If you know what I’m thinking about.. if you know what I’m did and doing every day.. if you know who i really am.. you will think that I’m the worst person ever existed

I wouldn’t. I would still care about you and I believe that people are worse if they don’t care if they’ve done bad things. You aren’t one of those people❤️❤️

If you aren’t a serial killer you’re fine. If you are I’m sorry if I offended you. And please seek help

I’m so, so sorry you’re struggling. I was in a dark place before and I didn’t want to go on. My future seemed black and dreadful. But I did go on and that horrible place is gone now. My future suddenly was bright and it still is. I was and still am so, so happy I didn’t give up. No matter what you’re feeling, the world would be a darker place without you. You are so loved and so important and your existence is so beautiful and good. I’m so, so sorry you’re suffering and I know you want it to be over, but don’t give up because there IS hope. Always. I know I told you the exact opposite of what you asked me to. But I’m your friend. Friends tell each other the truth because they care about each other and the truth is that there is ALWAYS hope❤️❤️

Thanks for being my friend❤️. I love you no words can describe how beautiful you are catlady m❤️

I believe you, but I still say you’re emotionally numb because you’ve been through a lot lately.

I’m helping you because you’re on my heart. I care about what happens to you. I know what pain and hopelessness are like and I hate seeing anyone go through it. I want people to see that there is always hope no matter who you are or how hard it is.

Of course we are.

You made my day you made mee sooo sooooo happy I’m really glad and happy to have a friend like you I love you my friend❤️

I love you too my friend. I’m happy to have brightened your day❤️

Can you stop make me feel better..stop make feel there’s hope ..these word make me go on in this life and suffer more and make this world a worse place .. tell me there is no hope tell me your existence is a bad thing to the world ..let me go

I’d love to say that the dark times will go away but they won’t. We all Just have to learn to live for those few amazing moments and it’s totally worth it. My mentality is that if your existence isn’t important you wouldn’t be here

Ayelet.. I’m better now thank you guys for being here❤️

Catlady

I’m here.

I’m not sad about any of these things I’m not sad about thinking of these thing or sad about what i have done or what i do..believe me

Why you are helping me all of these days?

I deserve to be loved from good people b

?

Do you see me as a bad person? Or not as anyone?

No, I see you as being like everyone else.

We are friends?.. really friends?

I miss you my friend ❤️

How are you doing?

Sad

حزين by my language

I’m sorry. What’s going on?

I’m so stupid..why i do these things everyday with all my awareness and in the end of the day come and regret all of this and the next day do it again!!!!!!.. and then i play the act of the victim

You’re human. I do a lot of stupid stuff too, believe me.

Do you think remembering how awful it makes you feel to do these things when you’re about to do them again would help you stop?

Catlady please listen the man you’re helping is not the man that you think you know.. I’m not like anybody in this world ..you can’t imagine

Believe me, I can imagine. The fact that you’re reaching out for help says that you genuinely want to change. That’s a good thing.

I’m sad I can’t change this

You can’t change what you’ve done. But no matter what you did, you CAN make a new life for yourself.

Catlady

I have new terrible thoughts

I’m sorry. You can talk to me about them if you want, but I won’t pressure you to.

I have thoughts that i miss respect handicapped people ..i have thoughts that i want my mom dead because my girlfriend’s family will not love her

Please know that just because you have these thoughts it doesn’t mean they are who you are.

But why whhyyyyyyy whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Catlady why

Why im really disappointed

Ireally don’t know why

Why I’m not like all of these people ..whoo will love mw and how..who will accept me

How can I accept myself

Howewwww

Whyyy catlady

I made the most terrible w think the most terrible i have no good why I’m alive how will love me i lie to all my people every day i cant love ..who I’m and why I’m me

I don’t know why you have these thoughts, but I do know that the right people will always love you and always accept you. It’s obvious to me that these thoughts distress you which means deep down you don’t like them and that is a good thing. People who are horribly mean have these thoughts and they love them.

I have these thoughts because I’m horrible,crazy ..i wish i know anybody horrible like me but everyone i know is soooo good angels don’t think or doo anything...and that make me compare myself to them and that makes me feel that I’m the worst

Please don’t compare yourself to others. Like you said, it will only make you feel worse. I know this from my own experience too. Whether it seems it or not, they all have their problems too.

Do you love me?

What the hell do you see me

I see someone who is suffering and of course I love you.

Do you see my bad?

Please tell me the truth whatever it is

Pleaseee

I see you as someone who has made mistakes just like everyone else and I know that you have bad thoughts. But I know that you don’t take pleasure in them and that is what makes the difference.

But they don’t make me sad they don’t me suffer

Donyou love me? Do you accept meC

Of course I still love and accept you. Even though you may not feel troubled by them, I believe that you are because you’re reaching out for help.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart thank you i wish everybody be like you thank you

You’re welcome my friend❤️

Are you mad of me ?

Did I’m the same like anyone for you?

No, I’m not mad at you. You’re the same as anyone else to me.

Are you sure?..remember everything i told me before

Please think about it and tel me the truth

Catlady I’m not what you think... i think the horrible things about all things even the only one who stand beside me i do every horrible things and all horrible thoughts . You can’t imagine

I can’t describe how terrible disgusting ... one time my friend said that he is horny i think and said in myself go and have sex with my mom or my bestfriend or my girlfriend..I’m crazy

I also even think that if someone will accept me with all of these i will not accept him if he did something wrong!!!!!

You didn’t answer because you see me now in a different wat or give up on me?

No, I really don’t see you any differently at all.

You still love me?

After all these things?

Please read and remember it carefully

Yes, I still love you❤️

Catlady I’m sorry if i repeat my ideas ..but please tell me after all of these ..how do you see me .. if I’m your brother if I’m your friend or boyfriend what will you do if I’m your son!!

I have not changed how I see you. If you were my brother, friend, boyfriend, or son I would try to do the same that I am trying to do for you. I would love you and try to help you❤️