m really giving up on me
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m sorry this is what you’re dealing with, but I’m not giving up on you❤️
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I hope these help give you peace and encouragement❤️❤️ Psalm 86:15 But thou, O Lord, art a God full of compassion, and gracious, long-suffering, and plenteous in mercy, and truth. Psalm 136:26 O give thanks unto the God of heaven: for his mercy endureth forever. John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. Romans 5:8 But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. Isaiah 41:10 Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Please go to God and tell Him everything you’re dealing with. I know you said you don’t have the heart that is needed to do that, but I believe you should tell God about that too and ask for His help. I’m struggling with that myself, but He has helped me through so much and I’m not giving up.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Just forget about me I do love you And you should be so proud of yourself thank you for helping me an helping others
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I love you too, but I can’t forget about you. You are so important and I won’t give up on you❤️
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
You keep telling me that I’m beautiful, but you’re beautiful too❤️
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I know you wouldn’t give up on me if I was struggling with what you’re struggling with.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Please talk to me, I’m worried about you.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m soo tired catlady sooo soo tired cant talk or do anything
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I wish things were better and easier
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
In my country people like you we called them lanterns and light boats You’re a lantern and a light boat.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
How are you feeling?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
You’re very welcome and I’m so happy it helped❤️
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
May I ask you a personal question?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
How old are you?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m 19
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
How it’s going today my friend
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
It’s been alright. How was it for you?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Like every day it’s not such good but I’m used to it
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I miss youuu
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Can i send you a name of song and listen to it and tell me your opinion
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Okay I’m obsessed that when you know that I’m old enough to know the right from the wrong and still doing the wrong you stopped loving me ?♂️ ( i know that this is mot true)
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
You can send me that, yes. I have not stopped loving you. I already guessed you were around my age because you said something a while ago that made me think you were in college.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Thank you i love you too The song name: it will be okay by french for rabbits
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
You don’t know who i am I’m really not a human i’m pure monster I want to find peace I will end all of this You can’t imagine who i am or what is going on
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
No, my dear friend. You are beautiful and important and special.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
You have so many good things ahead of you.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
You don’t know Please let me go
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I don’t have to know to be able to tell you all these things. They are true no matter what is happening. I love you and I can’t let you go❤️❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I will go to the church know and talk to anyone pray for me
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Remember my story. Remember how awful I felt. But I’m here and things are better.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Don’t compare you story to mine...you’re not bad you have done nothing you have noo shiittttt or horrible nature
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I am praying for you. Sometimes God doesn’t answer us right off or in the way we expect, but He answers.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Believe me, I’ve done plenty of horrible things.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I believe in hope for the worst people there are.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Please get whatever help you can. You are so worth every bit of it.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I don’t know why all of this but I’m sick of it I don’t want to love anymore i hate this life i hate everday when i wake up all of this happens again i feel like a don’t deserve life And life don’t deserve this suffer Nobody can help me and I can’t help myself I can’t handle this anymore and everyday it become worse and i become worse monster You don’t know what is inside me
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Hi my friend
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Did you go to the church?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes and no one helped me And no one can
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Please don’t waste your energy and time
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I understand what it’s like to wake up in the morning and instantly be slammed back into what you’re struggling with. It’s awful, but no one is beyond hope no matter what you’ve done and what you feel.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
What did the church say?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Please don’t view yourself as beyond help or as being a waste of time and energy. That’s not true.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Nothing they say god accepts you and love you and i know that but I can’t live with this nature that I don’t know where it came from I can’t live between all of this beautiful powerful loving happy people,with this stupid fucking monster inside me Please go dance and listen to music and make friends and laugh and go out and travel these things are really treasures they didn’t seems this when you are normal but in my situation they are dreams Please go and make all of this don’t waste time or energy life is sooooooooo beautiful andd just soo beautiful I can’t explain please go and live it because there’s people that have no luck to do so Thank you for everything you did you are beautiful
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
It makes me so happy to try to help you. God does love you and accept you. He wants to help make your nature good. I love you so much. Please don’t give up❤️❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
You don’t love me You don’t know me you say soo to make me better and thank you soo much for that and i really appreciate it
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
You’re welcome, but I really do love you❤️❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m sorry for talking by that way
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m just really lost
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I don’t know why I’m not like all of this people
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Don’t be mad at me
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m not mad at you❤️
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
You are just like everyone else.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I will try to chill and i will come and talk to you i want to talk to you okay?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
You’re more than welcome❤️
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
How are you today?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m sorry that i’m soo Late to reply
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Just my mobile was not with me I love you catlady
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I love you i love you
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Just please always remember mee
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I love you and never wished this
