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Heart anxiety again
Crying because I m so super scared of my heart going fast which happens every day with other symptoms and I think I m dying
Crying because I m so super scared of my heart going fast which happens every day with other symptoms and I think I m dying
I had this recently. I became obsessed with my heart and would notice pretty much every ectopic beat or palpitation. My doctor kept telling me it was anxiety that was causing the issues. I had multiple ECGs and had a 24 hour monitor put on too and everything came back normal. It went on like this for nearly 4 years until one day I accepted it could be anxiety and I stopped noticing them. I became hyper aware of my heart which is why I experienced what I did. The heart obsession never really left after I did therapy for health anxiety back in 2015. It’s always important to see a doctor if you are having issues just to be sure there is nothing going on but try and trust what your doctor says. The only issue I had was high blood pressure which has been successfully controlled since 2020. At my worst I would not wear a smart watch in case I got the urge to use the heart monitor or ECG function on it as I knew once I started it would be difficult for me to stop trying to use it for reassurance. Health Anxiety and OCD are not pleasant but you can recover from it and I know YOU will. Try and be kind to yourself and find time to relax. For me it was a turning point in my recovery for health anxiety.
@benjita1 Yes I had so many ecgs done a lot the last 9 years and also had a 3 days monitor a year ago and I was told I have tachycardia but nothing dangerous nothing to worry about I keep relapsing honestly some days I m ok other I m back to obsessing I m constantly under stress so my ocd get the best of me I don’t have high blood pressure but who’s know probably I do because constantly anxious I hate going to the doctor and they keep sending me to get test done because my heart rate was high I m so tired of all of this so exhausting everyday a new obsession What type of therapy you did for health anxiety
@Monii Hi, sorry for the late reply. I didn’t get a notification for this post. My therapy for my health anxiety was one 2 one CBT with a workbook I had to go through. I was also obsessed with lumps and bumps at the time and kept making any swollen lymph nodes worse. I changed my job and became a bus driver so the constant checking just sort of stopped. How are you doing now?
@benjita1 Is okay I m no doing to good my mind keep obsessing about heart rate and every day I get this thoughts that my heart will go fast for no reason my worse fear right now is tachycardia
@benjita1 Do you think cbt therapy work better than exposure therapy
@Monii Happy New Year! I completely understand your concerns. I had an episode of tachycardia when I was going through my heart obsession a year ago and I went straight to the doctors who did an ECG. In the end I was given some medication to take if it was to happen again and I was shown a technique to slow my breathing down and to reduce the stress of it. When I accepted that most of my heart concerns were being made worse by obsessing over it things really did settle down. At the height of my health anxiety I hadn’t been diagnosed as having OCD, so exposure therapy for me wasn’t an option. However I was given a work book to complete between sessions which really helped me get over it. I can remember when my health anxiety was at its worst and I was seeing multiple doctors I would look them up on the GMC register (I’m from the UK) to see how long they had been a doctor and I got worried if they were newly qualified. When I discussed this at one of the sessions I was asked by the therapist how did I know that a newly qualified doctor was less capable than an experienced doctor? They had just spent 7 years training and if anything were more qualified than me 😂. That obsession of checking the register stopped pretty much overnight! I am thankful that my wife has been with me through each of my episodes and has been a big part of my recovery.
@benjita1 Ah ok right now going through heart obsessing tachycardia I think if I don’t sleep I will get it like I m think I will get it for any reason I have ECG done before a lot normal so far but I still worry I m no going to doctors but I m constantly scared that if I don’t take care of the anxiety will get palpitations
@Monii Palpitations and ectopic beats are very common symptoms brought on by stress and anxiety. I found I became hyperaware of my heart and it felt like I felt every ectopic beat and palpitation. When I had my 24 hour holter monitor the results came back that these beats were within normal range. Are you in the UK? Are you able to self refer for therapy?
@benjita1 Ah ok yes I know they are common but just feel so scary and I believe my thoughts like I know they are cause by stress but what if is a heart attack? That’s what my thoughts are :/ I m in USA and can’t find a therapist because is cash only can’t afford it ;(
I genuinely feel like this terror inside myself, like this is my last day till everything gets horrible… idk suddenly I have this anxiety this “fear of nothing” makes me feel like I’m not gonna make it, that I will never feel okay and that my life is over. I’m scared, I’m always scared
I just had a really awful chest pain that felt like my chest was exploding and im really terrified. I feel like maybe it was a heart attack but idk. I've had many ekgs and a chest x ray and they don't find anything wrong with me. Idk what this means anymore im so sick of being scared that ill die. Can anyone relate at all? It comes out of nowhere
I went to take my heart rate and bp at the store and the pharmacist said i should go to a doctor because my heart rate was really high and wouldnt go down. I haven't had time yet and im at the grocery store rn and my heart is beating lile crazy for no reason and im so scared. Ive had ekgs before and other tests and there was nothing wrong
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