- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y
Making Decisions
Typically every Friday I attend a faith based recovery. It's based off a 12-step program but it's for anyone who has any sort of hurts, hang ups, or habits. I started going roughly 2.5 years ago when I was fresh out of the hospital and where I accepted Christ into my life. Like I said, I typically go most Friday nights and my mom goes too. One week they'll have a lesson and the next week they'll have someone give their testimony. Which is always moving to hear because you hear people's stories of how they dealt with so much and how Christ saved them. Well I feel my ocd is hooking onto this because sometimes I would Choose not to go. When I don't go, sometimes I'll feel bad. I'll worry if my mom, or the people there will think less of me if I don't go. Or I worry if God will be disappointed for me not going. So it's like if I choose to go, I feel I'll be going to prevent that. Then, if I choose not to go, I'll wonder/fear if I should've went and what people may think. So I'm curious what y'all may use for decision making ?