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I love you too. Please tell me what’s wrong.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
No i just have nothing left but pain I love you.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Thank you for everything you did Please love yourself
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m crying. Please stay.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Please don’t cry Please don’t be sad this is life and I’m not afraid i will be fine there
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Okay?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Please kmow that this is better for me and for everyone else
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Please listen to me. Please get online right now to a suicide chat helpline. Please, please do this.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Please do this. Trust me and do this. I love you so much. Please don’t leave.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
You are more loved than you know.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Please don’t make Me think about it
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
It’s okay I swear
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
It’s not okay. So many people love you and even if they knew every reason why you feel this way, they would still love you the same and want you to stay.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
If I can love you just by talking to you on this app, I know the people who know you personally love you so much more. I know Sara loves you❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
This service is only valid in the us
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Will you stay?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes. Of course.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
What should i do know
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Now
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I will go to the church again
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Take a deep breath
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Pray for me i love you
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes, go to the church. Everything they told you is true. Go to them and believe them.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Oh I’m tired I’m tired I’m tired I’m tired i ammmmmmm tirrrd
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Things are going to get better❤️
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Have you told your family about what you’re dealing with?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
No I can’t
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Do you think they’ll judge you?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I don’t know your family, but when I opened up to mine about my struggles they were very sympathetic.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
No matter what you’ve told me I have still loved and accepted you. You said you told another friend of yours and he accepted you too.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Peter, it’s going to get better❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I love you don’t worry about me❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Thank you❤️ I will sleep and wake up better i hope I’m sorry for making you day not good but please be happy have a good day
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Who did you talk to at the church?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
If you need to get some sleep, I understand. Will you please get back to me later?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I will catlady thank you for being beside and for being beyond beautiful
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Thank you my dear friend❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
No one beside me expect you..even sara left me alone..i found it soo weird that you the i don’t really or see or give to any love or anything,you have not left me alone in this and i gave them time and attention and I never left them in anything ..so thank you my friend
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Sara just left me sad and go hang out with other people
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
After all I’ve done to her
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Can i have a hug?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I love you too I’m soo lucky that i found someone like you I wish you know how beautiful you are
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Believe me I’m crazy devil
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catldyyy!!
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Should i tell him?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
No, it’s okay.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
You see that I shouldn’t tell him or it will be better if i told him?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Are yoy okay?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m okay. It’s your decision, but I think if you do you’d have to explain what you’re going through so he’d understand.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
No i feel that you’re sad or something?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Please tell me are you really okay?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I told him about the thoughts not what i have done
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Please tell me what’s wrong
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Did you have a bad day today?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Thank you, but I’m not sad.❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Noo i feel something are you mad at me?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
There’s something tell me what is it
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
No, of course not❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Nooo catlady i have a deep feeling that there’s something..please we are friends..if really we are please tell me the truth
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’ve felt a little sick to my stomach today, but I’m alright.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Why do you think something is wrong? Did I say something wrong?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Whyy!
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Why you felt that from what?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Answer me
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Why did you felt that from what
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
No you said nothing i just felt deep inside
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I just didn’t know if I said something wrong. I wasn’t really thinking of anything in particular.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
No you said nothing..maybe because we are friends i felt you?❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
But tell me why did you felt this pain
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
No please don’t be sad
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I love you
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m not sad and I love you too. I only asked if I’d said something wrong because that was the only thing I could imagine that would make you think I was hurting.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Noo i know you and i felt that
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
We are all love you and beside you
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Thank you❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Can i talk to you I’m good in entertaining?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Sure
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Look i will tell you joke..
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Ohh I don’t know what to say but i want to make you feel better??
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Actually I’m not good in entertaining?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
But look i’m from egypt and i really don’t want to live here soo oneday i said to one that if oneday i left egypt all my ocd thoughts will turn to “the fear of turning back to egypt”
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Well it’s not that good but i tried?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Give me credit for trying
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Wooohoooo????????
