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Heart anxiety again
Crying because I m so super scared of my heart going fast which happens every day with other symptoms and I think I m dying
Crying because I m so super scared of my heart going fast which happens every day with other symptoms and I think I m dying
I had this recently. I became obsessed with my heart and would notice pretty much every ectopic beat or palpitation. My doctor kept telling me it was anxiety that was causing the issues. I had multiple ECGs and had a 24 hour monitor put on too and everything came back normal. It went on like this for nearly 4 years until one day I accepted it could be anxiety and I stopped noticing them. I became hyper aware of my heart which is why I experienced what I did. The heart obsession never really left after I did therapy for health anxiety back in 2015. It’s always important to see a doctor if you are having issues just to be sure there is nothing going on but try and trust what your doctor says. The only issue I had was high blood pressure which has been successfully controlled since 2020. At my worst I would not wear a smart watch in case I got the urge to use the heart monitor or ECG function on it as I knew once I started it would be difficult for me to stop trying to use it for reassurance. Health Anxiety and OCD are not pleasant but you can recover from it and I know YOU will. Try and be kind to yourself and find time to relax. For me it was a turning point in my recovery for health anxiety.
@benjita1 Yes I had so many ecgs done a lot the last 9 years and also had a 3 days monitor a year ago and I was told I have tachycardia but nothing dangerous nothing to worry about I keep relapsing honestly some days I m ok other I m back to obsessing I m constantly under stress so my ocd get the best of me I don’t have high blood pressure but who’s know probably I do because constantly anxious I hate going to the doctor and they keep sending me to get test done because my heart rate was high I m so tired of all of this so exhausting everyday a new obsession What type of therapy you did for health anxiety
@Monii Hi, sorry for the late reply. I didn’t get a notification for this post. My therapy for my health anxiety was one 2 one CBT with a workbook I had to go through. I was also obsessed with lumps and bumps at the time and kept making any swollen lymph nodes worse. I changed my job and became a bus driver so the constant checking just sort of stopped. How are you doing now?
@benjita1 Is okay I m no doing to good my mind keep obsessing about heart rate and every day I get this thoughts that my heart will go fast for no reason my worse fear right now is tachycardia
@benjita1 Do you think cbt therapy work better than exposure therapy
@Monii Happy New Year! I completely understand your concerns. I had an episode of tachycardia when I was going through my heart obsession a year ago and I went straight to the doctors who did an ECG. In the end I was given some medication to take if it was to happen again and I was shown a technique to slow my breathing down and to reduce the stress of it. When I accepted that most of my heart concerns were being made worse by obsessing over it things really did settle down. At the height of my health anxiety I hadn’t been diagnosed as having OCD, so exposure therapy for me wasn’t an option. However I was given a work book to complete between sessions which really helped me get over it. I can remember when my health anxiety was at its worst and I was seeing multiple doctors I would look them up on the GMC register (I’m from the UK) to see how long they had been a doctor and I got worried if they were newly qualified. When I discussed this at one of the sessions I was asked by the therapist how did I know that a newly qualified doctor was less capable than an experienced doctor? They had just spent 7 years training and if anything were more qualified than me 😂. That obsession of checking the register stopped pretty much overnight! I am thankful that my wife has been with me through each of my episodes and has been a big part of my recovery.
@benjita1 Ah ok right now going through heart obsessing tachycardia I think if I don’t sleep I will get it like I m think I will get it for any reason I have ECG done before a lot normal so far but I still worry I m no going to doctors but I m constantly scared that if I don’t take care of the anxiety will get palpitations
@Monii Palpitations and ectopic beats are very common symptoms brought on by stress and anxiety. I found I became hyperaware of my heart and it felt like I felt every ectopic beat and palpitation. When I had my 24 hour holter monitor the results came back that these beats were within normal range. Are you in the UK? Are you able to self refer for therapy?
@benjita1 Ah ok yes I know they are common but just feel so scary and I believe my thoughts like I know they are cause by stress but what if is a heart attack? That’s what my thoughts are :/ I m in USA and can’t find a therapist because is cash only can’t afford it ;(
My thoughts are racing again. My psychiatrist thought it was a good idea to lower my Clonidine dose, I don’t know why she thought that. I feel like I’m going crazy. I can’t stop panicking or freaking out or anything. I can barely eat again :( it feels like my nightmare from a few months ago when I first got bad is happening all over again. I feel so scared. My brain won’t shut up or stop thinking about what to freak out about next. I feel like I’m on fire, my skin is hot to the touch when I spiral. I can’t stop spiraling
I have hold back my tears . I’m trying so hard to play it off. I can’t think about it anything without on the verge of falling apart . I have no self control over my mind . I’m scared. Is this a psychosis . I have barely eaten in days . My stomach is growling but I have no appetite. Idk what’s going on . Normally if I have a rough week I can fight it but I can’t fight it this time. My biggest fear is loosing my bf. I’m spending the day with him and all I can do it think about what’s gonna happen when I leave .
I was just lying on my bed and i felt mh heart stop for a second and it felt like it was beinb squeezed. Im freaking out this has never happened before
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