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Ok this is what would be called a testing compulsion. It’s NOT going to get you anywhere and will only make you question more. I don’t know if this will help but do keep in mind that when you’re masturbating, eventually no matter what you’re thinking you’re going to end up having an orgasm. That’s just how it works. You could think of a tree while doing it and eventually you would end up ejaculating. Doesn’t necessarily prove anything especially if you’re trying to “test” yourself. And especially with OCD, I guarantee you nothing is going to be a satisfying answer when you do this.
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- 6y
Been there done that. HOCD made you force yourself to have the ejaculation and you couldn't control your intrusive thoughts and urges. I think we need to lay off Google for a while and just stay in this app for now, it really is our worst enemy ?
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- 6y
Okay, first of all - the guy who said that in the video was wrong. Like, he was just incorrect. That "imagining" thing is a really common compulsion, which will make you more anxious in the long run. Intrusive thoughts can't just be solved like that! Even though you do say you were "struggling," you are still doubting and worrying now aren't you?? Because you've just done a common compulsion, which has obviously increased long term anxiety. It didn't solve anything did it? Please don't fall down the internet rabbit hole... ? And also don't take ANY video advice seriously unless it is from a professional. It's often a bit risky ? OCD is a nightmare, and you will almost certainly need more than just a video to help you. I've had it for years, and compulsions don't help..!
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- 6y
And it is making me remember every moment in the past which might be gayish and trying to convince me what should i do
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- 6y
I think i will become gay some time the thought doesn't give me anxiety some times it does right know im in a beautiful relationship with an awesome girl i dont want to ruin it
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Eddieu how do you cope up with it
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- 6y
@shiv00 Life itself is giving me ERP LOL
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hey guys, i am really really struggling and i feel like crying. evry day i get this feeling of sexual attraction to the same gender, and i get those feelings even just thinking about it now. i hste them and want them to go away but they simply won’t and it has me thinking that this is just how my life is gonna be like. when i was fully healed or atleast thought i was healed from the false attraction and soocd, i still sometimes got that attraction feeling, and i would force my body not to feel it. i hated it and was scared of liking it so i would like stop breathing and make it stop. it was only ever occasional but this is making me concerned now too, because i still sometimes felt that feeling when i was healed. now currently my main trigger is masculine girls, but when my soocd first started i had no false attraction or attraction like this towards girls, and it was all just in my mind like saying, “don’t look at that girl or you’re gay.” there was one point in my soocd where i was worried about being attracted to my friends, but i am greatful in the sense of i know that that is not true and my main issue is the false attraction watching videos and i have experienced it once in real life too and i hated it. please lmk what i should do or even if you can relate. i am sick of feeling th is way, and i am a christian too so this makes it harder. i’ve tried everything like accepting it, or trying to even say to myself yes u do like it but it always just leads to me being scared.
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- 21w
Hey guys I'm 17 years old I had experience with OCD I looked trans pornography and femboy stuff I'm straight I didn't jerk off to it I was really only looking at it in the past I have but for some reason I just felt like looking at it and when I did I did experience arousal not only that while I had a boner I simultaneously was thinking of memories and bad actions I had in 4th grade with another boy I myself not a homosexual I was a kid I did something with another boy I regret it I had that thought in my head lingering there in my head but I noticed pre ejaculation and now I feel anxiety because now it feels like I was intrigued by the thought it feels like it is it was probably to the video visual stimulus but it's hard I didn't jerk off to it at all I was really just looking idk what to do it feels like I did experience it to the video but also my thoughts say to the thought idk what to do can someone shed light on this
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- 20w
I can't look at 18+ videos, comics, etc. I am straight, but SO-OCD tries to make me think I am not And the thoughts turns to feelings, and makes me scared, uncomfortable, sad, because I know this is not me. And when I try to imagine myself being with the woman on adult videos, and comics, my OCD gives gronal response not at the girl, and it fills me with fear, and anxiety, I always loved, and was attracted to women but I can't and it caused me to be depressed, and I keep ruminating I keep trying to focus on her, but it's so bad that I avoid those all the time now. I am wondering has anyone gone through something like this, or currently is, and wondering how you have done to combat this!
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