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
You have a really nice smile
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Thanks. How was your day?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
The man that doesn’t answer made me little sad but it’s okay
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Are you okay?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Yeah. I’m alright. Are you?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m fine i love you i hope that I have not made anything that made you mad of me or see mee as different
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
We can talk little if you want
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Sure. Did it go okay with your brother?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I just talk to him as usual
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m sad that we are not as usual
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Do you mean things are now different between you and your brother?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
No not different and that’s weird that i talk to him as if nothing happened
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
It seems like he doesn’t hold it against you though. That’s a good thing.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I haven’t told him..i mean that i stay with him as usual nothing changed..I guess the normal to feel that I can’t see him or stay with him
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I believe it’s normal to feel that way and shows that you care about your brother, but I don’t think you need to leave him.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
But I actually didn’t care i saw him and talk to him as if nothing happened..that means that I didn’t care
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
No, I really don’t believe it means that.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I know that I’m really being annoying..but for the hundred time ..did you still love me like any time and your love doesn’t decrease and you’re still see mee as good as any time you saw me..please i want to know the truth i don’t want to hear a specific answer
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Thank you my friend..I know that your day isn’t going well today i wish i can do anything about it..i just love you and see you that you are more than beautiful
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
How are you today
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Are you really good?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes?. How are you?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m sad but it’s okay
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
But i feel that you’re mad of me i don’t kmow why i feel that
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Would you like to talk about why you’re sad?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I love you you are beautiful and you Made my life better soo I don’t want you sad or mad at me or anything
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I don’t know why..but I’m soo alone now and i do thinks that I don’t want to..i began to smoke.an i hate it i hate smoking and in the past i would not imagine that i will smoke
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I don’t like the thought of smoking either and I’m sorry you felt like you needed to do that.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
You’re welcome. I also know you may not want to go anywhere, but maybe going for a walk would help.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Today i will goo to the cinema..i wish you a good day ..wish me the same please hereee?❤️
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
How are you?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m really sad
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Would you like to talk about it?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Are you feeling any better?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
No catlady noo and I’m soo mad and tired
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m crazy devil i swear
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
You’re not a devil. We can talk about what’s going on if you want.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m sorry that I’m not replying I’m just want to sleep but i cant
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
It’s okay, I understand. I love you too.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I hope you can get some sleep.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
How are you?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I love you too.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Were you able to get any sleep?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes I’m trying..don’t worry about me my friend just pray for me and be happy❤️
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
How are you doing Peter?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I have really bad thoughts today and it makes me sad
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m sorry to hear that. Do you want to talk about them?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Yea, just thought that I don’t appreciate or I mistreat those who have cancer
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I know it’s crazy and you don’t know what to say
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
No, that’s not it.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
The fact that you don’t like these thoughts shows that you’re not cold hearted.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I don’t know why all of this thoughs came to me
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
How are you
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m doing okay. How are you?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m sad as always Did you know that we made high score in this app for he most post that have comments ??
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Are you kidding me it’s soo clear that we did we have 787 comments my friend sure we made a hight score!?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I don’t really know why I’m sad
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
True, I’ve never seen a post have with this many comments?.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady I’m sooo sad and mad
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m not soooo sad but it bothers me
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
What bothers you?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m really ashamed of telling it It’s soo embarrassing
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
It’s okay, I won’t push you to.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I don’t know what is wrong with me!!! I’m really an abnormal person I swear It’s not a thought or anything with icd or thoughts
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
If you don’t mind me asking, are these thoughts or something you did?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Yessss i did itt butttttt I swear it takes two seconds I couldn’t thinkkk about before i didff itttt
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
I understand. Those things are hard to deal with. Like you said, you don’t have much of a chance to think about it.
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Soooo whattttttttt whatttt the helll is that this is..this is not normalll you don’t know ittt
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
Well, I have limited information because you haven’t told me. Please don’t misinterpret what I’m saying. I’m not at all trying to pressure you into telling me. I will say that however weird this may be, someone else has done it. I don’t know what situation you were in when you did this thing, but maybe if you’re in that situation again you can recognize it and try to avoid doing this again.
tetrostetros
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- 6y
But this plus all the horrible things that I’ve done plus all the thoughts and thinks if you remember them all they say that there’s something horrible about me
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
My friend, you are human. We’ve all done bad things. You’re no different than anyone else.
