- Date posted
- 1y
Misunderstood
All I’ve ever wanted is for my Mom to understand me. I try. I try so hard to explain but nothing ever comes out right. Idk what else to do. If your own mother, who brought you into this world, looked at you with disgust every second of every day.. what would you do? If your own family’s love is only ever conditional… is there such thing as unconditional love? I thought that was the point of “family”??? What do I need to do to be less of burden to the people around me? I only ever want to make people happy. That’s what makes me happy. This can be a good and bad thing. Good, well..because who doesn’t want to make others happy? Bad, because i sometimes go overboard. I forget about self love, self care and self worth and those 3 things should come before loving someone else. I end up losing myself and burning myself out all to appease the people around me. To make sure they are still happy and striving even if im suffering in silence. I’m burnt out now. I can no longer fake it till i make it. I’m lost and don’t know what to do. Where to go. Who to trust. Any advice would be highly appreciated if you stayed long enough to read all of this