Pija
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- 2y
What if I snap
Does anyone have a fear of snapping? Like losing their mind, hurting someone etc. Ig just losing control?
A23A23
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- 2y
ocd: what if I snap? Reality: I may or may not snap, and that is ok because at the end of the day I am a human and we have emotions. If such emotions arise, I will be deal with them then. But for now, OCD your time is up š¤
RMO2023RMO2023
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- 2y
Yup. Every day.
Bearcat61Bearcat61
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- 2y
I get nervous sometimes when talking to someone that Iāll just blurt something out that is inappropriate!!
SpecklesSpeckles
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 2y
I have the same feeling.. I did one time in the hospital going thru a psychotic episode, but really don't remember it that much at the time. That's why I'm afraid I'm just going to blurt things out. I have to keep distracting myself.
Lilly2442!Lilly2442!
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- 40w
@Bearcat61 I have the same feelings how are you doing now I know itās been a year since you commented
snoopdawg8913snoopdawg8913
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- 2y
yes im scared if one more bad thing happens to me iāll lose it but plenty of things have and iāve been just fine, itās just a thought and wonāt be the reality of how you actually deal with things when problems come up
Anonymous5963Anonymous5963
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- 2y
Of course
P.Daniels P.Daniels
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- 2y
Yep
KidddKiddd
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 2y
Yes!!!!
IdkwhattosayIdkwhattosay
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- 2y
Yes! Also (potential tw?) Do these thoughts every tie in to other mental illnesses for you? Like fearing youāre going to get something else because of all the crazy thoughts
PijaPija
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- 2y
@Idkwhattosay oh absolutely! I'm so scared I might have psychosis or develop schizophrenia
SpecklesSpeckles
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 2y
Yes, I do. I keep feeling like I'm going to just snap. I can hardly get out of bed and get things done. I'm suicidal because of it and so depressed. It's a nightmare and I can't seem to even get dressed for the day. Everything is turned upside down. I'm afraid I'm going to have to go to the hospital, but don't want to. How are you calming yourself down?
snoopdawg8913snoopdawg8913
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- 2y
@Speckles iāve been there and the best thing you can do for yourself is not let the thoughts control you and do everything you can to focus on other things and maybe pick up on a hobby, get a job, or do something that makes you feel like youāre living a life. the only thing that got me out of that was forcing myself to get out of the house even though it scares the sh*t out of me bc i was scared of losing control. but i never did, it was always just a thought and nothing more. your thoughts canāt control you, just think of it as a dumb pest that you can just squash everytime it bothers you
snoopdawg8913snoopdawg8913
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- 2y
@Speckles and be kind to yourself as well. youāre still here and thatās what matters. youāve done a great job already getting on this app and trying to get help. take it easy and donāt be down on yourself for not getting out of bed, etc. just pay attention to the littlest things that make you happy. when i was in that state all i did was okay webkinz bc i loved it as a child and it distracted me. i went out and bought everything pink i could find and filled my room with trinkets. i didnāt have an extravagant event that fixed my life, but i found happiness in small things.
SpecklesSpeckles
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
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- 2y
@snoopdawg8913 - @snoopdawg8913. I wish I could get a job, but I'm not mentally there yet. It's stressful bc I want one, but I know I can't handle it. I feel really dumb and make a lot of mistakes b/c of my clogged head. Thanks so much for your support...I means a lot. I just keep holding on until this breaks. I was doing so well in June and July, working out and feeling good....wanting to be around people and then I just went down the tubes.
RMO2023RMO2023
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- 2y
I totally understand you. Still, while feeling at your lowest, you still managr to keep going. Isn't that incredible almost?! You got this. I know this will come to pass. Thank you for sharing. I pray that God give you new strength and help you see the beauty of who you are.
RMO2023RMO2023
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- 2y
@RMO2023 In Jesus' name. Amen.
beentherebeenthere
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- 2y
Absolutely had it and still have it from time to time, but one thing that helps me personally is to not focus on it, as difficult as that sounds, but definitely donāt explain to yourself why thatās not true. Itās just a thought, thatās all.
r Ć©r Ć©
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- 2y
Sending you hugs, youād be just fine and youād look back and laugh at your present fears
BigZoBigZo
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- 2y
Yeah all the time
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- 24w
Iām scared of being an abusive partner.
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Anonymous
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- 20w
I know its bad but i need answers
I get these violent urges thats started randomly and now i feel like ill hurt someone it feels impossible to control almost gets me shaking
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