I beat OCD

@Hassoni145 Brother todays been the worst man. I saw a post of someone saying their soocd thoughts were real. And then I read abt Muslims who were gay and they were praying to god to change them n stuff and I realised I’m praying to god not to make these thoughts real. I feel so low rn as I don’t want to be gay but these thoughts are attacking more than ever. How do I overcome this brother? I’m scared I don’t want to be gay but those stories of them coming out makes me think it ll be me.

@Anon113444422 Ameen my bro may ya rab grant us happiness

@Hassoni145 Ik bro one thing that helps me is I know Allah would never make me this because it is haram and forbidden in Islam. I knw hee putting me through these tests jus to test my faith in him. I overcame it once and with His plans and love I’ll do it again. Have u overcame hocd? And how has life been without it?

@Hassoni145 Ameen wa Feekum

@Hassoni145 Alhamdulilah bro. My hocd has gotten so much Worser but I know allah will take me out of this stuff. I hate it and ik Allah would never make me something that is forbidden in Islam. Especially if I’ve been straight my entire life. I can’t wait to lose this again😓

@Hassoni145 Ik this may sound like reassuring, but does hocd also latch onto religion? How I’m Muslim and it’s forbidden in islam so it makes me feel disgusting and bad infront of Allahs eyes? I ain’t gay at all and ik it’s ocd as I’ve been told, but did u go through this too?

@Anonymo12 Yeah my bro it does latch onto religion I go through this as well

@Anon113444422 It latches onto religion so much. My thoughts link to religion sonmuch now

@Hassoni145 Ik but now it’s so confusing it tells me maybe allah made u like this as a punishment. As a Muslim I don’t want to be this and I pray Allah takes me out of this quickly. I hate this so much😞. May Allah grant us all happiness

@Anonymo12 Brother you cannot hate what God has bestowed on you. Please if you fix this mentality you will be cured. This is the whole point Wallah. Be satisfied, and everything will go away

@Hassoni145 I don’t hate this ocd because ik it’s Allahs ways of calling me back to him. I jus hate the fact that this ocd is the worst one. Ik Allah would never make me something that is forbidden in Islam. Allah is the all knowing the greatest he would never put me through something that I can’t handle. He took me out once he ll take me out again. Inshallah

@Hassoni145 I know he don’t. I’ve cried so many times because I don’t wanna be gay and I hate these thoughts and I know he can see this. I’ve been straight my entire life. Ik Allah loves me and I love him so much. Ik he ll take me out of this. I jus need to have sabr. When u said don’t hate wha allah bestowed on u, that triggered my hocd because it kinda sounded like don’t hate that Allah “turned” u gay. Ik it can’t happen and Allah would never do that as he knw I would suffer. I wanna be straight and have a wife and kids w her. I’ve always prayed for this. Ik Allah has better plans for me.

@Anonymo12 If you have Snapchat or Instagram write your name brother we can have contact I can give you tips sometimes

@Hassoni145 Z_hon232 that’s my snap

@Anonymo12 Do you get triggered when you move your hand a certain way that you might thing resembles the way a gay person moves their hand or the way you walk or talk or the pitch of your voice can you relate to this?

@Anon113444422 Yesssss yes yes yes and the way I’m sleep yessss bro yes thissss

@Hassoni145 Brother can u add my snap again I want to ask u few things

@Anonymo12 Bro wallah the worst thing ever

@Anon113444422 And noticing other guys, losing attraction to girls, sex drive going lower, less errctikns. When ppl talk abt straight sex feeing bit weird cuz of this ocd. It’s the worst

@Anonymo12 Bro wallah you explained everything I’m also feeling May Allah make it easy on us it makes me feel disgusted of my self I’m always in the ugliest mood because of this shit

@Anon113444422 After this we will say alhamdulilah and thank god for putting us through this test. Inshallah Allah will show us the light at the end of this

@Anon113444422 Sometimes I don’t even feel anxiety anymore. I jus say maybe maybe not and that helps me. I jus know this wasn’t me before all this strted.

@Anon113444422 Some days are good some days are bad we just gotta say alhamdulilah and go through them and continue praying and putting our faith in Allah swt

@Anon113444422 Anon brother can we talk bro? I jus wanna talk abt ur experience too brother

Akhi just know that it's for the better cause. Maybe when God/Allah took away your OCD you did not appreciate it or was thankful enough. This time be more Mindful, trust God and know that your suffering is for the better. And remember a verse by the Quran: Inna ma al usri yusra (Indeed, after hardships comes ease)

@Hassoni145 I jus hope he takes me out of this again😓. Maybe because I strted talking to so many girls again and being Brazy with em. That hocd is back to haunt me. I hope Allah takes out of this situation inshAllah soon. Ik he wants the best for us and he’d never turn me gay.

@Anonymo12 I suffer from this too May Allah grant us ease Allahuma ameen