- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 2y
Tough day
I went out in public dressed in guy drag and it felt terrible… I just wanted to go home and take it off. I usually like it so I don’t know why it bothered me so much. I tried imagining myself as female and it relieved me at first but then felt terrible too. I just don’t know what to do to get a break. I desperately want to be comfortable being masculine and transitioning, but surely this proves I’m actually a girl and it’s not right for me? I wish someone would replace my brain with a real guy’s brain so that I could stop thinking these things.