steleven
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- 2y
overwhelming existencial crisis
i cant live through this if it is like that everyday
PDButterflyPDButterfly
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- 2y
I understand but our brains are messing with us. We have to say no to the negative and intrusive thoughts! It’s so difficult at first. Please don’t let your OCD brain take over.
stelevensteleven
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- 2y
Yeah I am trying thank you ❤️ I love my big sister so much and I have to here for her and for my family
stelevensteleven
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- 2y
how are you doing?
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stelevensteleven
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Don't worry Henry, you didn't sound rude I understand what you say, but it is very hard to let go of things :( I am currently doing therapy I go there like once a month and talk about how I feel but most times I just start crying and talk about topics that yes impact me but are not the reasons of my main discomfort I don't even know why it just feels like that in the moment. The therapist is amazingly nice and I always feel understood, IDK if she is specialized in OCD I don't think so, but as in my search for help I encountered people that wanted to make me pay for reiki sessions and didn't understand what OCD was I am just really happy that I have found one that understands OCD she even explained me how that event made me start having this kind of thoughts and all.
stelevensteleven
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- 2y
@HenryMP27 No I have never, not on the topic I am on
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 2y
What’s bothering you? I’ve been having an existential crisis as well and trying to stay positive is hard
stelevensteleven
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- 2y
sometimes lack of meaning, I am normally considered funny and I am energetic some days, but then it hits and I just think about stuff I did when I was 15/16/17 and create scenarios that I don't even know if are real and think omg did I do it? I am a monster. I took a nap and I feel a little better. What about you?
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stelevensteleven
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- 2y
Hello Henry, how are you doing? Sure, I don't properly believe in any god tho. But we can talk
stelevensteleven
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- 2y
@HenryMP27 stuff from the past that I did and stuff from the past that I did but what bothers me is if I did them while dating if it makes sense? I had a huge family trouble when I was 18 so my brain is a little foggy of some shit like in the time line I am sorry if I am being confusing
stelevensteleven
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- 2y
@HenryMP27 I am happy you are doing good :)
tippybippy tippybippy
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- 2y
I feel the same way all the time, if you ever need anyone to talk to I’m totally here!!! I hope things get better for you! :)
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stelevensteleven
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- 2y
I don't think I can do it, I feel like it will haunt me forever
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