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Please nooooooo please plaeee plaseeeeeeee
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Noooo human or noooo one have doneeeee thissssdsd i know many many people
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
That may be, but I’m sure someone has❤️
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Noome will accept this me myself cant me myself can’t understand or accept
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
I accept you
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Youuu don’t know.. i have told you many Many things about me but this is nott totally who i am But thanks
tetrostetros
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- 6y
And you will accept a murder i know that..but I don’t want to be a one or i will not accept myself
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
It doesn’t matter to me if what you’ve told me is everything or not. I accept you and I love you❤️
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
You’re welcome. You’ve gotten through every hard time before. You’ll get through this too❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
The stupid thing that it’s not a hard time.
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
You’ll get through it all the same❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
It’s not hard time even after all of this i feel nothing
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Sometimes feeling nothing is the hardest part.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
But i can smile and laugh and live but I don’t want to in my hea
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Head
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
That’s part of being numb. I’m sorry.
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Noo.i’m sorry for all of this
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
A relative of mine died this year. I loved her very much and she loved me the same. I did grieve a little, but mostly I grieved the fact that I couldn’t grieve. I just couldn’t feel. I know it’s a different situation, but emotional numbness is horrible and I’m sorry that you have it.
tetrostetros
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- 6y
You’re soo beautiful just please forget about me
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
How are you?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I’m soo soo soo soo soo sad
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
What’s wrong my friend?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I have no one ,no one loves me I’m mess..I’m not pretty or funny or anything I can’t love i have no friend i did the most horrible things w think the most horrible thought .. i cant live or talk to anybody this isn’t a life
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Catlady
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
What should i do
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Focus on the little things that make you happy. Some little things that make me happy are a beautiful day, music, flowers, chocolate, and watching something I like on TV. Find something that makes you happy and hold on tight to it. Also, I know you struggle with praying, but I strongly suggest trying. I sometimes feel like I don’t have the heart to pray, but I make myself do it anyway. I ask God to change things about me that I know are wrong.
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
Take care of your body. Make sure you’re getting enough sleep, eating good food, and getting plenty of exercise. Do something you enjoy everyday. Dance and play those drums. It really will make you feel better❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Do I deserve a really good life ,dance play drums..does this body deserves to be cared for ..I don’t think so
CatladyCatlady
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- 6y
I don’t think I’m a good judge of what people deserve. But I do believe it doesn’t matter. You’ve made mistakes in your past like everyone else and, for some reason, you have these thoughts. I don’t know why you have these thoughts but I do know that you are important, special, and very kind hearted❤️❤️
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I don’t deserve but thank you
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Catlady i don’t deserve anything or your love
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
How could you be that angel..Thank you for everything.every little thing helped me soo much
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Well, I didn’t come up with it, but you’re welcome. I’m glad it helped you.
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I know that you don’t..just when you saw it and you remembered that there’s someone that you don’t really know or saw might want to hear that and you send it to him.that’s soo beautiful
tetrostetros
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- 6y
Catladyyy
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
How are you..i was saying that you’re beautiful and you didn’t answer..are you shy??
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
I liked my comment of you don’t want to like it?
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Sorry, I missed it. I’m tired?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
From what!
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
Work
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 6y
How are you today?
tetrostetros
- Date posted
- 6y
Not good..but i’m happy that I know you
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 5y
Hi Peter. The comment section we were talking on disappeared. I’m really worried about you. Please talk to me.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 5y
I’m going to write down the last comments I wrote to you on that section.
CatladyCatlady
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- 5y
God has a purpose for your life even if you don’t believe you have any worth. Feelings are not reality.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 5y
I believe that others do love you but may not understand your struggle.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 5y
God loves you and wants to help you. Please don’t believe that you’re past hope.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 5y
Your story isn’t over❤️
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 5y
Even if things aren’t what you wish they were it doesn’t mean they won’t get better.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 5y
Please talk to me Peter.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 5y
Please go to the hospital or the church.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 5y
I am still here for you just as I have been.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 5y
It would really break my heart if you do this.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 5y
No matter what anyone has ever done to you, so many people on this app have accepted you.
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