I can’t forgive myself Im my past i had sex with my gender .. many many times and i felt no guilt about it ! One day i had sex in the church itself and i felt no guilt about it.. once i was sleeping with my aunt and I think sexually about her an i wanted that not an intrusive thing and I didn’t feel bad about it .. I stopped all of that... my best friend’s died and he was the most beautiful person anyone could imagine or have ..he make miracles now and i felt numb and not sad for his death ..I didn’t feel that i missed him or want to see him

whenever i approach any of my family members, i feel the exact same way. i have sexual thoughts about my dad, and my whole family, and it hurts a lot— you know? of course it does. i’m the same way, i understand exactly what you’re going through.

i accept you, yes. i don’t know you, but i understand you.

It sucks for you but for me a dont feel

I seeking acceptance and reassurance but I can’t stop it

Forget about all of your past sweet, that's old you, we change every day. Be proud of yourself for changing in certain ways, you obviously cared about your friend to be worrying about not worrying enough. In turn this truly is an actual worry. You will get through this, it will all be okay xx

I love a girl she is beautiful. She love and care and have morals don’t do bad things..i feel like I don’t deserve to be loved by her or to love her.. i dont know what to do .. I don’t know how to love but i know that i care about this person and she is an angel and i look to my self as a devil that is worse than all people and don’t deserve her

You do deserve her, you sound like you're very aware of if you're doing what you feel is wrong, and you've worked on changing it. Even wild people deserve an angel

Thank you soo much❤️..i made a friend on this app when ever i need to talk i talk to her. Can i talk to you when i need to talk?..and please I’m here anytime you need to talk.i never judge. Thanks for helping❤️

Yeah that's fine feel free :) no idea how to work the messaging part of this app though! - will be attempting to sleep in a sec though so shan't be able to reply until later xx

Sweet dreams❤️

hey, i don’t think there is a way to message anybody on this app yet. however, if you have any social media that i have, we can communicate through that.

i really am sorry that this is how you’re feeling. i know it’s very hard to go through things like these. if you ever want to get more help, i’m always available.

Do you know that I’m numb or even don’t sad about it and that scares me

But i swear I’m not an evil guy or something I don’t know

that’s normal, of course, that can happen sometimes. your OCD is just tricking you into thinking that’s your fault. don’t listen to it.

I think sexually of my dad and mom and my brother even my dead bestfriend even a baby or a dog

i don’t know if you’re and evil guy! i don’t think you’re an evil guy, but no one will ever know, and that’s okay. you will learn to live with that. if your morals are true to yourself and your community, i doubt you are a bad person. it’s all in the evidence.

me, too, i think sexually about those people as well and Tetros, it sucks. it probably will for a very long time.

after a had a sexual dream about my mom and after that endless thoughts came to my head sexually about anything anytime in any situation ... not just sexual thoughts..any kind of horrible , ridiculous, evil, abnormal thoughts...and I don’t feel anything about it .. sometimes i bring it..all my community and the people that I know are really beautiful they love and really I can’t explain how beautiful and good people they are..being around them is soo hard it’s like being soooo uglyyyy and miserable between angels..I don’t know why ..if I’m bad person why am i bad ..why I’m not just like all of these people.. i don’t know it just really bad

Do you accept me?

And the horrible things that i have done with all my awareness!

Fleurisez ..do you see me as bad?

I’m really tired of imagining myself in a sexual way with my bestfriend who died!!!!!.... he is an angel and make miracles today ........i canttttttt understand it

i understand how you’re tired of that happening, trust me, i’m also tired of the thoughts i have. that’s normal, and it’s not something you can help; if it was, i’m sure you’d choose not to think about it.

Can we talk through Facebook?

of course, i don’t have the messaging app but i have facebook. if you give me your username, i’ll add you.

Peter atef ..but how you can find me there a lot of peter atefs?

I added you.

Fleurisez .